CHAPTER VIII
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OnthemorningofafineJunedaymyfirstbonnylittlenursling,andthelastoftheancientEarnshawstock,wasborn.Wewerebusywiththehayinafar-awayfield,whenthegirlthatusuallybroughtourbreakfastscamerunninganhourtoosoonacrossthemeadowandupthelane,callingmeassheran.
“Oh,suchagrandbairn!”shepantedout.“Thefinestladthateverbreathed!Butthedoctorsaysmissismustgo:hesaysshe’sbeeninaconsumptionthesemanymonths.IheardhimtellMr.Hindley:andnowshehasnothingtokeepher,andshe’llbedeadbeforewinter.Youmustcomehomedirectly.You’retonurseit,Nelly:tofeeditwithsugarandmilk,andtakecareofitdayandnight.IwishIwereyou,becauseitwillbeallyourswhenthereisnomissis!”
“Butissheveryill?”Iasked,flingingdownmyrakeandtyingmybonnet.
“Iguesssheisyetshelooksbravely,”repliedthegirl,“andshetalksasifshethoughtoflivingtoseeitgrowaman.She’soutofherheadforjoy,it’ssuchabeauty!IfIwereherI’mcertainIshouldnotdie:Ishouldgetbetteratthebaresightofit,inspiteofKenneth.Iwasfairlymadathim.DameArcherbroughtthecherubdowntomaster,inthehouse,andhisfacejustbegantolightup,whentheoldcroakerstepsforward,andsayshe—‘Earnshaw,it’sablessingyourwifehasbeensparedtoleaveyouthisson.Whenshecame,Ifeltconvincedweshouldn’tkeepherlongandnow,Imusttellyou,thewinterwillprobablyfinishher.Don’ttakeon,andfretaboutittoomuch:itcan’tbehelped.Andbesides,youshouldhaveknownbetterthantochoosesucharushofalass!’”
“Andwhatdidthemasteranswer?”Iinquired.
“Ithinkheswore:butIdidn’tmindhim,Iwasstrainingtoseethebairn,”andshebeganagaintodescribeitrapturously.I,aszealousasherself,hurriedeagerlyhometoadmire,onmypartthoughIwasverysadforHindley’ssake.Hehadroominhisheartonlyfortwoidols—hiswifeandhimself:hedotedonboth,andadoredone,andIcouldn’tconceivehowhewouldbeartheloss.
WhenwegottoWutheringHeights,therehestoodatthefrontdoorand,asIpassedin,Iasked,“howwasthebaby?”
“Nearlyreadytorunabout,Nell!”hereplied,puttingonacheerfulsmile.
“Andthemistress?”Iventuredtoinquire“thedoctorsaysshe’s—”
“Damnthedoctor!”heinterrupted,reddening.“Francesisquiteright:she’llbeperfectlywellbythistimenextweek.Areyougoingupstairs?willyoutellherthatI’llcome,ifshe’llpromisenottotalk.Ileftherbecauseshewouldnotholdhertongueandshemust—tellherMr.Kennethsaysshemustbequiet.”
IdeliveredthismessagetoMrs.Earnshawsheseemedinflightyspirits,andrepliedmerrily,“Ihardlyspokeaword,Ellen,andtherehehasgoneouttwice,crying.Well,sayIpromiseIwon’tspeak:butthatdoesnotbindmenottolaughathim!”
Poorsoul!Tillwithinaweekofherdeaththatgayheartneverfailedherandherhusbandpersisteddoggedly,nay,furiously,inaffirmingherhealthimprovedeveryday.WhenKennethwarnedhimthathismedicineswereuselessatthatstageofthemalady,andheneedn’tputhimtofurtherexpensebyattendingher,heretorted,“Iknowyouneednot—she’swell—shedoesnotwantanymoreattendancefromyou!Sheneverwasinaconsumption.Itwasafeveranditisgone:herpulseisasslowasminenow,andhercheekascool.”
Hetoldhiswifethesamestory,andsheseemedtobelievehimbutonenight,whileleaningonhisshoulder,intheactofsayingshethoughtsheshouldbeabletogetupto-morrow,afitofcoughingtookher—averyslightone—heraisedherinhisarmssheputhertwohandsabouthisneck,herfacechanged,andshewasdead.
Asthegirlhadanticipated,thechildHaretonfellwhollyintomyhands.Mr.Earnshaw,providedhe