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ncebefore.Thentheysaunteredovertomyhouseandsatonthestepsforhalfanhour,whileatherrequestIremainedwatchfullyinthegarden.“Incasethere’safireoraflood,”sheexplained,“oranyactofGod.” Tomappearedfromhisoblivionasweweresittingdowntosuppertogether.“DoyoumindifIeatwithsomepeopleoverhere?”hesaid.“Afellow’sgettingoffsomefunnystuff.” “Goahead,”answeredDaisygenially,“andifyouwanttotakedownanyaddresseshere’smylittlegoldpencil.”…Shelookedaroundafteramomentandtoldmethegirlwas“commonbutpretty,”andIknewthatexceptforthehalf-hourshe’dbeenalonewithGatsbyshewasn’thavingagoodtime. Wewereataparticularlytipsytable.Thatwasmyfault—Gatsbyhadbeencalledtothephone,andI’denjoyedthesesamepeopleonlytwoweeksbefore.Butwhathadamusedmethenturnedsepticontheairnow. “Howdoyoufeel,MissBaedeker?” Thegirladdressedwastrying,unsuccessfully,toslumpagainstmyshoulder.Atthisinquiryshesatupandopenedhereyes. “Wha’?” Amassiveandlethargicwoman,whohadbeenurgingDaisytoplaygolfwithheratthelocalclubtomorrow,spokeinMissBaedeker’sdefence: “Oh,she’sallrightnow.Whenshe’shadfiveorsixcocktailsshealwaysstartsscreaminglikethat.Itellhersheoughttoleaveitalone.” “Idoleaveitalone,”affirmedtheaccusedhollowly. “Weheardyouyelling,soIsaidtoDocCivethere:‘There’ssomebodythatneedsyourhelp,Doc.’?” “She’smuchobliged,I’msure,”saidanotherfriend,withoutgratitude,“butyougotherdressallwetwhenyoustuckherheadinthepool.” “AnythingIhateistogetmyheadstuckinapool,”mumbledMissBaedeker.“TheyalmostdrownedmeonceoverinNewJersey.” “Thenyououghttoleaveitalone,”counteredDoctorCivet. “Speakforyourself!”criedMissBaedekerviolently.“Yourhandshakes.Iwouldn’tletyouoperateonme!” Itwaslikethat.AlmostthelastthingIrememberwasstandingwithDaisyandwatchingthemoving-picturedirectorandhisStar.Theywerestillunderthewhite-plumtreeandtheirfacesweretouchingexceptforapale,thinrayofmoonlightbetween.Itoccurredtomethathehadbeenveryslowlybendingtowardheralleveningtoattainthisproximity,andevenwhileIwatchedIsawhimstooponeultimatedegreeandkissathercheek. “Ilikeher,”saidDaisy,“Ithinkshe’slovely.” Buttherestoffendedher—andinarguablybecauseitwasn’tagesturebutanemotion.ShewasappalledbyWestEgg,thisunprecedented“place”thatBroadwayhadbegottenuponaLongIslandfishingvillage—appalledbyitsrawvigourthatchafedundertheoldeuphemismsandbythetooobtrusivefatethatherdeditsinhabitantsalongashortcutfromnothingtonothing.Shesawsomethingawfulintheverysimplicityshefailedtounderstand. Isatonthefrontstepswiththemwhiletheywaitedfortheircar.Itwasdarkhereinfrontonlythebrightdoorsenttensquarefeetoflightvolleyingoutintothesoftblackmorning.Sometimesashadowmovedagainstadressing-roomblindabove,gavewaytoanothershadow,anindefiniteprocessionofshadows,whorougedandpowderedinaninvisibleglass. “WhoisthisGatsbyanyhow?”demandedTomsuddenly.“Somebigbootlegger?” “Where’dyouhearthat?”Iinquired. “Ididn’thearit.Iimaginedit.Alotofthesenewlyrichpeoplearejustbigbootleggers,youknow.” “NotGatsby,”Isaidshortly. Hewassilentforamoment.Thepebblesofthedrivecrunchedunderhisfeet. “Well,hecertainlymusthavestrainedhimselftogetthismenagerietogether.” AbreezestirredthegreyhazeofDaisy’sfurcollar. “Atleasttheyaremoreinterestingthanthepeopleweknow,”shesaidwithaneffort. “Youdidn’tlooksointerested.” “Well,Iwas.” Tomlaughedandturnedtome. “DidyounoticeDaisy’sfacewhenthatgirlaskedhertoputherunderacoldshower?” Daisybegantosingwiththemusicinahusky,rhythmicwhisper,bringingoutameaningineachwordthatithadneverhadbeforeandwouldneverhaveagain.Whenthemelodyrosehervoicebrokeupsweetly,followingit,inawaycontraltovoiceshave,andeachchangetippedoutalittleofherwarmhumanmagicupontheair. “Lotsofpeoplecomewhohaven’tbeeninvited,”shesaidsuddenly.“Thatgirlhadn’tbeeninvited.Theysimplyforcetheirwayinandhe’stoopolitetoobject.” “I’dliketoknowwhoheisandwhathedoes,”insistedTom.“AndIthinkI’
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