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havebrokenherruleagainstdrinkingthatnight,forwhenshearrivedshewasstupidwithliquorandunabletounderstandthattheambulancehadalreadygonetoFlushing.Whentheyconvincedherofthis,sheimmediatelyfainted,asifthatwastheintolerablepartoftheaffair.Someone,kindorcurious,tookherinhiscaranddroveherinthewakeofhersister’sbody.
Untillongaftermidnightachangingcrowdlappedupagainstthefrontofthegarage,whileGeorgeWilsonrockedhimselfbackandforthonthecouchinside.Forawhilethedooroftheofficewasopen,andeveryonewhocameintothegarageglancedirresistiblythroughit.Finallysomeonesaiditwasashame,andclosedthedoor.Michaelisandseveralothermenwerewithhimfirst,fourorfivemen,latertwoorthreemen.StilllaterMichaelishadtoaskthelaststrangertowaittherefifteenminuteslonger,whilehewentbacktohisownplaceandmadeapotofcoffee.Afterthat,hestayedtherealonewithWilsonuntildawn.
Aboutthreeo’clockthequalityofWilson’sincoherentmutteringchanged—hegrewquieterandbegantotalkabouttheyellowcar.Heannouncedthathehadawayoffindingoutwhomtheyellowcarbelongedto,andthenheblurtedoutthatacoupleofmonthsagohiswifehadcomefromthecitywithherfacebruisedandhernoseswollen.
Butwhenheheardhimselfsaythis,heflinchedandbegantocry“Oh,myGod!”againinhisgroaningvoice.Michaelismadeaclumsyattempttodistracthim.
“Howlonghaveyoubeenmarried,George?Comeonthere,tryandsitstillaminute,andanswermyquestion.Howlonghaveyoubeenmarried?”
“Twelveyears.”
“Everhadanychildren?Comeon,George,sitstill—Iaskedyouaquestion.Didyoueverhaveanychildren?”
Thehardbrownbeetleskeptthuddingagainstthedulllight,andwheneverMichaelisheardacargotearingalongtheroadoutsideitsoundedtohimlikethecarthathadn’tstoppedafewhoursbefore.Hedidn’tliketogointothegarage,becausetheworkbenchwasstainedwherethebodyhadbeenlying,sohemoveduncomfortablyaroundtheoffice—hekneweveryobjectinitbeforemorning—andfromtimetotimesatdownbesideWilsontryingtokeephimmorequiet.
“Haveyougotachurchyougotosometimes,George?Maybeevenifyouhaven’tbeenthereforalongtime?MaybeIcouldcallupthechurchandgetapriesttocomeoverandhecouldtalktoyou,see?”
“Don’tbelongtoany.”
“Yououghttohaveachurch,George,fortimeslikethis.Youmusthavegonetochurchonce.Didn’tyougetmarriedinachurch?Listen,George,listentome.Didn’tyougetmarriedinachurch?”
“Thatwasalongtimeago.”
Theeffortofansweringbroketherhythmofhisrocking—foramomenthewassilent.Thenthesamehalf-knowing,half-bewilderedlookcamebackintohisfadedeyes.
“Lookinthedrawerthere,”hesaid,pointingatthedesk.
“Whichdrawer?”
“Thatdrawer—thatone.”
Michaelisopenedthedrawernearesthishand.Therewasnothinginitbutasmall,expensivedog-leash,madeofleatherandbraidedsilver.Itwasapparentlynew.
“This?”heinquired,holdingitup.
Wilsonstaredandnodded.
“Ifoundityesterdayafternoon.Shetriedtotellmeaboutit,butIknewitwassomethingfunny.”
“Youmeanyourwifeboughtit?”
“Shehaditwrappedintissuepaperonherbureau.”
Michaelisdidn’tseeanythingoddinthat,andhegaveWilsonadozenreasonswhyhiswifemighthaveboughtthedog-leash.ButconceivablyWilsonhadheardsomeofthesesameexplanationsbefore,fromMyrtle,becausehebegansaying“Oh,myGod!”againinawhisper—hiscomforterleftseveralexplanationsintheair.
“Thenhekilledher,”saidWilson.Hismouthdroppedopensuddenly.
“Whodid?”
“Ihaveawayoffindingout.”
“You’remorbid,George,”saidhisfriend.“Thishasbeenastraintoyouandyoudon’tknowwhatyou’resaying.You’dbettertryandsitquiettillmorning.”
“Hemurderedher.”
“Itwasanaccident,George.”
Wilsonshookhishead.Hiseyesnarrowedandhismouthwidenedslightlywiththeghostofasuperior“Hm!”
“Iknow,”hesaiddefinitely.“I’moneofthesetrustingfellasandIdon’tthinkanyharmtonobody,butwhenIgettoknowathingIknowit.Itwasthemaninthatcar.Sheranouttospeaktohimandhewouldn’tstop.”
Michaelishadseenthistoo,butithadn’toccurredtohimthattherewasanyspecialsignificanceinit.HebelievedthatMrs.Wilsonhadbeenrunningawayfromherhusband,ratherthantryingtostopanyparticularcar.
“Howcouldsheofbeenlikethat?”
“She’sadeepone,”saidWilson,asifthatansweredthequestion.“Ah-h-h—”
Hebegantorockagain,andMichaelisstoodtwistingtheleashinhishand.
“MaybeyougotsomefriendthatIcouldtelephonefor,George?”
Thiswasaforlornhope—hewasalmostsurethatWilsonhadnofriend:therewasnotenoughofhimforhis