CHAPTER X
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erysortofsensationthatdeclininglifecanneed.Therewillbeenoughforeveryhopeandeveryfearandthoughmyattachmenttononecanequalthatofaparent,itsuitsmyideasofcomfortbetterthanwhatiswarmerandblinder.Mynephewsandnieces!—Ishalloftenhaveaniecewithme.”
“DoyouknowMissBates’sniece?Thatis,Iknowyoumusthaveseenherahundredtimes—butareyouacquainted?”
“Oh!yeswearealwaysforcedtobeacquaintedwhenevershecomestoHighbury.Bythebye,thatisalmostenoughtoputoneoutofconceitwithaniece.Heavenforbid!atleast,thatIshouldeverborepeoplehalfsomuchaboutalltheKnightleystogether,asshedoesaboutJaneFairfax.OneissickoftheverynameofJaneFairfax.Everyletterfromherisreadfortytimesoverhercomplimentstoallfriendsgoroundandroundagainandifshedoesbutsendherauntthepatternofastomacher,orknitapairofgartersforhergrandmother,onehearsofnothingelseforamonth.IwishJaneFairfaxverywellbutshetiresmetodeath.”
Theywerenowapproachingthecottage,andallidletopicsweresuperseded.Emmawasverycompassionateandthedistressesofthepoorwereassureofrelieffromherpersonalattentionandkindness,hercounselandherpatience,asfromherpurse.Sheunderstoodtheirways,couldallowfortheirignoranceandtheirtemptations,hadnoromanticexpectationsofextraordinaryvirtuefromthoseforwhomeducationhaddonesolittleenteredintotheirtroubleswithreadysympathy,andalwaysgaveherassistancewithasmuchintelligenceasgood-will.Inthepresentinstance,itwassicknessandpovertytogetherwhichshecametovisitandafterremainingthereaslongasshecouldgivecomfortoradvice,shequittedthecottagewithsuchanimpressionofthesceneasmadehersaytoHarriet,astheywalkedaway,
“Thesearethesights,Harriet,todoonegood.Howtriflingtheymakeeverythingelseappear!—IfeelnowasifIcouldthinkofnothingbutthesepoorcreaturesalltherestofthedayandyet,whocansayhowsoonitmayallvanishfrommymind?”
“Verytrue,”saidHarriet.“Poorcreatures!onecanthinkofnothingelse.”
“Andreally,Idonotthinktheimpressionwillsoonbeover,”saidEmma,asshecrossedthelowhedge,andtotteringfootstepwhichendedthenarrow,slipperypaththroughthecottagegarden,andbroughtthemintothelaneagain.“Idonotthinkitwill,”stoppingtolookoncemoreatalltheoutwardwretchednessoftheplace,andrecallthestillgreaterwithin.
“Oh!dear,no,”saidhercompanion.
Theywalkedon.Thelanemadeaslightbendandwhenthatbendwaspassed,Mr.EltonwasimmediatelyinsightandsonearastogiveEmmatimeonlytosayfarther,
“Ah!Harriet,herecomesaverysuddentrialofourstabilityingoodthough