CHAPTER XXIX
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rvesasaghostandIfancyheseesmeoften,thoughIamnotnear.Haretonsayshewakesandshrieksinthenightbythehourtogether,andcallsyoutoprotecthimfrommeand,whetheryoulikeyourpreciousmate,ornot,youmustcome:he’syourconcernnowIyieldallmyinterestinhimtoyou.”
“WhynotletCatherinecontinuehere,”Ipleaded,“andsendMasterLintontoher?Asyouhatethemboth,you’dnotmissthem:theycanonlybeadailyplaguetoyourunnaturalheart.”
“I’mseekingatenantfortheGrange,”heanswered“andIwantmychildrenaboutme,tobesure.Besides,thatlassowesmeherservicesforherbread.I’mnotgoingtonurtureherinluxuryandidlenessafterLintonisgone.Makehasteandgetready,nowanddon’tobligemetocompelyou.”
“Ishall,”saidCatherine.“LintonisallIhavetoloveintheworld,andthoughyouhavedonewhatyoucouldtomakehimhatefultome,andmetohim,youcannotmakeushateeachother.AndIdefyyoutohurthimwhenIamby,andIdefyyoutofrightenme!”
“Youareaboastfulchampion,”repliedHeathcliff“butIdon’tlikeyouwellenoughtohurthim:youshallgetthefullbenefitofthetorment,aslongasitlasts.ItisnotIwhowillmakehimhatefultoyou—itishisownsweetspirit.He’sasbitterasgallatyourdesertionanditsconsequences:don’texpectthanksforthisnobledevotion.IheardhimdrawapleasantpicturetoZillahofwhathewoulddoifhewereasstrongasI:theinclinationisthere,andhisveryweaknesswillsharpenhiswitstofindasubstituteforstrength.”
“Iknowhehasabadnature,”saidCatherine:“he’syourson.ButI’mgladI’veabetter,toforgiveitandIknowhelovesme,andforthatreasonIlovehim.Mr.Heathcliff,youhavenobodytoloveyouand,howevermiserableyoumakeus,weshallstillhavetherevengeofthinkingthatyourcrueltyarisesfromyourgreatermisery.Youaremiserable,areyounot?Lonely,likethedevil,andenviouslikehim?Nobodylovesyou—nobodywillcryforyouwhenyoudie!Iwouldn’tbeyou!”
Catherinespokewithakindofdrearytriumph:sheseemedtohavemadeuphermindtoenterintothespiritofherfuturefamily,anddrawpleasurefromthegriefsofherenemies.
“Youshallbesorrytobeyourselfpresently,”saidherfather-in-law,“ifyoustandthereanotherminute.Begone,witch,andgetyourthin