CHAPTER XXV
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“Thesethingshappenedlastwinter,sir,”saidMrs.Dean“hardlymorethanayearago.Lastwinter,Ididnotthink,atanothertwelvemonths’end,Ishouldbeamusingastrangertothefamilywithrelatingthem!Yet,whoknowshowlongyou’llbeastranger?You’retooyoungtorestalwayscontented,livingbyyourselfandIsomewayfancynoonecouldseeCatherineLintonandnotloveher.YousmilebutwhydoyoulooksolivelyandinterestedwhenItalkabouther?andwhyhaveyouaskedmetohangherpictureoveryourfireplace?andwhy—?”
“Stop,mygoodfriend!”Icried.“ItmaybeverypossiblethatIshouldloveherbutwouldsheloveme?Idoubtittoomuchtoventuremytranquillitybyrunningintotemptation:andthenmyhomeisnothere.I’mofthebusyworld,andtoitsarmsImustreturn.Goon.WasCatherineobedienttoherfather’scommands?”
“Shewas,”continuedthehousekeeper.“Heraffectionforhimwasstillthechiefsentimentinherheartandhespokewithoutanger:hespokeinthedeeptendernessofoneabouttoleavehistreasureamidperilsandfoes,wherehisrememberedwordswouldbetheonlyaidthathecouldbequeathtoguideher.Hesaidtome,afewdaysafterwards,‘Iwishmynephewwouldwrite,Ellen,orcall.Tellme,sincerely,whatyouthinkofhim:ishechangedforthebetter,oristhereaprospectofimprovement,ashegrowsaman?’
“‘He’sverydelicate,sir,’Ireplied‘andscarcelylikelytoreachmanhood:butthisIcansay,hedoesnotresemblehisfatherandifMissCatherinehadthemisfortuneto