CHAPTER XXXIV
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ce.Fannywasworthitallheheldhertobewortheveryeffortofpatience,everyexertionofmind,buthedidnotthinkhecouldhavegoneonhimselfwithanywomanbreathing,withoutsomethingmoretowarmhiscouragethanhiseyescoulddiscerninhers.HewasverywillingtohopethatCrawfordsawclearer,andthiswasthemostcomfortableconclusionforhisfriendthathecouldcometofromallthatheobservedtopassbefore,andat,andafterdinner.
Intheeveningafewcircumstancesoccurredwhichhethoughtmorepromising.WhenheandCrawfordwalkedintothedrawing-room,hismotherandFannyweresittingasintentlyandsilentlyatworkasiftherewerenothingelsetocarefor.Edmundcouldnothelpnoticingtheirapparentlydeeptranquillity.
“Wehavenotbeensosilentallthetime,”repliedhismother.“Fannyhasbeenreadingtome,andonlyputthebookdownuponhearingyoucoming.”Andsureenoughtherewasabookonthetablewhichhadtheairofbeingveryrecentlyclosed:avolumeofShakespeare.“Sheoftenreadstomeoutofthosebooksandshewasinthemiddleofaveryfinespeechofthatman’s—what’shisname,Fanny?—whenweheardyourfootsteps.”
Crawfordtookthevolume.“Letmehavethepleasureoffinishingthatspeechtoyourladyship,”saidhe.“Ishallfinditimmediately.”Andbycarefullygivingwaytotheinclinationoftheleaves,hedidfindit,orwithinapageortwo,quitenearenoughtosatisfyLadyBertram,whoassuredhim,assoonashementionedthenameofCardinalWolsey,thathehadgottheveryspeech.NotalookoranofferofhelphadFannygivennotasyllablefororagainst.Allherattentionwasforherwork.Sheseemeddeterminedtobeinterestedbynothingelse.Buttastewastoostronginher.Shecouldnotabstracthermindfiveminutes:shewasforcedtolistenhisreadingwascapital,andherpleasureingoodreadingextreme.Togoodreading,however,shehadbeenlongused:herunclereadwell,hercousinsall,Edmundverywell,butinMr.Crawford’sreadingtherewasavarietyofexcellencebeyondwhatshehadevermetwith.TheKing,theQueen,Buckingham,Wolsey,Cromwell,allweregiveninturnforwiththehappiestknack,thehappiestpowerofjumpingandguessing,hecouldalwaysalightatwillonthebestscene,orthebestspeechesofeachandwhetheritweredignity,orpride,ortenderness,orremorse,orwhateverweretobeexpressed,hecoulddoitwithequalbeauty.Itwastrulydramatic.HisactinghadfirsttaughtFannywhatpleasureaplaymightgive,andhisreadingbroughtallhisactingbeforeheragainnay,perhapswithgreaterenjoyment,foritcameunexpectedly,andwithnosuchdrawbackasshehadbeenusedtosufferinseeinghimonthestagewithMissBertram.
Edmundwatchedtheprogressofherattention,andwasamusedandgratifiedbyseeinghowshegraduallyslackenedintheneedlework,whichatthebeginningseemedtooccupyhertotally:howitfellfromherhandwhileshesatmotionlessoverit,andatlast,howtheeyeswhichhadappearedsostudiouslytoavoidhimthroughoutthedaywereturnedandfixedonCrawford—fixedonhimforminutes,fixedonhim,inshort,tilltheattractiondrewCrawford’suponher,andthebookwasclosed,andthecharmwasbroken.Thenshewasshrinkingagainintoherself,andblushingandworkingashardaseverbutithadbeenenoughtogiveEdmundencouragementforhisfriend,andashecordiallythankedhim,hehopedtobeexpressingFanny’ssecretfeelingstoo.
“Thatplaymustbeafavouritewithyou,”saidhe“youreadasifyouknewitwell.”
“Itwillbeafavourite,Ibelieve,fromthishour,”repliedCrawford“butIdonotthinkIhavehadavolumeofShakespeareinmyhandbeforesinceIwasfifteen.IoncesawHenrytheEighthacted,orIhaveheardofitfromsomebodywhodid,Iamnotcertainwhich.ButShakespeareonegetsacquaintedwithwithoutknowinghow.ItisapartofanEnglishman’sconstitution.Histhoughtsandbeautiesaresospreadabroadthatonetouchesthemeverywhereoneisintimatewithhimbyinstinct.Nomanofanybraincanopenatagoodpartofoneofhisplayswithoutfallingintotheflowofhismeaningimmediately.”
“NodoubtoneisfamiliarwithShakespeareinadegree,”saidEdmund,“fromone’searliestyears.Hiscelebratedpas