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anexplanation.Humbledashenowis,Icannotforgivehimsuchaninstanceofpride,andamdoubtfulwhetherIoughtnottopunishhimbydismissinghimatonceafterthisreconciliation,orbymarryingandteazinghimforever.Butthesemeasuresareeachtooviolenttobeadoptedwithoutsomedeliberationatpresentmythoughtsarefluctuatingbetweenvariousschemes.Ihavemanythingstocompass:ImustpunishFrederica,andprettyseverelytoo,forherapplicationtoReginaldImustpunishhimforreceivingitsofavourably,andfortherestofhisconduct.Imusttormentmysister-in-lawfortheinsolenttriumphofherlookandmannersinceSirJameshasbeendismissedfor,inreconcilingReginaldtome,Iwasnotabletosavethatill-fatedyoungmanandImustmakemyselfamendsforthehumiliationtowhichIhavestoopedwithinthesefewdays.ToeffectallthisIhavevariousplans.Ihavealsoanideaofbeingsoonintownandwhatevermaybemydeterminationastotherest,IshallprobablyputthatprojectinexecutionforLondonwillbealwaysthefairestfieldofaction,howevermyviewsmaybedirectedandatanyrateIshallthereberewardedbyyo
