Chapter V
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dedthatherniecewasinaveryprettypassion.However,shedroveawaytheappearanceofanger,andherfacewasfullofsmilesasshegreetedhervisitors.
“MissGlover,howkindofyoutocome.Howd’youdo,Dr.Ramsay?...Oh,bytheway,IthinkImustaskyou—er—nottointerfereinfuturewithmyprivateconcerns.”
“Dearest,”brokeinMissGlover,“it’sallforthebest.”
Berthaturnedtoherandtheflushonherfacedeepened:“Ah,Iseeyou’vebeendiscussingthematter.Howgoodofyou!Edwardhasbeenaskingmetoreleasehim.”
Dr.Ramsaynoddedwithsatisfaction.
“ButIrefused!”
Dr.Ramsaysprangup,andMissGlover,liftingherhands,cried:“Oh,dear!Oh,dear!”ThiswasoneoftherareoccasionsinherlifeuponwhichMissLeywasknowntolaughoutright.
Berthanowwassimplybeamingwithhappiness.“Hepretendedthathewantedtobreaktheengagement—butIutterlydeclined.”
“D’youmeantosayyouwouldn’tlethimgowhenheaskedyou?”saidthedoctor.
“DidyouthinkIwasgoingtoletmyhappinessbedestroyedbyyou?”sheasked,contemptuously.“Ifoundoutthatyouhadbeenmeddling,Dr.Ramsay.Poorboy,hethoughthishonourrequiredhimnottotakeadvantageofmyinexperienceItoldhim,whatI’vetoldhimathousandtimes,thatIlovehim,andthatIcan’tlivewithouthim....Oh,Ithinkyououghttobeashamedofyourself,Dr.Ramsay.Whatd’youmeanbycomingbetweenmeandEdward?”
Berthasaidthelastwordspassionately,breathinghard.Dr.Ramsaywastakenaback,andMissGlover,thinkingsuchamannerofspeechalmostunladylike,lookeddown.MissLey’ssharpeyesplayedfromonetotheother.
“Doyouthinkhereallylovesyou?”saidMissGlover,atlast.“Itseemstomethatifhehad,hewouldnothavebeensoreadytogiveyouup.”
MissLeysmileditwascertainlycuriousthatacreatureofquiteangelicgoodnessshouldmakesoMachiavellianasuggestion.
“Heofferedtogivemeupbecausehelovedme,”saidBertha,proudly.“Iadorehimtenthousandtimesmoreforthesuggestion.”
“Ihavenopatiencewithyou,”criedthedoctor,unabletocontainhimself.“He’smarryingyouforyourmoney.”
Berthagavealittlelaugh.Shewasstandingbythefireandturnedtotheglass....Shelookedatherhands,restingontheedgeofthechimney-piece,smallandexquisitelymodelled,thefingerstapering,thenailsofthesoftestpink.Theywerethegentlesthandsintheworld,madeforcaressesand,consciousoftheirbeauty,sheworenorings.WiththemBerthawaswellsatisfied.Then,raisingherglance,shesawherselfinthemirror:forawhileshegazedintoherdarkeyes,flashingsometimesandatothersconveyingtheburningmessagesoflove.Shelookedatherears—small,andpinklikeashelltheymadeonefeelthatnomaterialsweresogratefultotheartist’shandsasthematerialswhichmakeupthebodyofman.Herhairwasdarktoo,soabundantthatshescarcelyknewhowtowearit,curlingonewantedtopassone’shandsthroughit,imaginingthatitstouchmustbedelightful.Sheputherfingerstooneside,toarrangeastraylock:theymightsaywhattheyliked,shethought,butherhairwasgood.Berthawonderedwhyshewassodarkheroliveskinsuggested,indeed,thesouthwithitsburningpassion:shehadthecomplexionofthefairwomeninUmbria,clearandsoftbeyonddescription.Apainteroncehadsaidthatherskinhadinitallthecolourofthesettingsun,ofthesettingsunatitsborderswherethesplendourmingleswiththeskyithadanhundredmellowtints,creamandivory,thepalestyellowoftheheartofrosesandthefaintest,theveryfaintestgreen,allflushedwithradiantlight.Shelookedatherfull,redlips,almostpassionatelysensual.Berthasmiledatherself,andsawtheeven,glisteningteeththescrutinyhadmadeherblush,andthecolourrenderedstillmoreexquisitethepallid,marvellouscomplexion.Sheturnedslowlyandfacedthethreepersonslookingather.
“Doyouthinkitimpossibleforamantolovemeformyself?Youarenotflattering,deardoctor.”
MissLeythoughtBerthacertainlyveryboldthustochallengethecriticismoftwowomen,bothunmarriedbutshesilencedit.MissLey’seyeswentfromthestatuesquenecktothearmsasfinelyformed,andtothefigure.
“You’relookingyourbest,mydear,”shesaid,withasmile.
Thedoctorutteredanexpressionofannoyance:“Canyoudonothingtohinderthismadness,MissLey?”
“MydearDr.Ramsay,Ihavetroubleenoughinarrangingmyownlifedonotaskmetointerferewithotherpeople’s.”