Chapter VII. Jill's Mission
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kedon,halfglad,halfsorrythathersavageshowedsuchsignsofunconvertedferocity,andMrs.Minotwentonwritingletters,wearingthegravelookhersonsfoundhardertobearthananotherperson'sscolding.Noonespokeforamoment,andthesilencewasbecomingawkwardwhenGusappearedinarubbersuit,bringingabooktoJackfromLauraandanotetoJillfromLotty.
“Lookhere,youjusttrundlemeintomyden,please,I'mgoingtohaveanap,it'ssodullto-dayIdon'tfeellikedoingmuch,”saidJack,whenGushaddonehiserrands,tryingtolookasifheknewnothingaboutthefracas.
Jackfoldedhisarmsanddepartedlikeawarriorbornefromthebattle-field,tobechaffedunmercifullyfora“pepper-pot,”whileGusmadehimcomfortableinhisownroom.
“Iheardonceofaboywhothrewaforkathisbrotherandputhiseyeout.Buthedidn'tmeanto,andthebrotherforgavehim,andheneverdidsoanymore,”observedJill,inapensivetone,wishingtoshowthatshefeltallthedangersofimpatience,butwassorryfortheculprit.
“Didtheboyeverforgivehimself?”askedMrs.Minot.
“No,'mIsupposenot.ButJackdidn'thitFrank,andfeelsrealsorry,Iknow.”
“Hemighthave,andhurthimverymuch.Ouractionsareinourownhands,buttheconsequencesofthemarenot.Rememberthat,mydear,andthinktwicebeforeyoudoanything.”
“Yes,'m,Iwill”andJillcomposedherselftoconsiderwhatmissionariesusuallydidwhenthenativeshurledtomahawksandboomerangsatoneanother,anddefiedtherulersoftheland.
Mrs.Minotwroteonepageofanewletter,thenstopped,pushedherpapersabout,thoughtalittle,andfinallygotup,saying,asifshefounditimpossibletoresisttheyearningofherheartforthenaughtyboy,—
“IamgoingtoseeifJackiscoveredup,heissohelpless,andliabletotakecold.Don'tstirtillIcomeback.”
“No,'m,Iwon't.”
AwaywentthetenderparenttofindhersonstudyingCaesarfordearlife,andallthemoreamiableforthelittlegustwhichhadblownawaythetemporaryirritability.Thebrotherswereoftencalled“ThunderandLightning,”becauseFrankloweredandgrowledandwasagoodwhileclearingup,whileJack'stempercameandwentlikeaflash,andtheairwasalltheclearerfortheescapeofdangerouselectricity.OfcourseMammahadtostopanddeliveralittlelecture,illustratedbysadtalesofpetulantboys,andpunctuatedwithkisseswhichtookofftheedgeoftheseafflictingnarratives.
Jillmeantimemeditatedmorallyonthesuperiorityofherowngoodtemperoverthehastyoneofherdearplaymate,andjustwhenshewasfeelingunusuallyupliftedandsecure,alas!likesomanyofus,shefell,inthemostdeplorablemanner.
Glancingabouttheroomforsomethingtodo,shesawasheetofpaperlyingexactlyoutofreach,whereithadflutteredfromthetableunperceived.AtfirsthereyerestedonitascarelesslyasitdidonthestraystampFrankhaddroppedthen,asifonethingsuggestedtheother,shetookitintoherheadthatthepaperwasFrank'scomposition,or,betterstill,anotetoAnnette,forthetwocorrespondedwhenabsenceorweatherpreventedthedailymeetingatschool.
“Wouldn'titbefuntokeepittillhegivesbackJack'sstamps?Itwouldplaguehimsoifitwasanote,andIdobelieveitis,forcompo'sdon'tbeginwithtwowordsononeside.I'llgetit,andJackandIwillplansomewaytopayhimoff,crossthing!”
Forgettingherpromisenottostir,alsohowdishonorableitwastoreadotherpeople'sletters,Jillcaughtupthelong-handledhook,ofteninusenow,andtriedtopullthepapernearer.Itwouldnotcomeatonce,foraseaminthecarpetheldit,andJillfearedtotearorcrumpleitifshewasnotverycareful.Thehookwasratherheavyandlongforhertomanage,andJackusuallydidthefishing,soshewasnotveryskilfulandjustasshewasgivingaparticularlyquickjerk,shelostherbalance,felloffthesofa,anddroppedthepolewithabang.
“Oh,myback!”wasallshecouldthinkorsayasshefeltthejarallthroughherlittlebody,andacorrespondingfearinherguiltylittlemindthatsomeonewouldcomeandfindoutthedoublemischiefshehadbeenat.Foramomentshelayquitestilltorecoverfromtheshock,thenasthepainpassedshebegantowonderhowsheshouldgetback,andlookedabouthertoseeifshecoulddoitalone.Shethoughtshecould,asthesofawasnearandshehadimprovedsomuchthatshecouldsitupalittleifthedoctorwouldhavelether.Shewasgatheringherselftogetherfortheeffort,when,withinarm'sreachnow,shes