CHAPTER XIV
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hwhomhewasalwayscomfortable.
WhilehetalkedtoIsabella,however,Emmafoundanopportunityofsaying,
“Andsoyoudonotconsiderthisvisitfromyoursonasbyanymeanscertain.Iamsorryforit.Theintroductionmustbeunpleasant,wheneverittakesplaceandthesooneritcouldbeover,thebetter.”
“Yesandeverydelaymakesonemoreapprehensiveofotherdelays.Evenifthisfamily,theBraithwaites,areputoff,Iamstillafraidthatsomeexcusemaybefoundfordisappointingus.IcannotbeartoimagineanyreluctanceonhissidebutIamsurethereisagreatwishontheChurchills’tokeephimtothemselves.Thereisjealousy.Theyarejealousevenofhisregardforhisfather.Inshort,Icanfeelnodependenceonhiscoming,andIwishMr.Westonwerelesssanguine.”
“Heoughttocome,”saidEmma.“Ifhecouldstayonlyacoupleofdays,heoughttocomeandonecanhardlyconceiveayoungman’snothavingitinhispowertodoasmuchasthat.Ayoungwoman,ifshefallintobadhands,maybeteased,andkeptatadistancefromthoseshewantstobewithbutonecannotcomprehendayoungman’sbeingundersuchrestraint,asnottobeabletospendaweekwithhisfather,ifhelikesit.”
“OneoughttobeatEnscombe,andknowthewaysofthefamily,beforeonedecidesuponwhathecando,”repliedMrs.Weston.“Oneoughttousethesamecaution,perhaps,injudgingoftheconductofanyoneindividualofanyonefamilybutEnscombe,Ibelieve,certainlymustnotbejudgedbygeneralrules:sheissoveryunreasonableandeverythinggiveswaytoher.”
“Butsheissofondofthenephew:heissoverygreatafavourite.Now,accordingtomyideaofMrs.Churchill,itwouldbemostnatural,thatwhileshemakesnosacrificeforthecomfortofthehusband,towhomsheoweseverything,whilesheexercisesincessantcapricetowardshim,sheshouldfrequentlybegovernedbythenephew,towhomsheowesnothingatall.”
“MydearestEmma,donotpretend,withyoursweettemper,tounderstandabadone,ortolaydownrulesforit:youmustletitgoitsownway.Ihavenodoubtofhishaving,attimes,considerableinfluencebutitmaybeperfectlyimpossibleforhimtoknowbeforehandwhenitwillbe.”
Emmalistened,andthencoollysaid,“Ishallnotbesatisfied,unlesshecomes.”
“Hemayhaveagreatdealofinfluenceonsomepoints,”continuedMrs.Weston,“andonothers,verylittle:andamongthose,onwhichsheisbeyondhisreach,itisbuttoolikely,maybethisverycircumstanceofhiscomingawayfromthemtovisitus.”