CHAPTER XXIV
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HenryCrawfordhadquitemadeuphismindbythenextmorningtogiveanotherfortnighttoMansfield,andhavingsentforhishunters,andwrittenafewlinesofexplanationtotheAdmiral,helookedroundathissisterashesealedandthrewtheletterfromhim,andseeingthecoastclearoftherestofthefamily,said,withasmile,“AndhowdoyouthinkImeantoamusemyself,Mary,onthedaysthatIdonothunt?IamgrowntoooldtogooutmorethanthreetimesaweekbutIhaveaplanfortheintermediatedays,andwhatdoyouthinkitis?”
“Towalkandridewithme,tobesure.”
“Notexactly,thoughIshallbehappytodoboth,butthatwouldbeexerciseonlytomybody,andImusttakecareofmymind.Besides,thatwouldbeallrecreationandindulgence,withoutthewholesomealloyoflabour,andIdonotliketoeatthebreadofidleness.No,myplanistomakeFannyPriceinlovewithme.”
“FannyPrice!Nonsense!No,no.Yououghttobesatisfiedwithhertwocousins.”
“ButIcannotbesatisfiedwithoutFannyPrice,withoutmakingasmallholeinFannyPrice’sheart.Youdonotseemproperlyawareofherclaimstonotice.Whenwetalkedofherlastnight,younoneofyouseemedsensibleofthewonderfulimprovementthathastakenplaceinherlookswithinthelastsixweeks.Youseehereveryday,andthereforedonotnoticeitbutIassureyousheisquiteadifferentcreaturefromwhatshewasintheautumn.Shewasthenmerelyaquiet,modest,notplain-lookinggirl,butsheisnowabsolutelypretty.Iusedtothinkshehadneithercomplexionnorcountenancebutinthatsoftskinofhers,sofrequentlytingedwithablushasitwasyesterday,thereisdecidedbeautyandfromwhatIobservedofhereyesandmouth,Idonotdespairoftheirbeingcapableofexpressionenoughwhenshehasanythingtoexpress.Andthen,herair,hermanner,hertoutensemble,issoindescribablyimproved!Shemustbegrowntwoinches,atleast,sinceOctober.”
“Phoo!phoo!Thisisonlybecausetherewerenotallwomentocompareherwith,andbecauseshehasgotanewgown,andyouneversawhersowelldressedbefore.SheisjustwhatshewasinOctober,believeme.Thetruthis,thatshewastheonlygirlincompanyforyoutonotice,andyoumusthaveasomebody.Ihavealwaysthoughtherpretty—notstrikinglypretty—but‘prettyenough,’aspeoplesayasortofbeautythatgrowsonone.Hereyesshouldbedarker,butshehasasweetsmilebutasforthiswonderfuldegreeofimprovement,Iamsureitmayallberesolvedintoabetterstyleofdress,andyourhavingnobodyelsetolookatandtherefore,ifyoudosetaboutaflirtationwithher,youneverwillpersuademethatitisincomplimenttoherbeauty,orthatitproceedsfromanythingbutyourownidlenessandfolly.”
Herbrothergaveonlyasmiletothisaccusation,andsoonafterwardssaid,“IdonotquiteknowwhattomakeofMissFanny.Idonotunderstandher.Icouldnottellwhatshewouldbeatyesterday.Whatishercharacter?Isshesolemn?Isshequeer?Issheprudish?Whydidshedrawbackandlooksograveatme?Icouldhardlygethertospeak.Ineverwassolongincompanywithagirlinmylife,tryingtoentertainher,andsucceedsoill!Nevermetwithagirlwholookedsograveonme!Imusttrytogetthebetterofthis.Herlookssay,‘Iwillnotlikeyou,Iamdeterminednottolikeyou’andIsaysheshall.”
“Foolishfellow!Andsothisisherattractionafterall!T