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Thetwelveyears,continuedMrs.Dean,followingthatdismalperiodwerethehappiestofmylife:mygreatesttroublesintheirpassagerosefromourlittlelady’striflingillnesses,whichshehadtoexperienceincommonwithallchildren,richandpoor.Fortherest,afterthefirstsixmonths,shegrewlikealarch,andcouldwalkandtalktoo,inherownway,beforetheheathblossomedasecondtimeoverMrs.Linton’sdust.Shewasthemostwinningthingthateverbroughtsunshineintoadesolatehouse:arealbeautyinface,withtheEarnshaws’handsomedarkeyes,buttheLintons’fairskinandsmallfeatures,andyellowcurlinghair.Herspiritwashigh,thoughnotrough,andqualifiedbyaheartsensitiveandlivelytoexcessinitsaffections.Thatcapacityforintenseattachmentsremindedmeofhermother:stillshedidnotresembleher:forshecouldbesoftandmildasadove,andshehadagentlevoiceandpensiveexpression:herangerwasneverfuriousherloveneverfierce:itwasdeepandtender.However,itmustbeacknowledged,shehadfaultstofoilhergifts.Apropensitytobesaucywasoneandaperversewill,thatindulgedchildreninvariablyacquire,whethertheybegoodtemperedorcross.Ifaservantchancedtovexher,itwasalways—“Ishalltellpapa!”Andifhereprovedher,evenbyalook,youwouldhavethoughtitaheart-breakingbusiness:Idon’tbelieveheeverdidspeakaharshwordtoher.Hetookhereducationentirelyonhimself,andmadeitanamusement.Fortunately,curiosityandaquickintellectmadeheranaptscholar:shelearnedrapidlyandeagerly,anddidhonourtohisteaching.
Tillshereachedtheageofthirteenshehadnotoncebeenbeyondtherangeoftheparkbyherself.Mr.Lintonwouldtakeherwithhimamileorsooutside,onrareoccasionsbuthetrustedhertonooneelse.Gimmertonwasanunsubstantialnameinherearsthechapel,theonlybuildingshehadapproachedorentered,exceptherownhome.WutheringHeightsandMr.Heathcliffdidnotexistforher:shewasaperfectrecluseand,apparently,perfectlycontented.Sometimes,indeed,whilesurveyingthecountryfromhernurserywindow,shewouldobserve—
“Ellen,howlongwillitbebeforeIcanwalktothetopofthosehills?Iwonderwhatliesontheotherside—isitthesea?”
“No,MissCathy,”Iwouldanswer“itishillsagain,justlikethese.”
“Andwhatarethosegoldenrockslikewhenyoustandunderthem?”sheonceasked.
TheabruptdescentofPenistoneCragsparticularlyattractedhernoticeespeciallywhenthesettingsunshoneonitandthetopmostheights,andthewholeextentoflandscapebesideslayinshadow.Iexplainedthattheywerebaremassesofstone,withhardlyenoughearthintheircleftstonourishastuntedtree.
“Andwhyaretheybrightsolongafteritiseveninghere?”shepursued.
“Becausetheyareagreatdealhigherupthanweare,”repliedI“youcouldnotclimbthem,theyaretoohighandsteep.InwinterthefrostisalwaystherebeforeitcomestousanddeepintosummerIhavefoundsnowunderthatblackhollowonthenorth-eastside!”
“Oh,youhavebeenonthem!”shecriedgleefully.“ThenIcango,too,whenIamawoman.Haspapabeen,Ellen?”
“Papawouldtellyou,Miss,”Ianswered,hastily,“thattheyarenotworththetroubleofvisiting.Themoors,whereyouramblewithhim,aremuchnicerandThrushcrossParkisthefinestplaceintheworld.”
“ButIknowthepark,andIdon’tknowthose,”shemurmuredtoherself.“AndIshoulddelighttolookroundmefromthebrowofthattallestpoint:mylittleponyMinnyshalltakemesometime.”
OneofthemaidsmentioningtheFairyCave,quiteturnedherheadwithadesiretofulfilthisproject:sheteasedMr.Lintonaboutitandhepromisedsheshouldhavethejourneywhenshegotolder.ButMissCatherinemeasuredheragebymonths,and,“Now,amIoldenoughtogotoPenistoneCrags?”wastheconstantquestioninhermouth.Theroadthitherwoundclos