CHAPTER XXXI. THE DRYAD.
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Thespringwasadvancing,andtheweatherhadturnedsuddenlywarm.Thischangeoftemperaturebroughtwithitforme,asprobablyformanyothers,temporarydecreaseofstrength.Slightexertionatthistimeleftmeovercomewithfatigue—sleeplessnightsentailedlanguiddays.
OneSundayafternoon,havingwalkedthedistanceofhalfaleaguetotheProtestantchurch,Icamebackwearyandexhaustedandtakingrefugeinmysolitarysanctuary,thefirstclasse,Iwasgladtositdown,andtomakeofmydeskapillowformyarmsandhead.
AwhileIlistenedtothelullabyofbeeshummingintheberceau,andwatched,throughtheglassdoorandthetender,lightly-strewnspringfoliage,MadameBeckandagaypartyoffriends,whomshehadentertainedthatdayatdinneraftermorningmass,walkinginthecentre-alleyunderorchardboughsdressedatthisseasoninblossom,andwearingacolouringaspureandwarmasmountain-snowatsun-rise.
Myprincipalattractiontowardsthisgroupofguestslay,Iremember,inonefigure—thatofahandsomeyounggirlwhomIhadseenbeforeasavisitoratMadameBeck’s,andofwhomIhadbeenvaguelytoldthatshewasa“filleule,”orgod-daughter,ofM.Emanuel’s,andthatbetweenhermother,oraunt,orsomeotherfemalerelationofhers,andtheProfessor,hadexistedofoldaspecialfriendship.M.Paulwasnotoftheholidaybandto-day,butIhadseenthisyounggirlwithhimerenow,andasfarasdistantobservationcouldenablemetojudge,sheseemedtoenjoyhimwiththefrankeaseofawardwithanindulgentguardian.Ihadseenherrunuptohim,putherarmthroughhis,andhanguponhim.Once,whenshedidso,acurioussensationhadstruckthroughme—adisagreeableanticipatorysensation—oneofthefamilyofpresentiments,Isuppose—butIrefusedtoanalyzeordwelluponit.Whilewatchingthisgirl,MademoiselleSauveurbyname,andfollowingthegleamofherbrightsilkrobe(shewasalwaysrichlydressed,forshewassaidtobewealthy)throughtheflowersandtheglancingleavesoftenderemerald,myeyesbecamedazzled—theyclosedmylassitude,thewarmthoftheday,thehumofbeesandbirds,alllulledme,andatlastIslept.
Twohoursstoleoverme.EreIwoke,thesunhaddeclinedoutofsightbehindthetoweringhouses,thegardenandtheroomweregrey,beeshadgonehomeward,andtheflowerswereclosingthepartyofguests,too,hadvanishedeachalleywasvoid.
Onwaking,Ifeltmuchatease—notchill,asIoughttohavebeenaftersittingsostillforatleasttwohoursmycheekandarmswerenotbenumbedbypressureagainsttheharddesk.Nowonder.InsteadofthebarewoodonwhichIhadlaidthem,Ifoundathickshawl,carefullyfolded,substitutedforsupport,andanothershawl(bothtakenfromthecorridorwheresuchthingshung)wrappedwarmlyroundme.
Whohaddonethis?Whowasmyfriend?Whichoftheteachers?Whichofthepupils?None,exceptSt.Pierre,wasinimicaltomebutwhichofthemhadtheart,thethought,thehabit,ofbenefitingthustenderly?Whichofthemhadastepsoquiet,ahandsogentle,butIshouldhaveheardorfelther,ifshehadapproachedortouchedmeinaday-sleep?
AstoGinevraFanshawe,thatbrightyoungcreaturewasnotgentleatall,andwouldcertainlyhavepulledmeoutofmychair,ifshehadmeddledinthematter.Isaidatlast:“ItisMadameBeck’sdoingshehascomein,seenmeasleep,andthoughtImighttakecold.Sheconsidersmeausefulmachine,answeringwellthepurposeforwhichitwashiredsowouldnothavemeneedlesslyinjured.Andnow,”methought,“I’lltakeawalktheeveningisfresh,andnotverychill.”
SoIopenedtheglassdoorandsteppedintotheberceau.
Iwenttomyownalley:haditbeendark,orevendusk,Ishouldhavehardlyventuredthere,forIhadnotyetforgottenthecuriousillusionofvision(ifillusionitwere)experiencedinthatplacesomemonthsago.ButarayofthesettingsunburnishedstillthegreycrownofJeanBaptistenorhadallthebirdsofthegardenyetvanishedintotheirnestsamongstthetuftedshrubsandthickwall-ivy.Ipacedupanddown,thinkingalmostthesamethoughtsIhadponderedthatnightwhenIburiedmyglassjar—howIshouldmakesomeadvanceinlife,takeanothersteptowardsanindependentpositionforthistrainofreflection,thoughnotlatelypursued,h