Chapter XVIII
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deadthewholetime.Oh,ifGodmademesufferlikethat,it’sinfamous.Iwonderyou’renotashamedtoputitdowntoGod.HowcanyouimagineHimtobesostupid,socruel!Why,eventhevilestbeastintheslumswouldn’tcauseawomansuchfrightfulanduselessagonyforthemerepleasureofit.”
MissGloversprangtoherfeet.“Bertha,yourillnessisnoexcuseforthis.Youmusteitherbemad,orutterlydepravedandwicked.”
“No,I’mmorecharitablethanyou,”criedBertha.“IknowthereisnoGod.”
“ThenI,forone,canhavenothingmoretodowithyou.”MissGlover’scheekswereflaming,andasuddenindignationdispelledherhabitualshyness.
“Fanny,Fanny!”criedherbrother,“restrainyourself.”
“Oh,thisisn’tatimetorestrainone’sself,Charles.It’sone’sdutytospeakoutsometimes.No,Bertha,ifyou’reanatheist,Icanhavenothingmoretodowithyou.”
“Shespokeinanger,”saidtheVicar.“Itisnotourdutytojudgeher.”
“It’sourdutytoprotestwhenthenameofGodistakeninvain,Charles.IfyouthinkBertha’spositionexcusesherblasphemies,Charles,thenIthinkyououghttobeashamedofyourself....ButI’mnotafraidtospeakout.Yes,Bertha,I’veknownforalongtimethatyouwereproudandheadstrong,butIthoughttimewouldchangeyou.Ihavealwayshadconfidenceinyou,becauseIthoughtatthebottomyouweregood.ButifyoudenyyourMaker,Bertha,therecanbenohopeforyou.”
“Fanny,Fanny,”murmuredtheVicar.
“Letmespeak,CharlesIthinkyou’reabadandwickedwoman—andIcannolongerfeelsorryforyou,becauseeverythingthatyouhavesufferedIthinkyouhavethoroughlydeserved.Yourheartisabsolutelyhard,andIknownothingsothoroughlywickedasahard-heartedwoman.”
“MydearFanny,”saidBertha,smiling,“we’vebothbeenabsurdlymelodramatic.”
“Irefusetolaughatthesubject.Iseenothingridiculousinit.Come,Charles,letusgo,andleavehertoherownthoughts.”
ButasMissGloverboundedtothedoorthehandlewasturnedfromtheoutsideandMrs.Brandertoncamein.Thepositionwasawkward,andherappearanceseemedalmostprovidentialtotheVicar,whocouldnotflingoutoftheroomlikehissister,butalsocouldnotmakeuphismindtoshakehandswithBertha,asifnothinghadhappened.Mrs.Brandertonentered,allairsandgraces,smirkingandogling,andthegew-gawsonherbrand-newbonnetquiveredwitheverymovement.
“ItoldtheservantIcouldfindmywayupalone,Bertha,”shesaid.“Iwantedsomuchtoseeyou.”
“Mr.andMissGloverwerejustgoing.Howkindofyoutocome!”
MissGloverbouncedoutoftheroomwithasmileatMrs.BrandertonthatwasalmostghastlyandMr.Glover,meek,polite,andasantisepticasever,shakinghandswithMrs.Branderton,followedhissister.
“Whatqueerpeopletheyare!”saidMrs.Branderton,standingatthewindowtoseethemcomeoutofthefrontdoor.“Ireallydon’tthinkthey’requitehuman....Why,she’swalkingoninfront—shemightwaitforhim—takingsuchlongstepsandhe’stryingtocatchherup.Ibelievethey’rehavingarace.Ha!ha!Whatridiculousp