CHAPTER XVI
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ls,andespeciallyforherfather’sbeinggivenamoment’suneasinessaboutit.
Thesewereverycheeringthoughtsandthesightofagreatdealofsnowonthegrounddidherfurtherservice,foranythingwaswelcomethatmightjustifytheirallthreebeingquiteasunderatpresent.
TheweatherwasmostfavourableforherthoughChristmasDay,shecouldnotgotochurch.Mr.Woodhousewouldhavebeenmiserablehadhisdaughterattemptedit,andshewasthereforesafefromeitherexcitingorreceivingunpleasantandmostunsuitableideas.Thegroundcoveredwithsnow,andtheatmosphereinthatunsettledstatebetweenfrostandthaw,whichisofallothersthemostunfriendlyforexercise,everymorningbeginninginrainorsnow,andeveryeveningsettingintofreeze,shewasformanydaysamosthonourableprisoner.NointercoursewithHarrietpossiblebutbynotenochurchforheronSundayanymorethanonChristmasDayandnoneedtofindexcusesforMr.Elton’sabsentinghimself.
Itwasweatherwhichmightfairlyconfineeverybodyathomeandthoughshehopedandbelievedhimtobereallytakingcomfortinsomesocietyorother,itwasverypleasanttohaveherfathersowellsatisfiedwithhisbeingallaloneinhisownhouse,toowisetostiroutandtohearhimsaytoMr.Knightley,whomnoweathercouldkeepentirelyfromthem,—
“Ah!Mr.Knightley,whydonotyoustayathomelikepoorMr.Elton?”
Thesedaysofconfinementwouldhavebeen,butforherprivateperplexities,remarkablycomfortable,assuchseclusionexactlysuitedherbrother,whosefeelingsmustalwaysbeofgreatimportancetohiscompanionsandhehad,besides,sothoroughlyclearedoffhisill-humouratRandalls,thathisamiablenessneverfailedhimduringtherestofhisstayatHartfield.Hewasalwaysagreeableandobliging,andspeakingpleasantlyofeverybody.Butwithallthehopesofcheerfulness,andallthepresentcomfortofdelay,therewasstillsuchanevilhangingoverherinthehourofexplanationwithHarriet,asmadeitimpossibleforEmmatobeeverperfectlyatease.