Chapter XIV. And Jill Finds It Out
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yinherboythoughwhenonecametolookatitcalmly,onesawthatitmighthavebeendoneinawiserway.
“Now,please,don'tmakeafussaboutitthatwouldbemostasbadashavingeveryonedownonme.Icanstandyourpraisingme,butIwon'tbepattedontheheadbyanybodyelse”andJackassumedamanlyair,thoughhisfacewasfullofgenuineboyishpleasureatbeingsetrightintheeyesofthoseheloved.
“I'llbediscreet,dear,butyouoweittoyourself,aswellasBob,tohavethetruthknown.Bothhavebehavedwell,andnoharmwillcometohim,Iamsure.I'llseetothatmyself,”saidMrs.Minot,inatonethatsetJack'smindatrestonthatpoint.
“Nowdotellallaboutit,”criedJill,whowaspiningtoknowthewholestory,andfeltasifshehadearnedtherighttohearit.
“Oh,itwasn'tmuch.WepromisedEdtostandbyBob,soIdidaswellasIknewhow”andJackseemedtothinkthatwasaboutalltherewastosay.
“Ineversawsuchafellowforkeepingapromise!Yousticktoitthroughthickandthin,nomatterhowsillyorharditis.Youremember,mother,lastsummer,howyoutoldhimnottogoinaboatandhepromised,thedaywewentonthepicnic.Werodeup,butthehorseranoffhome,sowehadtocomebackbywayoftheriver,allbutJack,andhewalkedeverystepoffivemilesbecausehewouldn'tgonearaboat,thoughMr.Burtonwastheretotakecareofhim.Icallthatratheroverdoingthematter”andFranklookedasifhethoughtmoderationeveninvirtueagoodthing.
“AndIcallitafinesampleofentireobedience.Heobeyedorders,andthatiswhatweallmustdo,withoutalwaysseeingwhy,ordaringtouseourownjudgment.ItisagreatsafeguardtoJack,andaverygreatcomforttomeforIknowthatifhepromiseshewillkeephisword,nomatterwhatitcostshim,”saidMammawarmly,asshetumbledupthequirlswithanirrepressiblecaress,rememberinghowtheboycamewearilyinafteralltheothers,withoutseemingforamomenttothinkthathecouldhavedoneanythingelse.
“LikeCasabianca!”criedJill,muchimpressed,forobediencewasherhardesttrial.
“Ithinkhewasafooltoburnup,”saidFrank,boundnottogivein.
“Idon't.It'sasplendidpiece,andeveryonelikestospeakit,anditwastrue,anditwouldn'tbeinallthebooksifhewasafool.Grownpeopleknowwhatisgood,”declaredJill,wholikedheroicactions,andwasalwayshopingforachancetodistinguishherselfinthatway.
“Youadmire'TheChargeoftheLightBrigade,'andglowalloverasyouthunderitout.Yettheywentgallantlytotheirdeathratherthandisobeyorders.Amistake,perhaps,butitmakesusthrilltohearofitandthesamespiritkeepsmyJacktrueassteelwhenoncehiswordispassed,orhethinksitishisduty.Don'tbelaughedoutofit,myson,forfaithfulnessinlittlethingsfitsoneforheroismwhenthegreattrialscome.One'sconsciencecanhardlybetootenderwhenhonorandhonestyareconcerned.”
“Youareright,mother,andIamwrong.Ibegyourpardon,Jack,andyousha'n'tgetaheadofmenexttime.”
Frankmadehismotheralittlebow,gavehisbrotherashakeofthehand,andnoddedtoJill,asifanxioustoshowthathewasnottooproudtoownupwhenhemadeamistake.
“Pleasetellon,Jack.Thisisverynice,butIdowanttoknowallabouttheother,”saidJill,afterashortpause.
“Letmesee.Oh,IsawBobatchurch,andhelookedratherblueso,afterSundaySchool,Iaskedwhatthematterwas.HesaidJerrybotheredhimforsomemoneyhelenthimatdifferenttimeswhentheywereloafingroundtogether,beforewetook