CHAPTER II. CLAYTON.
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"WhatanyChristianmanshoulddowhofindsfourhundredoddofhisfellowmenandwomenplacedinastateofabsolutedependenceonhim.I'mgoingtoeducateandfitthemforfreedom.Thereisn'tasublimerpoweronearththanGodhasgiventous,masters.Thelawgivesusabsoluteandunlimitedcontrol.Aplantationsuchasaplantationmightbewouldbe'alighttolightentheGentiles.'ThereisawonderfulandbeautifuldevelopmentlockedupinthisEthiopianrace,anditisworthbeingalife-objecttounlockit.Theraisingofcottonistobetheleastofthething.Iregardmyplantationasasphereforraisingmenandwomen,anddemonstratingthecapabilitiesofarace."
"Selah!"saidRussel.
Claytonlookedangry.
"Ibegyourpardon,Clayton.Thisisallsuperb,sublime!Thereisjustoneobjectiontoit—itiswhollyimpossible."
"Everygoodandgreatthinghasbeencalledimpossiblebeforeitisdone."
"Well,letmetellyou,Clayton,justhowitwillbe.Youwillbeamarkforarrows,bothsides.Youwilloffendallyourneighborsbydoingbetterthantheydo.Youwillbringyournegroesuptoapointinwhichtheywillmeetthecurrentofthewholecommunityagainstthem,andmeanwhileyouwillgetnocreditwiththeAbolitionists.Theywillcallyouacutthroat,pirate,sheep-stealer,andalltherestoftheirelegantlittlelistofembellishments,allthesame.You'llgetastateofthingsthatnobodycanmanagebutyourself,andyoubythehardestandthenyou'lldie,andit'llallruntothedevilfasterthanyourunitup.Now,ifyouwoulddothethingbyhalves,itwouldn'tbesobadbutIknowyouofold.Youwon'tbesatisfiedwithteachingacatechismandafewhymns,parrot-wise,whichIthinkisarespectablereligiousamusementforourwomen.You'llteach'emalltoread,andwrite,andthink,andspeak.Ishouldn'twondertohearofanimportationofblack-boardsandspelling-books.You'llwantalyceumanddebatingsociety.Pray,whatdoessisterAnnesaytoallthis?Anneisasensiblegirlnow,butI'llwarrantyou'vegothertogoinforit."
"AnneisasmuchinterestedasI,butherpracticaltactisgreaterthanmine,andsheisofuseindetectingdifficultiesthatIdonotsee.Ihaveanexcellentman,whoentersfullyintomyviews,whotakeschargeofthebusinessinterestsoftheplantation,insteadofoneofthesescoundreloverseers.Thereistobeagraduatedsystemofworkandwagesintroduced—asystemthatshallteachthenatureandrightsofpropertyandtraintohabitsofindustryandfrugality,bymakingeveryman'sacquirementsequaltohisindustryandgoodconduct."
"Andwhatsortofasupportdoyouexpecttomakeoutofallthis?Areyougoingtoliveforthem,ortheyforyou?"
"Ishallsetthemtheexampleoflivingforthem,andtrusttoawakenthegoodthatisinthem,inreturn.Thestrongoughttolivefortheweak—thecultivatedfortheignorant."
"Well,Clayton,theLordhelpyou!I'minearnestnow—fact!ThoughIknowyouwon'tdoit,yetIwishyoucould.It'sapity,Clayton,youwereborninthisworld.Itisn'tyou,butourplanetandplanetaryways,thatareinfault.Yourmindisasplendidstorehouse—goldandgemsofOphir—buttheyareallupinthefifthstory,andnostaircasetoget'emdownintocommonlife.NowI'vejustenoughappreciationofthesortofthingthat'sinyou,nottolaughatyou.Nineoutoftenwould.Totellyouthetruth,ifIwerealreadysetupinlife,andhadasdefiniteapositionasyouhave,—family,friends,influence,andmeans,—why,perhapsImightaffordtocultivatethisstyleofthing.ButItellyouwhatitis,Clayton,suchaconscienceasyoursiscursedlyexpensivetokeep.It'slikeacarriage—afellowmustn'tsetitupunlesshecanaffordit.It'soneoftheluxuries."
"It'sanecessaryoflife,withme,"saidClayton,dryly.
"Well,that'syournature.Ican'taffordit.I'vegotmywaytomake.Imustsucceed,andwithyourultranotionsIcouldn'tsucceed.Sothereitis.Afterall,Icanbeasreligiousasdozensofyourmostrespectablemen,whohavetakentheirseatsinthenight-trainforParadise,andkeepthedaylightfortheirownbusiness."
"Idaresayyoucan."
"Yes,andIshallgetallIaimatandyou,Clayton,willbealwaysanunhappy,dissatisfiedaspirantaftersomethingtoohighformortality.There'sjustthedifferencebetweenus."
Theconversationwashereinterruptedbythereturnofthefamilyparty.