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LadySusanVernontoMrs.Johnson. Churchhill. Ireceivedyournote,mydearAlicia,justbeforeIlefttown,andrejoicetobeassuredthatMr.Johnsonsuspectednothingofyourengagementtheeveningbefore.Itisundoubtedlybettertodeceivehimentirely,andsincehewillbestubbornhemustbetricked.Iarrivedhereinsafety,andhavenoreasontocomplainofmyreceptionfromMr.VernonbutIconfessmyselfnotequallysatisfiedwiththebehaviourofhislady.Sheisperfectlywell-bred,indeed,andhastheairofawomanoffashion,buthermannersarenotsuchascanpersuademeofherbeingprepossessedinmyfavour.Iwantedhertobedelightedatseeingme.Iwasasamiableaspossibleontheoccasion,butallinvain.Shedoesnotlikeme.Tobesure,whenweconsiderthatIdidtakesomepainstopreventmybrother-in-law’smarryingher,thiswantofcordialityisnotverysurprizing,andyetitshowsanilliberalandvindictivespirittoresentaprojectwhichinfluencedmesixyearsago,andwhichneversucceededatlast. IamsometimesdisposedtorepentthatIdidnotletCharlesbuyVernonCastle,whenwewereobligedtosellitbutitwasatryingcircumstance,especiallyasthesaletookplaceexactlyatthetimeofhismarriageandeverybodyoughttorespectthedelicacyofthosefeelingswhichcouldnotendurethatmyhusband’sdignityshouldbelessenedbyhisyoungerbrother’shavingpossessionofthefamilyestate.Couldmattershavebeensoarrangedastopreventthenecessityofourleavingthecastle,couldweha