CHAPTER VII
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“Well,Fanny,andhowdoyoulikeMissCrawfordnow?”saidEdmundthenextday,afterthinkingsometimeonthesubjecthimself.“Howdidyoulikeheryesterday?”
“Verywell—verymuch.Iliketohearhertalk.Sheentertainsmeandsheissoextremelypretty,thatIhavegreatpleasureinlookingather.”
“Itishercountenancethatissoattractive.Shehasawonderfulplayoffeature!Butwastherenothinginherconversationthatstruckyou,Fanny,asnotquiteright?”
“Ohyes!sheoughtnottohavespokenofheruncleasshedid.Iwasquiteastonished.Anunclewithwhomshehasbeenlivingsomanyyears,andwho,whateverhisfaultsmaybe,issoveryfondofherbrother,treatinghim,theysay,quitelikeason.Icouldnothavebelievedit!”
“Ithoughtyouwouldbestruck.Itwasverywrongveryindecorous.”
“Andveryungrateful,Ithink.”
“Ungratefulisastrongword.Idonotknowthatherunclehasanyclaimtohergratitudehiswifecertainlyhadanditisthewarmthofherrespectforheraunt’smemorywhichmisleadsherhere.Sheisawkwardlycircumstanced.WithsuchwarmfeelingsandlivelyspiritsitmustbedifficulttodojusticetoheraffectionforMrs.Crawford,withoutthrowingashadeontheAdmiral.Idonotpretendtoknowwhichwasmosttoblameintheirdisagreements,thoughtheAdmiral’spresentconductmightinclineonetothesideofhiswifebutitisnaturalandamiablethatMissCrawfordshouldacquitherauntentirely.Idonotcensureheropinionsbuttherecertainlyisimproprietyinmakingthempublic.”
“Donotyouthink,”saidFanny,afteralittleconsideration,“thatthisimproprietyisareflectionitselfuponMrs.Crawford,asherniecehasbeenentirelybroughtupbyher?ShecannothavegivenherrightnotionsofwhatwasduetotheAdmiral.”
“Thatisafairremark.Yes,wemustsupposethefaultsoftheniecetohavebeenthoseoftheauntanditmakesonemoresensibleofthedisadvantagesshehasbeenunder.ButIthinkherpresenthomemustdohergood.Mrs.Grant’smannersarejustwhattheyoughttobe.Shespeaksofherbrotherwithaverypleasingaffection.”
“Yes,exceptastohiswritinghersuchshortletters.ShemademealmostlaughbutIcannotratesoveryhighlytheloveorgood-natureofabrotherwhowillnotgivehimselfthetroubleofwritinganythingworthreadingtohissisters,whentheyareseparated.IamsureWilliamwouldneverhaveusedmeso,underanycircumstances.Andwhatrighthadshetosupposethatyouwouldnotwritelongletterswhenyouwereabsent?”
“Therightofalivelymind,Fanny,seizingwhatevermaycontributetoitsownamusementorthatofothersperfectlyallowable,whenuntincturedbyill-humourorroughnessandthereisnotashadowofeitherinthecountenanceormannerofMissCrawford:nothingsharp,orloud,orcoarse.Sheisperfectlyfeminine,exceptintheinstanceswehavebeenspeakingof.Thereshecannotbejustified.IamgladyousawitallasIdid.”
Havingformedhermindandgainedheraffections,hehadagoodchanceofherthinkinglikehimthoughatthisperiod,andonthissubject,therebegannowtobesomedangerofdissimilarity,forhewasinalineofadmirationofMissCrawford,whichmightleadhimwhereFannycouldnotfollow.MissCrawford’sattractionsdidnotlessen.Theharparrived,andratheraddedtoherbeauty,wit,andgood-humourforsheplayedwiththegreatestobligingness,withanexpressionandtastewhichwerepeculiarlybecoming,andtherewassomethingclevertobesaidatthecloseofeveryair.EdmundwasattheParsonageeveryday,tobeindulgedwithhisfavouriteinstrument:onemorningsecuredaninvitationforthenextfortheladycouldnotbeunwillingtohavealistener,andeverythingwassooninafairtrain.
Ayoungwoman,pretty,lively,withaharpaselegantasherself,andbothplacednearawindow,cutdowntotheground,andopeningonalittlelawn,surroundedbyshrubsintherichfoliageofsummer,wasenoughtocatchanyman’sheart.Theseason,thescene,theair,wereallfavourabletotendernessandsentiment.Mrs.Grantandhertambourframewerenotwithouttheiruse:itwasallinharmonyandaseverythingwillturntoaccountwhenloveisoncesetgoing,eventhesandwichtray,andDr.Grantdoingthehonoursofit,wereworthlookingat.Withoutstudyingthebusiness,however,orknowingwhathewasabout,Edmundwasbeginning,attheendofaweekofsuchintercourse,tobe