CHAPTER VII
關燈
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ertocometoHartfieldanymore!”
“Dearaffectionatecreature!—YoubanishedtoAbbey-MillFarm!—Youconfinedtothesocietyoftheilliterateandvulgarallyourlife!Iwonderhowtheyoungmancouldhavetheassurancetoaskit.Hemusthaveaprettygoodopinionofhimself.”
“Idonotthinkheisconceitedeither,ingeneral,”saidHarriet,herconscienceopposingsuchcensure“atleast,heisverygoodnatured,andIshallalwaysfeelmuchobligedtohim,andhaveagreatregardfor—butthatisquiteadifferentthingfrom—andyouknow,thoughhemaylikeme,itdoesnotfollowthatIshould—andcertainlyImustconfessthatsincemyvisitinghereIhaveseenpeople—andifonecomestocomparethem,personandmanners,thereisnocomparisonatall,oneissoveryhandsomeandagreeable.However,IdoreallythinkMr.Martinaveryamiableyoungman,andhaveagreatopinionofhimandhisbeingsomuchattachedtome—andhiswritingsuchaletter—butastoleavingyou,itiswhatIwouldnotdouponanyconsideration.”
“Thankyou,thankyou,myownsweetlittlefriend.Wewillnotbeparted.Awomanisnottomarryamanmerelybecausesheisasked,orbecauseheisattachedtoher,andcanwriteatolerableletter.”
“Ohno—anditisbutashortlettertoo.”
Emmafeltthebadtasteofherfriend,butletitpasswitha“verytrueanditwouldbeasmallconsolationtoher,fortheclownishmannerwhichmightbeoffendinghereveryhouroftheday,toknowthatherhusbandcouldwriteagoodletter.”
“Oh!yes,very.Nobodycaresforaletterthethingis,tobealwayshappywithpleasantcompanions.Iamquitedeterminedtorefusehim.ButhowshallIdo?WhatshallIsay?”
Emmaassuredhertherewouldbenodifficultyintheanswer,andadviseditsbeingwrittendirectly,whichwasagreedto,inthehopeofherassistanceandthoughEmmacontinuedtoprotestagainstanyassistancebeingwanted,itwasinfactgivenintheformationofeverysentence.Thelookingoverhisletteragain,inreplyingtoit,hadsuchasofteningtendency,thatitwasparticularlynecessarytobraceherupwithafewdecisiveexpressionsandshewassoverymuchconcernedattheideaofmakinghimunhappy,andthoughtsomuchofwhathismotherandsisterswouldthinkandsay,andwassoanxiousthattheyshouldnotfancyherungrateful,thatEmmabelievediftheyoungmanhadcomeinherwayatthatmoment,hewouldhavebeenacceptedafterall.
Thisletter,however,waswritten,andsealed,andsent.Thebusinesswasfinished,andHarrietsafe.Shewasratherlowall