CHAPTER XIV
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atherineandEdgarareasfondofeachotherasanytwopeoplecanbe,”criedIsabella,withsuddenvivacity.“Noonehasarighttotalkinthatmanner,andIwon’thearmybrotherdepreciatedinsilence!”
“Yourbrotheriswondrousfondofyoutoo,isn’the?”observedHeathcliff,scornfully.“Heturnsyouadriftontheworldwithsurprisingalacrity.”
“HeisnotawareofwhatIsuffer,”shereplied.“Ididn’ttellhimthat.”
“Youhavebeentellinghimsomething,then:youhavewritten,haveyou?”
“TosaythatIwasmarried,Ididwrite—yousawthenote.”
“Andnothingsince?”
“No.”
“Myyoungladyislookingsadlytheworseforherchangeofcondition,”Iremarked.“Somebody’slovecomesshortinhercase,obviouslywhose,Imayguessbut,perhaps,Ishouldn’tsay.”
“Ishouldguessitwasherown,”saidHeathcliff.“Shedegeneratesintoamereslut!Sheistiredoftryingtopleasemeuncommonlyearly.You’dhardlycreditit,buttheverymorrowofourweddingshewasweepingtogohome.However,she’llsuitthishousesomuchthebetterfornotbeingovernice,andI’lltakecareshedoesnotdisgracemebyramblingabroad.”
“Well,sir,”returnedI,“Ihopeyou’llconsiderthatMrs.Heathcliffisaccustomedtobelookedafterandwaitedonandthatshehasbeenbroughtuplikeanonlydaughter,whomeveryonewasreadytoserve.Youmustletherhaveamaidtokeepthingstidyabouther,andyoumusttreatherkindly.WhateverbeyournotionofMr.Edgar,youcannotdoubtthatshehasacapacityforstrongattachments,orshewouldn’thaveabandonedtheelegancies,andcomforts,andfriendsofherformerhome,tofixcontentedly,insuchawildernessasthis,withyou.”
“Sheabandonedthemunderadelusion,”heanswered“picturinginmeaheroofromance,andexpectingunlimitedindulgencesfrommychivalrousdevotion.Icanhardlyregardherinthelightofarationalcreature,soobstinatelyhasshepersistedinformingafabulousnotionofmycharacterandactingonthefalseimpressionsshecherished.But,atlast,Ithinkshebeginstoknowme:Idon’tperceivethesillysmilesandgrimacesthatprovokedmeatfirstandthesenselessincapabilityofdiscerningthatIwasinearnestwhenIgavehermyopinionofherinfatuationandherself.ItwasamarvellouseffortofperspicacitytodiscoverthatIdidnotloveher.Ibelieved,atonetime,nolessonscouldteachherthat!Andyetitispoorlylearntforthismorningsheannounced,asapieceofappallingintelligence,thatIhadactuallysucceededinmakingherhateme!ApositivelabourofHercules,Iassureyou!Ifitbeachieved,Ihavecausetoreturnthanks.CanItrustyourassertion,Isabella?Areyousureyouhateme?IfIletyoualoneforhalfaday,won’tyoucomesighingandwheedlingtomeagain?IdaresayshewouldratherIhadseemedalltendernessbeforeyou:itwoundshervanitytohavethetruthexposed.ButIdon’tcarewhoknowsthatthepassionwaswhollyononeside:andInevertoldheralieaboutit.Shecannotaccusemeofshowingonebitofdeceitfulsoftness.Thefirstthingshesawmedo,oncomingoutoftheGrange,wastohangupherlittledogandwhenshepleadedforit,thefirstwordsIutteredwereawishthatIhadthehangingofeverybeingbelongingtoher,exceptone:possiblyshetookthatexceptionforherself.Butnobrutalitydisgustedher:Isupposeshehasaninnateadmirationofit,ifonlyherpreciouspersonweresecurefrominjury!Now,wasitnotthedepthofabsurdity—ofgenuineidiocy,forthatpitiful,slavish,mean-mindedbrachtodreamthatIcouldloveher?Tellyourmaster,Nelly,thatI