Chapter VIII
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THEKentishcoastisbleakandgreybetweenLeanhamandBlackstablethroughthelongwintermonthsthewindsoftheNorthSeasweepdownuponit,bowingthetreesbeforethemandfromthemurkywatersperpetuallyarisetheclouds,androllupinheavybanks.Itisacountrythatoffersthosewholivethere,whattheygive:sometimesthesombrecoloursandthesilentseaexpressonlyrestfulnessandpeacesometimesthechillbreezessendthebloodracingthroughtheveinsbutalsothesolitudecananswerthedeepestmelancholy,orthecheerlessskyamiserywhichismoreterriblethandeath.Themoment’smoodseemsalwaysreproducedinthesurroundingscenes,andinthemmaybefound,asitwere,asynthesisoftheemotions.BerthastooduponthehighroadwhichranpastCourtLeys,andfromtheheightlookeddownuponthelandswhichwerehers.Closeathandtheonlyhabitationswereapairofhumblecottages,fromwhichtimeandroughweatherhadalmosteffacedtheobtrusivenessofhumanhandiwork.Theystoodawayfromtheroad,amongfruittrees—apartofnatureandnotablotuponit,asCourtLeyshadneverceasedtobe.Allaroundwerefields,greatstretchesofploughedearthandmeadowsofcoarseherbage.Thetreeswerefew,andstoodouthereandthereinthedistance,bentbeforethewind.BeyondwasBlackstable,stragglinggreyhouseswithaborderofnewvillasbuiltfortheLondonerswhocameinsummerandtheseawasdottedwiththesmacksofthefishingtown.
Berthalookedatthescenewithsensationsthatshehadneverknowntheheavycloudshungaboveher,shuttingoutthewholeworld,andshefeltaninvisiblebarrierbetweenherselfandallotherthings.Thiswasthelandofherbirthoutofwhichshe,andherfathersbeforeher,hadarisentheyhadtheirday,andonebyonereturnedwhencetheycameandbecameagainunitedwiththeearth.Shehadwithdrawnfromthepompsandvanitiesoflifetoliveasherancestorshadlived,ploughingtheland,sowingandreapingbutherchildren,thesonsofthefuture,wouldbelongtoanewstock,strongerandfairerthantheold.TheLeyshadgonedownintothedarknessofdeath,andherchildrenwouldbearanothername.Allthesethingsshegatheredoutofthebrownfieldsandthegreyseamist.ShewasalittletiredandthephysicalsensationcausedamentalfatiguesothatshefeltinhersuddenlythewearinessofafamilythathadlivedtoolongsheknewshewasrighttochoosenewbloodtomixwiththeoldbloodoftheLeys.Itneededfreshnessandyouth,themassivestrengthofherhusband,tobringlifetothedecayedrace.Herthoughtswanderedtoherfather,thedilettantewhowanderedthroughItalyinsearchofbeautifulthingsandemotionswhichhisnativecountrycouldnotgivehimofMissLey,whoseattitudetowardslifewasashrugoftheshouldersandawell-bredsmileofcontempt.Wasnotshe,thelastofthem,wise?Feelingherselftooweaktostandalone,shehadtakenamatewhosewillandvitalitywouldbeapillarofstrengthtoherdefaillance:herhusbandhadstillinhissinewsthemightofhismother,theEarth,abarbaricpowerwhichknewnotthesubtletiesofweaknesshewastheconqueror,andshewashishandmaiden.ButanumbrellawasbeingwavedatMrs.Craddockfromthebottomofthehill,andshesmiled,recognisingthemasculinewalkofMissGlover.
Evenfromadistancethemaiden’sdeterminationandstrengthofmindwereapparentsheapproached,herfaceredd