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iscoat.“Yeah,Gatsby’sverycarefulaboutwomen.Hewouldneversomuchaslookatafriend’swife.” WhenthesubjectofthisinstinctivetrustreturnedtothetableandsatdownMr.Wolfshiemdrankhiscoffeewithajerkandgottohisfeet. “Ihaveenjoyedmylunch,”hesaid,“andI’mgoingtorunofffromyoutwoyoungmenbeforeIoutstaymywelcome.” “Don’thurryMeyer,”saidGatsby,withoutenthusiasm.Mr.Wolfshiemraisedhishandinasortofbenediction. “You’reverypolite,butIbelongtoanothergeneration,”heannouncedsolemnly.“Yousithereanddiscussyoursportsandyouryoungladiesandyour—”Hesuppliedanimaginarynounwithanotherwaveofhishand.“Asforme,Iamfiftyyearsold,andIwon’timposemyselfonyouanylonger.” Asheshookhandsandturnedawayhistragicnosewastrembling.IwonderedifIhadsaidanythingtooffendhim. “Hebecomesverysentimentalsometimes,”explainedGatsby.“Thisisoneofhissentimentaldays.He’squiteacharacteraroundNewYork—adenizenofBroadway.” “Whoishe,anyhow,anactor?” “No.” “Adentist?” “MeyerWolfshiem?No,he’sagambler.”Gatsbyhesitated,thenadded,coolly:“He’sthemanwhofixedtheWorld’sSeriesbackin1919.” “FixedtheWorld’sSeries?”Irepeated. Theideastaggeredme.Iremembered,ofcourse,thattheWorld’sSerieshadbeenfixedin1919,butifIhadthoughtofitatallIwouldhavethoughtofitasathingthatmerelyhappened,theendofsomeinevitablechain.Itneveroccurredtomethatonemancouldstarttoplaywiththefaithoffiftymillionpeople—withthesingle-mindednessofaburglarblowingasafe. “Howdidhehappentodothat?”Iaskedafteraminute. “Hejustsawtheopportunity.” “Whyisn’theinjail?” “Theycan’tgethim,oldsport.He’sasmartman.” Iinsistedonpayingthecheck.AsthewaiterbroughtmychangeIcaughtsightofTomBuchananacrossthecrowdedroom. “Comealongwithmeforaminute,”Isaid“I’vegottosayhellotosomeone.” WhenhesawusTomjumpedupandtookhalfadozenstepsinourdirection. “Where’veyoubeen?”hedemandedeagerly.“Daisy’sfuriousbecauseyouhaven’tcalledup.” “ThisisMr.Gatsby,Mr.Buchanan.” Theyshookhandsbriefly,andastrained,unfamiliarlookofembarrassmentcameoverGatsby’sface. “How’veyoubeen,anyhow?”demandedTomofme.“How’dyouhappentocomeupthisfartoeat?” “I’vebeenhavinglunchwithMr.Gatsby.” IturnedtowardMr.Gatsby,buthewasnolongerthere. OneOctoberdayinnineteen-seventeen— (saidJordanBakerthatafternoon,sittingupverystraightonastraightchairinthetea-gardenatthePlazaHotel) —Iwaswalkingalongfromoneplacetoanother,halfonthesidewalksandhalfonthelawns.IwashappieronthelawnsbecauseIhadonshoesfromEnglandwithrubberknobsonthesolesthatbitintothesoftground.Ihadonanewplaidskirtalsothatblewalittleinthewind,andwheneverthishappenedthered,white,andbluebannersinfrontofallthehousesstretchedoutstiffandsaidtut-tut-tut-tut,inadisapprovingway. ThelargestofthebannersandthelargestofthelawnsbelongedtoDaisyFay’shouse.Shewasjusteighteen,twoyearsolderthanme,andbyfarthemostpopularofalltheyounggirlsinLouisville.Shedressedinwhite,andhadalittlewhiteroadster,andalldaylongthetelephoneranginherhouseandexcitedyoungofficersfromCampTaylordemandedtheprivilegeofmonopolizingherthatnight.“Anyways,foranhour!” WhenIcameoppositeherhousethatmorningherwhiteroadsterwasbesidethekerb,andshewassittinginitwithalieutenantIhadneverseenbefore.Theyweresoengrossedineachotherthatshedidn’tseemeuntilIwasfivefeetaway. “Hello,Jordan,”shecalledunexpectedly.“Pleasecomehere.” Iwasflatteredthatshewantedtospeaktome,becauseofalltheoldergirlsIadmiredhermost.SheaskedmeifIwasgoingtotheRedCrosstomakebandages.Iwas.Well,then,wouldItellthemthatshecouldn’tcomethatday?TheofficerlookedatDaisywhileshewasspeaking,inawaythateveryyounggirlwantstobelookedatsometime,andbecauseitseemedromantictomeIhaverememberedtheincidenteversince.HisnamewasJayGatsby,andIdidn’tlayeyesonhimagainforoverfouryears—evenafterI’dmethimonLongIslandIdidn’trealizeitwasthesameman. Thatwasnineteen-seventeen.BythenextyearIhadafewbeauxmyself,andIbegantoplayintournaments,soIdidn’tseeDaisyveryoften.Shewentwithaslightlyoldercrowd—whenshewentwithanyoneatall.Wildrumourswerecirculatingabouther—howhermotherhadfoundherpackingherbagonewinternighttogotoNewYorkandsaygoodbyetoasoldierwhowasgoingoverseas.Shewaseffectuallyprevented,butshewasn’tonspeakingtermswithherfamilyforseveralweeks.Afterthatshedidn’tplayaroundwiththesoldiersanymore,butonlywithafewflat-footed,shortsightedyoungmenintown,whocouldn’tgetintothearmyatall. Bythenextautumnshewasgayagain,gayasever.Shehadadébutafterthearmistice,andinFebruaryshewaspresumablyengagedtoamanfromNewOrleans.InJuneshemarriedTomBuchananofChicago,withmorepompandcircumstancethanLouisvilleeverknewbefore.Hecamedownwithahundredpeopleinfourprivatecars,andhiredawholeflooroftheMuhlbachHotel,andthedaybeforetheweddinghegaveherastringofpearlsvaluedatthreehundredandfiftythousanddollars. Iwasabridesmaid.Icameintoherroomhalfanhourbeforethebridaldinner,andfoundherlyingonherbedaslovelyastheJunenightinherflowereddress—andasdrunkasamonkey.ShehadabottleofSauterneinonehandandaletterintheother. “?’Gratulateme,”shemuttered.“Neverhadadrinkbefore,butohhowIdoenjoyit.” “What’sthematter,Daisy?” Iwasscared,IcantellyouI’dneverseenagirllikethatbefore. “Here,dearies.”Shegropedaroundinawastebas
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