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ItwaswhencuriosityaboutGatsbywasatitshighestthatthelightsinhishousefailedtogoononeSaturdaynight—and,asobscurelyasithadbegun,hiscareerasTrimalchiowasover.OnlygraduallydidIbecomeawarethattheautomobileswhichturnedexpectantlyintohisdrivestayedforjustaminuteandthendrovesulkilyaway.WonderingifheweresickIwentovertofindout—anunfamiliarbutlerwithavillainousfacesquintedatmesuspiciouslyfromthedoor.
“IsMr.Gatsbysick?”
“Nope.”Afterapauseheadded“sir”inadilatory,grudgingway.
“Ihadn’tseenhimaround,andIwasratherworried.TellhimMr.Carrawaycameover.”
“Who?”hedemandedrudely.
“Carraway.”
“Carraway.Allright,I’lltellhim.”
Abruptlyheslammedthedoor.
MyFinninformedmethatGatsbyhaddismissedeveryservantinhishouseaweekagoandreplacedthemwithhalfadozenothers,whoneverwentintoWestEggvillagetobebribedbythetradesmen,butorderedmoderatesuppliesoverthetelephone.Thegroceryboyreportedthatthekitchenlookedlikeapigsty,andthegeneralopinioninthevillagewasthatthenewpeopleweren’tservantsatall.
NextdayGatsbycalledmeonthephone.
“Goingaway?”Iinquired.
“No,oldsport.”
“Ihearyoufiredallyourservants.”
“Iwantedsomebodywhowouldn’tgossip.Daisycomesoverquiteoften—intheafternoons.”
Sothewholecaravansaryhadfalleninlikeacardhouseatthedisapprovalinhereyes.
“They’resomepeopleWolfshiemwantedtodosomethingfor.They’reallbrothersandsisters.Theyusedtorunasmallhotel.”
“Isee.”
HewascallingupatDaisy’srequest—wouldIcometolunchatherhousetomorrow?MissBakerwouldbethere.HalfanhourlaterDaisyherselftelephonedandseemedrelievedtofindthatIwascoming.Somethingwasup.AndyetIcouldn’tbelievethattheywouldchoosethisoccasionforascene—especiallyfortheratherharrowingscenethatGatsbyhadoutlinedinthegarden.
Thenextdaywasbroiling,almostthelast,certainlythewarmest,ofthesummer.Asmytrainemergedfromthetunnelintosunlight,onlythehotwhistlesoftheNationalBiscuitCompanybrokethesimmeringhushatnoon.Thestrawseatsofthecarhoveredontheedgeofcombustionthewomannexttomeperspireddelicatelyforawhileintoherwhiteshirtwaist,andthen,ashernewspaperdampenedunderherfingers,lapseddespairinglyintodeepheatwithadesolatecry.Herpocketbookslappedtothefloor.
“Oh,my!”shegasped.
Ipickeditupwithawearybendandhandeditbacktoher,holdingitatarm’slengthandbytheextremetipofthecornerstoindicatethatIhadnodesignsuponit—buteveryonenearby,includingthewoman,suspectedmejustthesame.
“Hot!”saidtheconductortofamiliarfaces.“Someweather!…Hot!…Hot!…Hot!…Isithotenoughforyou?Isithot?Isit…??”
Mycommutationticketcamebacktomewithadarkstainfromhishand.Thatanyoneshouldcareinthisheatwhoseflushedlipshekissed,whoseheadmadedampthepyjamapocketoverhisheart!
…ThroughthehalloftheBuchanans’houseblewafaintwind,carryingthesoundofthetelephonebellouttoGatsbyandmeaswewaitedatthedoor.
“Themaster’sbody?”roaredthebutlerintothemouthpiece.“I’msorry,madame,butwecan’tfurnishit—it’sfartoohottotouchthisnoon!”
Whathereallysaidwas:“Yes…Yes…I’llsee.”
Hesetdownthereceiverandcametowardus,glisteningslightly,totakeourstiffstrawhats.
“Madameexpectsyouinthesalon!”hecried,needlesslyindicatingthedirection.Inthisheateveryextragesturewasanaffronttothecommonstoreoflife.
Theroom,shadowedwellwithawnings,wasdarkandcool.DaisyandJordanlayuponanenormouscouch,likesilveridolsweighingdowntheirownwhitedressesagainstthesingingbreezeofthefans.
“Wecan’tmove,”theysaidtogether.
Jordan’sfingers,powderedwhiteovertheirtan,restedforamomentinmine.
“AndMr.ThomasBuchanan,theathlete?”Iinquired.
SimultaneouslyIheardhisvoice,gruff,muffled,husky,atthehalltelephone.
Gatsbystoodinthecentreofthecrimsoncarpetandgazedaroundwithfascinatedeyes.Daisywatchedhimandlaughed,hersweet,excitinglaughatinygustofpowderrosefromherbosomintotheair.
“Therumouris,”whisperedJordan,“thatthat’sTom’sgirlonthetelephone.”
Weweresilent.Thevoiceinthehallrosehighwithannoyance:“Verywell,then,Iwon’tsellyouthecaratall…I’mundernoobligationstoyouatall…andasforyourbotheringmeaboutitatlunchtime,Iwon’tstandthatatall!”
“Holdingdownthereceiver,”saidDaisycynically.
“No,he’snot,”Iassuredher.“It’sabona-fidedeal.Ihappentoknowaboutit.”
Tomflungopenthedoor,blockedoutitsspaceforamomentwithhisthickbody,andhurriedintotheroom.
“Mr.Gatsby!”Heputouthisbroad,flathandwithwell-concealeddislike.“I’mgladtoseeyou,sir…Nick…”
“Makeusacolddrink,”criedDaisy.
AshelefttheroomagainshegotupandwentovertoGatsbyandpulledhisfacedown,kissinghimonthemouth.
“YouknowIloveyou,”shemurmured.
“Youforgetthere’saladypresent,”saidJordan.
Daisylookedarounddoubtfully.
“YoukissNicktoo.”
“Whatalow,vulgargirl!”
“Idon’tcare!”criedDaisy,andbegantoclogonthebrickfireplace.Thensherememberedtheheatandsatdownguiltilyonthecouchjustasafreshlylaunderednurseleadingalittlegirlcameintotheroom.
“Bles-sedpre-cious,”shecrooned,holdingoutherarms.“Cometoyourownmotherthatlovesyou.”
Thechild,relinquishedbythenurse,rushedacrosstheroomandrootedshylyintohermother’sdress.
“Thebles-sedpre-cious!Didmothergetpowderonyouroldyellowyhair?Standupnow,andsay—How-de-do.”
GatsbyandIinturnleaneddownandtookthesmallreluctanthand.Afterwardhekeptlookingatthechildwithsurprise.Idon’tthinkhehadeverreallybelievedinitsexistencebefore.
“Igotdressedbeforeluncheon,”saidthechild,turningeagerlytoDaisy.
“That’sbecauseyourmotherwantedtoshowyouoff.”Herfacebentintothesinglewrinkleofthesmallwhiteneck.“Youdream,you.Youabsolutelittledream.”
“Yes,”admittedthechildcalmly.“AuntJordan’sgotonawhitedresstoo.”
“Howdoyoulikemother’sfriends?”DaisyturnedheraroundsothatshefacedGatsby.“Doyouthinkthey’repretty?”
“Where’sDaddy?”
“Shedoesn’tlooklikeherfather,”explainedDaisy.“Shelookslikeme.She’sgotmyhairandshapeoftheface.”
Daisysatbackuponthecouch.Thenursetookastepforwardandheldoutherhand.
“Come,Pammy.”
“Goodbye,sweetheart!”
Withareluctantbackwardglancethewell-disciplinedchildheldtohernurse’shandandwaspulledoutthedoor,justasTomcameback,precedingfourginrickeysthatclickedfullofice.
Gatsbytookuphisdrink.
“Theycertainlylookcool,”hesaid,withvisibletension.
Wedrankinlong,greedyswallows.
“Ireadsomewherethatthesun’sgettinghottereveryyear,”saidTomgenially.“Itseemsthatprettysoontheearth’sgoingtofallintothesun—orwaitaminute—it’sjusttheopposite—thesun’sgettingcoldereveryyear.
“Comeoutside,”hesuggestedtoGatsby,“I’dlikeyoutohavealookattheplace.”
Iwentwiththemouttotheveranda.OnthegreenSound,stagnantintheheat,onesmallsailcrawledslowlytowardthefreshersea.Gatsby’seyesfolloweditmomentarilyheraisedhishandandpointedacrossthebay.
“I’mrightacrossfromyou.”
“Soyouare.”
Oureyesliftedovertherose-bedsandthehotlawnandtheweedyrefuseofthedog-daysalongshore.Slowlythewhitewingsoftheboatmovedagainstthebluecoollimitofthesky.Aheadlaythescallopedoceanandtheaboundingblessedisles.
“There’ssportforyou,”saidTom,nodding.“I’dliketobeouttherewithhimforaboutanhour.”
Wehadluncheoninthedining-room,darkenedtooagainsttheheat,anddrankdownnervousgaietywiththecoldale.
“What’llwedowithourselvesthisafternoon?”criedDaisy,“andthedayafterthat,andthenextthirtyyears?”
“Don’tbemorbid,”Jordansaid.“Lifestartsalloveragainwhenitgetscrispinthefall.”
“Butit’ssohot,”insistedDaisy,onthevergeoftears,“andeverything’ssoconfused.Let’sallgototown!”
Hervoicestruggledonthroughtheheat,beatingagainstit,mouldingitssenselessnessintoforms.
“I’veheardofmakingagarageoutofastable,”TomwassayingtoGatsby,“butI’mthefirstmanwhoevermadeastableoutofagarage.”
“Whowantstogototown?”demandedDaisyinsistently.Gatsby’seyesfloatedtowardher.“Ah,”shecried,“youlooksocool.”
Theireyesmet,andtheystaredtogetherateachother,aloneinspace.Withaneffortsheglanceddownatthetable.
“Youalwayslooksocool,”sherepeated.
Shehadtoldhimthatshelovedhim,andTomBuchanansaw.Hewasastounded.Hismouthopenedalittle,andhelookedatGatsby,andthenbackatDaisyasifhehadjustrecognizedherassomeoneheknewalongtimeago.
“Youresembletheadvertisementoftheman,”shewentoninnocently.“Youknowtheadvertisementoftheman—”
“Allright,”brokeinTomquickly,“I’mperfectlywillingtogototown.Comeon—we’reallgoingtotown.”
Hegotup,hiseyesstillflashingbetweenGatsbyandhiswife.Noonemoved.
“Comeon!”Histempercrackedalittle.“What’sthematter,anyhow?Ifwe’regoingtotown,let’sstart.”
Hishand,tremblingwithhiseffortatself-control,boretohislipsthelastofhisglassofale.Daisy’svoicegotustoourfeetandoutontotheblazinggraveldrive.
“Arewejustgoingtogo?”sheobjecte