CHAPTER IX. ISIDORE.
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rlsreposingonherwhiteshoulders.Sundaywasaholidaywhichshealwayspassedwithfriendsresidentintownandamongstthesefriendsshespeedilygavemetounderstandwasonewhowouldfainbecomesomethingmore.Byglimpsesandhintsitwasshownme,andbythegeneralbuoyancyofherlookandmanneritwaserelongproved,thatardentadmiration—perhapsgenuinelove—wasathercommand.Shecalledhersuitor“Isidore:”this,however,sheintimatedwasnothisrealname,butonebywhichitpleasedhertobaptizehim—hisown,shehinted,notbeing“verypretty.”Once,whenshehadbeenbraggingaboutthevehemenceof“Isidore’s”attachment,Iaskedifshelovedhiminreturn.
“Commecela,”saidshe:“heishandsome,andhelovesmetodistraction,sothatIamwellamused.Casuffit.”
Findingthatshecarriedthethingonlongerthan,fromherveryfickletastes,Ihadanticipated,Ionedaytookituponmetomakeseriousinquiriesastowhetherthegentlemanwassuchasherparents,andespeciallyheruncle—onwhom,itappeared,shewasdependent—wouldbelikelytoapprove.Sheallowedthatthiswasverydoubtful,asshedidnotbelieve“Isidore”hadmuchmoney.
“Doyouencouragehim?”Iasked.
“Furieusementsometimes,”saidshe.
“Withoutbeingcertainthatyouwillbepermittedtomarryhim?”
“Oh,howdowdyishyouare!Idon’twanttobemarried.Iamtooyoung.”
“Butifhelovesyouasmuchasyousay,andyetitcomestonothingintheend,hewillbemademiserable.”
“Ofcoursehewillbreakhisheart.Ishouldbeshockedand,disappointedifhedidn’t.”
“IwonderwhetherthisM.Isidoreisafool?”saidI.
“Heis,aboutmebutheiswiseinotherthings,àcequ’ondit.Mrs.Cholmondeleyconsidershimextremelyclever:shesayshewillpushhiswaybyhistalentsallIknowis,thathedoeslittlemorethansighinmypresence,andthatIcanwindhimroundmylittlefinger.”
Wishingtogetamoredefiniteideaofthislove-strickenM.Isidorewhosepositionseemedtomeoftheleastsecure,Irequestedhertofavourmewithapersonaldescriptionbutshecouldnotdescribe:shehadneitherwordsnorthepowerofputtingthemtogethersoastomakegraphicphrases.Sheevenseemednotproperlytohavenoticedhim:nothingofhislooks,ofthechangesinhiscountenance,hadtouchedherheartordweltinhermemory—thathewas“beau,maisplut?tbelhommequejoligar?on,”wasallshecouldassert.Mypatiencewouldoftenhavefailed,andmyinterestflagged,inlisteningtoher,butforonething.Allthehintsshedropped,allthedetailsshegave,wentunconsciouslytoprove,tomythinking,thatM.Isidore’shomagewasofferedwithgreatdelicacyandrespect.IinformedherveryplainlythatIbelievedhimmuchtoogoodforher,andintimatedwithequalplainnessmyimpressionthatshewasbutavaincoquette.Shelaughed,shookhercurlsfromhereyes,anddancedawayasifIhadpaidheracompliment.
MissGinevra’sschool-studieswerelittlebetterthannominaltherewerebutthreethingsshepractisedinearnest,viz.music,singing,anddancingalsoembroideringthefinecambrichandkerchiefswhichshecouldnotaffordtobuyreadyworked:suchmeretriflesaslessonsinhistory,geography,grammar,andarithmetic,sheleftundone,orgototherstodoforher.Verymuchofhertimewasspentinvisiting.Madame,awarethatherstayatschoolwasnowlimitedtoacertainperiod,whichwouldnotbeextendedwhethershemadeprogressornot,allowedhergreatlicenceinthisparticular.Mrs.Cholmondeley—herchaperon—agay,fashionablelady,invitedherwhenevershehadcompanyatherownhouse,andsometimestookhertoevening-partiesatthehousesofheracquaintance.Ginevraperfectlyapprovedthismodeofprocedure:ithadbutoneinconvenienceshewasobligedtobewelldressed,andshehadnotmoneytobuyvarietyofdresses.Allherthoughtsturnedonthisdifficultyherwholesoulwasoccupiedwithexpedientsforeffectingitssolution.Itwaswonderfultowitnesstheactivityofherotherwiseindolentmindonthispoint,andtoseethemuch-daringintrepiditytowhichshewasspurredbyasenseofnecessity,andthewishtoshine.
ShebeggedboldlyofMrs.Cholmondeley—boldly,Isay:notwithanairofreluctantshame,butinthisstrain:—
“MydarlingMrs.C.,Ihavenothingintheworldfittowearforyourpartynextweekyoumustgivemeabook-muslindress,andthenaceinturebleuceleste:do—there’sanangel!willyou?”
The“darlingMrs.C.”yieldedatfirstbutfindingthatapplicationsincreasedastheywerecompliedwith,shewassoonobliged,likeallMissFanshawe’sfriends,toopposeresistancetoencroachment.AfterawhileIheardnomoreofMrs.Cholmondeley’spresentsbutstill,visitingwenton,andtheabsolutelynecessa