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ehaddrunkaquantityofchampagne,andduringthecourseofhersongshehaddecided,ineptly,thateverythingwasvery,verysad—shewasnotonlysinging,shewasweepingtoo.Whenevertherewasapauseinthesongshefilleditwithgasping,brokensobs,andthentookupthelyricagaininaquaveringsoprano.Thetearscourseddownhercheeks—notfreely,however,forwhentheycameintocontactwithherheavilybeadedeyelashestheyassumedaninkycolour,andpursuedtherestoftheirwayinslowblackrivulets.Ahumoroussuggestionwasmadethatshesingthenotesonherface,whereuponshethrewupherhands,sankintoachair,andwentoffintoadeepvinoussleep.
“Shehadafightwithamanwhosayshe’sherhusband,”explainedagirlatmyelbow.
Ilookedaround.Mostoftheremainingwomenwerenowhavingfightswithmensaidtobetheirhusbands.EvenJordan’sparty,thequartetfromEastEgg,wererentasunderbydissension.Oneofthemenwastalkingwithcuriousintensitytoayoungactress,andhiswife,afterattemptingtolaughatthesituationinadignifiedandindifferentway,brokedownentirelyandresortedtoflankattacks—atintervalssheappearedsuddenlyathissidelikeanangrydiamond,andhissed:“Youpromised!”intohisear.
Thereluctancetogohomewasnotconfinedtowaywardmen.Thehallwasatpresentoccupiedbytwodeplorablysobermenandtheirhighlyindignantwives.Thewivesweresympathizingwitheachotherinslightlyraisedvoices.
“WheneverheseesI’mhavingagoodtimehewantstogohome.”
“Neverheardanythingsoselfishinmylife.”
“We’realwaysthefirstonestoleave.”
“Soarewe.”
“Well,we’realmostthelasttonight,”saidoneofthemensheepishly.“Theorchestralefthalfanhourago.”
Inspiteofthewives’agreementthatsuchmalevolencewasbeyondcredibility,thedisputeendedinashortstruggle,andbothwiveswerelifted,kicking,intothenight.
AsIwaitedformyhatinthehallthedoorofthelibraryopenedandJordanBakerandGatsbycameouttogether.Hewassayingsomelastwordtoher,buttheeagernessinhismannertightenedabruptlyintoformalityasseveralpeopleapproachedhimtosaygoodbye.
Jordan’spartywerecallingimpatientlytoherfromtheporch,butshelingeredforamomenttoshakehands.
“I’vejustheardthemostamazingthing,”shewhispered.“Howlongwereweinthere?”
“Why,aboutanhour.”
“Itwas…simplyamazing,”sherepeatedabstractedly.“ButIsworeIwouldn’ttellitandhereIamtantalizingyou.”Sheyawnedgracefullyinmyface.“Pleasecomeandseeme…Phonebook…UnderthenameofMrs.SigourneyHoward…Myaunt…”Shewashurryingoffasshetalked—herbrownhandwavedajauntysaluteasshemeltedintoherpartyatthedoor.
RatherashamedthatonmyfirstappearanceIhadstayedsolate,IjoinedthelastofGatsby’sguests,whowereclusteredaroundhim.IwantedtoexplainthatI’dhuntedforhimearlyintheeveningandtoapologizefornothavingknownhiminthegarden.
“Don’tmentionit,”heenjoinedmeeagerly.“Don’tgiveitanotherthought,oldsport.”Thefamiliarexpressionheldnomorefamiliaritythanthehandwhichreassuringlybrushedmyshoulder.“Anddon’tforgetwe’regoingupinthehydroplanetomorrowmorning,atnineo’clock.”
Thenthebutler,behindhisshoulder:
“Philadelphiawantsyouonthephone,sir.”
“Allright,inaminute.TellthemI’llberightthere…Goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”Hesmiled—andsuddenlythereseemedtobeapleasantsignificanceinhavingbeenamongthelasttogo,asifhehaddesireditallthetime.“Goodnight,oldsport…Goodnight.”
ButasIwalkeddownthestepsIsawthattheeveningwasnotquiteover.Fiftyfeetfromthedooradozenheadlightsilluminatedabizarreandtumultuousscene.Intheditchbesidetheroad,rightsideup,butviolentlyshornofonewheel,restedanewcoupéwhichhadleftGatsby’sdrivenottwominutesbefore.Thesharpjutofawallaccountedforthedetachmentofthewheel,whichwasnowgettingconsiderableattentionfromhalfadozencuriouschauffeurs.However,astheyhadlefttheircarsblockingtheroad,aharsh,discordantdinfromthoseintherearhadbeenaudibleforsometime,andaddedtothealreadyviolentconfusionofthescene.
Amaninalongdusterhaddismountedfromthewreckandnowstoodinthemiddleoftheroad,lookingfromthecartothetyreandfromthetyretotheobserversinapleasant,puzzledway.
“See!”heexplained.“Itwentintheditch.”
Thefactwasinfinitelyastonishingtohim,andIrecognizedfirsttheunusualqualityofwonder,andthentheman—itwasthelatepatronofGatsby’slibrary.
“How’dithappen?”
Heshruggedhisshoulders.
“Iknownothingwhateveraboutmechanics,”hesaiddecisively.
“Buthowdidithappen?Didyourunintothewall?”
“Don’taskme,”saidOwlEyes,washinghishandsofthewholematter.“Iknowverylittleaboutdriving—nexttonothing.Ithappened,andthat’sallIknow.”
“Well,ifyou’reapoordriveryououghtn’ttotrydrivingatnight.”
“ButIwasn’teventrying,”heexplainedindignantly,“Iwasn’teventrying.”
Anawedhushfelluponthebystanders.
“Doyouwanttocommitsuicide?”
“You’reluckyitwasjustawheel!Abaddriverandnoteventrying!”
“Youdon’tunderstand,”explainedthecriminal.“Iwasn’tdriving.There’sanothermaninthecar.”
Theshockthatfollowedthisdeclarationfoundvoiceinasustained“Ah-h-h!”asthedoorofthecoupéswungslowlyopen.Thecrowd—itwasnowacrowd—steppedbackinvoluntarily,andwhenthedoorhadopenedwidetherewasaghostlypause.Then,verygradually,partbypart,apale,danglingindividualsteppedoutofthewreck,pawingtentativelyatthegroundwithalargeuncertaindancingshoe.
Blindedbytheglareoftheheadlightsandconfusedbytheincessantgroaningofthehorns,theapparitionstoodswayingforamomentbeforeheperceivedthemanintheduster.
“Wha’smatter?”heinquiredcalmly.“Didwerunoutagas?”
“Look!”
Halfadozenfingerspointedattheamputatedwheel—hestaredatitforamoment,andthenlookedupwardasthoughhesuspectedthatithaddroppedfromthesky.
“Itcameoff,”someoneexplained.
Henodded.
“AtfirstIdin’noticewe’dstopped.”
Apause.Then,takingalongbreathandstraighteninghisshoulders,heremarkedinadeter