CHAPTER VII
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eintoacanterandtoFanny’stimidnatureitwasmostastonishingtoseehowwellshesat.Afterafewminutestheystoppedentirely.Edmundwasclosetoherhewasspeakingtoherhewasevidentlydirectinghermanagementofthebridlehehadholdofherhandshesawit,ortheimaginationsuppliedwhattheeyecouldnotreach.ShemustnotwonderatallthiswhatcouldbemorenaturalthanthatEdmundshouldbemakinghimselfuseful,andprovinghisgood-naturebyanyone?Shecouldnotbutthink,indeed,thatMr.CrawfordmightaswellhavesavedhimthetroublethatitwouldhavebeenparticularlyproperandbecominginabrothertohavedoneithimselfbutMr.Crawford,withallhisboastedgood-nature,andallhiscoachmanship,probablyknewnothingofthematter,andhadnoactivekindnessincomparisonofEdmund.Shebegantothinkitratherharduponthemaretohavesuchdoubledutyifshewereforgotten,thepoormareshouldberemembered.
Herfeelingsforoneandtheotherweresoonalittletranquillisedbyseeingthepartyinthemeadowdisperse,andMissCrawfordstillonhorseback,butattendedbyEdmundonfoot,passthroughagateintothelane,andsointothepark,andmaketowardsthespotwhereshestood.Shebeganthentobeafraidofappearingrudeandimpatientandwalkedtomeetthemwithagreatanxietytoavoidthesuspicion.
“MydearMissPrice,”saidMissCrawford,assoonasshewasatallwithinhearing,“IamcometomakemyownapologiesforkeepingyouwaitingbutIhavenothingintheworldtosayformyself—Iknewitwasverylate,andthatIwasbehavingextremelyillandtherefore,ifyouplease,youmustforgiveme.Selfishnessmustalwaysbeforgiven,youknow,becausethereisnohopeofacure.”
Fanny’sanswerwasextremelycivil,andEdmundaddedhisconvictionthatshecouldbeinnohurry.“Forthereismorethantimeenoughformycousintoridetwiceasfarassheevergoes,”saidhe,“andyouhavebeenpromotinghercomfortbypreventingherfromsettingoffhalfanhoursooner:cloudsarenowcomingup,andshewillnotsufferfromtheheatasshewouldhavedonethen.Iwishyoumaynotbefatiguedbysomuchexercise.Iwishyouhadsavedyourselfthiswalkhome.”
“Nopartofitfatiguesmebutgettingoffthishorse,Iassureyou,”saidshe,asshesprangdownwithhishelp“Iamverystrong.NothingeverfatiguesmebutdoingwhatIdonotlike.MissPrice,IgivewaytoyouwithaverybadgracebutIsincerelyhopeyouwillhaveapleasantride,andthatImayhavenothingbutgoodtohearofthisdear,delightful,beautifulanimal.”
Theoldcoachman,whohadbeenwaitingaboutwithhisownhorse,nowjoiningthem,Fannywasliftedonhers,andtheysetoffacrossanotherpartoftheparkherfeelingsofdiscomfortnotlightenedbyseeing,asshelookedback,thattheotherswerewalkingdownthehilltogethertothevillagenordidherattendantdohermuchgoodbyhiscommentsonMissCrawford’sgreatclevernessasahorse-woman,whichhehadbeenwatchingwithaninterestalmostequaltoherown.
“Itisapleasuretoseealadywithsuchagoodheartforriding!”saidhe.“Ineverseeonesitahorsebetter.Shedidnotseemtohaveathoughtoffear.Verydifferentfromyou,miss,whenyoufirstbegan,sixyearsagocomenextEaster.Lordblessyou!howyoudidtremblewhenSirThomasfirsthadyouputon!”
Inthedrawing-roomMissCrawfordwasalsocelebrated.HermeritinbeinggiftedbyNaturewithstrengthandcouragewasfullyappreciatedbytheMissBertramsherdelightinridingwasliketheirownherearlyexcellenceinitwasliketheirown,andtheyhadgreatpleasureinpraisingit.
“Iwassureshewouldridewell,”saidJulia“shehasthemakeforit.Herfigureisasneatasherbrother’s.”
“Yes,”addedMaria,“andherspiritsareasgood,andshehasthesameenergyofcharacter.Icannotbutthinkthatgoodhorsemanshiphasagreatdealtodowiththemind.”
WhentheypartedatnightEdmundaskedFannywhethershemeanttoridethenextday.
“No,Idonotknow—notifyouwantthemare,”washeranswer.
“Idonotwantheratallformyself,”saidhe“butwheneveryouarenextinclinedtostayathome,IthinkMissCrawfordwouldbegladtohaveheralongertime—forawholemorning,inshort.ShehasagreatdesiretogetasfarasMansfieldCommon:Mrs.Granthasbeentellingherofitsfineviews,andIhavenodoubtofherbeingperfectlyequaltoit.Butanymorningwilldoforthis.Shewouldbeextremelysorrytointerferewithyou.Itwouldbeverywr