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LadySusanVernontoMrs.Johnson.

    UpperSeymourStreet.

    MydearAlicia,—ThereneedednotthislastfitofthegouttomakemedetestMr.Johnson,butnowtheextentofmyaversionisnottobeestimated.Tohaveyouconfinedasnurseinhisapartment!MydearAlicia,ofwhatamistakewereyouguiltyinmarryingamanofhisage!justoldenoughtobeformal,ungovernable,andtohavethegouttoooldtobeagreeable,tooyoungtodie.Iarrivedlastnightaboutfive,hadscarcelyswallowedmydinnerwhenMainwaringmadehisappearance.Iwillnotdissemblewhatrealpleasurehissightaffordedme,norhowstronglyIfeltthecontrastbetweenhispersonandmannersandthoseofReginald,totheinfinitedisadvantageofthelatter.ForanhourortwoIwasevenstaggeredinmyresolutionofmarryinghim,andthoughthiswastooidleandnonsensicalanideatoremainlongonmymind,Idonotfeelveryeagerfortheconclusionofmymarriage,norlookforwardwithmuchimpatiencetothetimewhenReginald,accordingtoouragreement,istobeintown.Ishallprobablyputoffhisarrivalundersomepretenceorother.HemustnotcometillMainwaringisgone.IamstilldoubtfulattimesastomarryingiftheoldmanwoulddieImightnothesitate,butastateofdependanceonthecapriceofSirReginaldwillnotsuitthefreedomofmyspiritandifIresolvetowaitforthatevent,Ishallhaveexcuseenoughatpresentinhavingbeenscarcelytenmonthsawidow.IhavenotgivenMainwaringanyhintofmyintention,orallowedhimtoconsidermyacquaintancewithReginaldasmorethanthecommonestflirtation,andheistolerablyappeased.Adieu,tillwemeetIamenchantedwithmylodgings.

    Yoursever,

    S.VERNON.