CHAPTER IV
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TomBertramhadoflatespentsolittleofhistimeathomethathecouldbeonlynominallymissedandLadyBertramwassoonastonishedtofindhowverywelltheydidevenwithouthisfather,howwellEdmundcouldsupplyhisplaceincarving,talkingtothesteward,writingtotheattorney,settlingwiththeservants,andequallysavingherfromallpossiblefatigueorexertionineveryparticularbutthatofdirectingherletters.
Theearliestintelligenceofthetravellers’safearrivalatAntigua,afterafavourablevoyage,wasreceivedthoughnotbeforeMrs.Norrishadbeenindulginginverydreadfulfears,andtryingtomakeEdmundparticipatethemwhenevershecouldgethimaloneandasshedependedonbeingthefirstpersonmadeacquaintedwithanyfatalcatastrophe,shehadalreadyarrangedthemannerofbreakingittoalltheothers,whenSirThomas’sassurancesoftheirbothbeingaliveandwellmadeitnecessarytolaybyheragitationandaffectionatepreparatoryspeechesforawhile.
ThewintercameandpassedwithouttheirbeingcalledfortheaccountscontinuedperfectlygoodandMrs.Norris,inpromotinggaietiesforhernieces,assistingtheirtoilets,displayingtheiraccomplishments,andlookingaboutfortheirfuturehusbands,hadsomuchtodoas,inadditiontoallherownhouseholdcares,someinterferenceinthoseofhersister,andMrs.Grant’swastefuldoingstooverlook,leftherverylittleoccasiontobeoccupiedinfearsfortheabsent.
TheMissBertramswerenowfullyestablishedamongthebellesoftheneighbourhoodandastheyjoinedtobeautyandbrilliantacquirementsamannernaturallyeasy,andcarefullyformedtogeneralcivilityandobligingness,theypossesseditsfavouraswellasitsadmiration.Theirvanitywasinsuchgoodorderthattheyseemedtobequitefreefromit,andgavethemselvesnoairswhilethepraisesattendingsuchbehaviour,securedandbroughtroundbytheiraunt,servedtostrengthentheminbelievingtheyhadnofaults.
LadyBertramdidnotgointopublicwithherdaughters.Shewastooindolenteventoacceptamother’sgratificationinwitnessingtheirsuccessandenjoymentattheexpenseofanypersonaltrouble,andthechargewasmadeovertohersister,whodesirednothingbetterthanapostofsuchhonourablerepresentation,andverythoroughlyrelishedthemeansitaffordedherofmixinginsocietywithouthavinghorsestohire.
Fannyhadnoshareinthefestivitiesoftheseasonbutsheenjoyedbeingavowedlyusefulasheraunt’scompanionwhentheycalledawaytherestofthefamilyand,asMissLeehadleftMansfield,shenaturallybecameeverythingtoLadyBertramduringthenightofaballoraparty.Shetalkedtoher,listenedtoher,readtoherandthetranquillityofsuchevenings,herperfectsecurityinsuchatête-à-têtefromanysoundofunkindness,wasunspeakablywelcometoamindwhichhadseldomknownapauseinitsalarmsorembarrassments.Astohercousins’gaieties,shelovedtohearanaccountofthem,especiallyoftheballs,andwhomEdmundhaddancedwithbutthoughttoolowlyofherownsituationtoimaginesheshouldeverbeadmittedtothesame,andlistened,therefore,withoutanideaofanynearerconcerninthem.Uponthewhole,itwasacomfortablewintertoherforthoughitbroughtnoWilliamtoEngland,thenever-failinghopeofhisarrivalwasworthmuch.
Theensuingspringdeprivedherofhervaluedfriend,theoldgreyponyandforsometimeshewasindangeroffeelingthelossinherhealthaswellasinheraffectionsforinspiteoftheacknowledgedimportanceofherridingonhorse-back,nomeasuresweretakenformountingheragain,“because,”asitwasobservedbyheraunts,“shemightrideoneofhercousin’shorsesatanytimewhentheydidnotwantthem,”andastheMi