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n’tgotochurchforifyou’daroastingbit,itmightbeasyoucouldn’tleaveit,beingaloneman.Butthere’sthebakehus,ifyoucouldmakeupyourmindtospendatwopenceontheovennowandthen,—noteveryweek,incourse—Ishouldn’tliketodothatmyself,—youmightcarryyourbito’dinnerthere,forit’snothingbutrighttohaveabito’summathotofaSunday,andnottomakeitasyoucan’tknowyourdinnerfromSaturday.Butnow,upo’Christmas-day,thisblessedChristmasasisevercoming,ifyouwastotakeyourdinnertothebakehus,andgotochurch,andseethehollyandtheyew,andheartheanthim,andthentakethesacramen’,you’dbeadealthebetter,andyou’dknowwhichendyoustoodon,andyoucouldputyourtrusti’Themasknowsbetternorwedo,seein’you’dha’donewhatitliesonusalltodo.”
Dolly’sexhortation,whichwasanunusuallylongeffortofspeechforher,wasutteredinthesoothingpersuasivetonewithwhichshewouldhavetriedtoprevailonasickmantotakehismedicine,orabasinofgruelforwhichhehadnoappetite.Silashadneverbeforebeencloselyurgedonthepointofhisabsencefromchurch,whichhadonlybeenthoughtofasapartofhisgeneralqueernessandhewastoodirectandsimpletoevadeDolly’sappeal.
“Nay,nay,”hesaid,“Iknownothingo’church.I’veneverbeentochurch.”
“No!”saidDolly,inalowtoneofwonderment.ThenbethinkingherselfofSilas’sadventfromanunknowncountry,shesaid,“Coulditha’beenasthey’dnochurchwhereyouwasborn?”
“Oh,yes,”saidSilas,meditatively,sittinginhisusualpostureofleaningonhisknees,andsupportinghishead.“Therewaschurches—amany—itwasabigtown.ButIknewnothingof’em—Iwenttochapel.”
Dollywasmuchpuzzledatthisnewword,butshewasratherafraidofinquiringfurther,lest“chapel”mightmeansomehauntofwickedness.Afteralittlethought,shesaid—
“Well,MasterMarner,it’snivertoolatetoturnoveranewleaf,andifyou’veniverhadnochurch,there’snotellingthegoodit’lldoyou.ForIfeelsosetupandcomfortableasniverwas,whenI’vebeenandheardtheprayers,andthesingingtothepraiseandgloryo’God,asMr.Maceygivesout—andMr.Crackenthorpsayinggoodwords,andmorepartic’laronSacramen’Dayandifabito’troublecomes,IfeelasIcanputupwi’it,forI’velookedforhelpi’therightquarter,andgevmyselfuptoThemaswemustallgiveourselvesuptoatthelastandifwe’ndoneourpart,itisn’ttobebelievedasThemasareaboveus’ullbeworsenorweare,andcomeshorto’Their’n.”
PoorDolly’sexpositionofhersimpleRaveloetheologyfellratherunmeaninglyonSilas’sears,fortherewasnowordinitthatcouldrouseamemoryofwhathehadknownasreligion,andhiscomprehensionwasquitebaffledbythepluralpronoun,whichwasnoheresyofDolly’s,butonlyherwayofavoidingapresumptuousfamiliarity.Heremainedsilent,notfeelinginclinedtoassenttothepartofDolly’sspeechwhichhefullyunderstood—herrecommendationthatheshouldgotochurch.Indeed,Silaswassounaccustomedtotalkbeyondthebriefquestionsandanswersnecessaryforthetransactionofhissimplebusiness,thatwordsdidnoteasilycometohimwithouttheurgencyofadistinctpurpose.
Butnow,littleAaron,havingbecomeusedtotheweaver’sawfulpresence,hadadvancedtohismother’sside,andSilas,seemingtonoticehimforthefirsttime,triedtoreturnDolly’ssignsofgood-willbyofferingtheladabitoflard-cake.Aaronshrankbackalittle,andrubbedhisheadagainsthismother’sshoulder,butstillthoughtthepieceofcakeworththeriskofputtinghishandoutforit.
“Oh,forshame,Aaron,”saidhismother,takinghimonherlap,however“why,youdon’twantcakeagainyetawhile.He’swonderfulhearty,”shewenton,withalittlesigh—“thatheis,Godknows.He’smyyoungest,andwespoilhimsadly,foreithermeorthefathermustallayshevhiminoursight—thatwemust.”
ShestrokedAaron’sbrownhead,andthoughtitmustdoMasterMarnergoodtoseesucha“picturofachild”.ButMarner,ontheothersideofthehearth,sawtheneat-featuredrosyfaceasameredimround,withtwodarkspotsinit.
“Andhe’sgotavoicelikeabird—youwouldn’tthink,”Dollywenton“hecansingaChristmascarrilashisfather’staughthimandItakeitforatokenashe’llcometogood,ashecanlearnthegoodtunessoquick.Come,Aaron,stan’upandsingthecarriltoMasterMarner,come.”
Aaronrepliedbyrubbinghisforeheadagainsthismother’sshoulder.
“Oh,that’snaughty,”saidDolly,gently.“Stan’up,whenmothertellsyou,andletmeholdthecaketillyou’vedone.”
Aaronwasnotindisposedtodisplayhistalents,eventoanogre,underprotectingcircumstancesandafterafewmoresignsofcoyness,consistingchieflyinrubbingthebacksofhishandsoverhiseyes,andthenpeepingbetweenthematMasterMarner,toseeifhelookedanxiousforthe“carril”,heatlengthallowedhisheadtobedulyadjusted,andstandingbehindthetable,whichlethimappearaboveitonlyasfarashisbroadfrill,sothathelookedlikeacherubicheaduntroubledwithabody,hebeganwithaclearchirp,andinamelodythathadtherhythmofanindustrioushammer
“Godrestyou,merrygentlemen,
Letnothingyoudismay,
ForJesusChristourSavior
WasbornonChristmas-day.”
Dollylistenedwithadevoutlook,glancingatMarnerinsomeconfidencethatthisstrainwouldhelptoallurehimtochurch.
“That’sChristmasmusic,”shesaid,whenAaronhadended,andhadsecuredhispieceofcakeagain.“There’snoothermusicequiltotheChristmasmusic—“Harktheerolangilssing.”Andyoumayjudgewhatitisatchurch,MasterMarner,withthebassoonandthevoices,asyoucan’thelpthinkingyou’vegottoabetterplacea’ready—forIwouldn’tspeakillo’thisworld,seeingasThemputusinitasknowsbest—butwhatwi’thedrink,andthequarrelling,andthebadillnesses,andtheharddying,asI’veseentimesandtimes,one’sthankfultohearofabetter.Theboysingspretty,don’the,MasterMarner?”
“Yes,”saidSilas,absently,“verypretty.”
TheChristmascarol,withitshammer-likerhythm,hadfallenonhisearsasstrangemusic,quiteunlikeahymn,andcouldhavenoneoftheeffectDollycont