CHAPTER XXXI. UNCLE AND NIECE.
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path,thatImaypassonunsullied.Iamanchoredonaresolveyoucannotshake.Myheart,myconscienceshalldisposeofmyhand—theyonly.Knowthisatlast."
Mr.Sympsonwasbecomingalittlebewildered.
"Neverheardsuchlanguage!"hemutteredagainandagain"neverwassoaddressedinmylife—neverwassoused!"
"Youarequiteconfused,sir.Youhadbetterwithdraw,orIwill."
Herosehastily."Wemustleavethisplacetheymustpackupatonce."
"Donothurrymyauntandcousinsgivethemtime."
"Nomoreintercourseshe'snotproper."
Hemadehiswaytothedoor.Hecamebackforhishandkerchief.Hedroppedhissnuff-box,leavingthecontentsscatteredonthecarpethestumbledout.TartarlayoutsideacrossthematMr.Sympsonalmostfelloverhim.Intheclimaxofhisexasperationhehurledanoathatthedogandacoarseepithetathismistress.
"PoorMr.Sympson!heisbothfeebleandvulgar,"saidShirleytoherself."Myheadaches,andIamtired,"sheaddedandleaningherheaduponacushion,shesoftlysubsidedfromexcitementtorepose.One,enteringtheroomaquarterofanhourafterwards,foundherasleep.WhenShirleyhadbeenagitated,shegenerallytookthisnaturalrefreshmentitwouldcomeathercall.
Theintruderpausedinherunconsciouspresence,andsaid,"MissKeeldar."
Perhapshisvoiceharmonizedwithsomedreamintowhichshewaspassing.Itdidnotstartle,ithardlyrousedher.Withoutopeninghereyes,shebutturnedherheadalittle,sothathercheekandprofile,beforehiddenbyherarm,becamevisible.Shelookedrosy,happy,halfsmiling,buthereyelasheswerewet.Shehadweptinslumberorperhaps,beforedroppingasleep,afewnaturaltearshadfallenaftershehadheardthatepithet.Noman—nowoman—isalwaysstrong,alwaysabletobearupagainsttheunjustopinion,thevilifyingword.Calumny,evenfromthemouthofafool,willsometimescutintounguardedfeelings.Shirleylookedlikeachildthathadbeennaughtyandpunished,butwasnowforgivenandatrest.
"MissKeeldar,"againsaidthevoice.Thistimeitwokeher.Shelookedup,andsawathersideLouisMoore—notcloseatherside,butstanding,witharrestedstep,twoorthreeyardsfromher.
"OMr.Moore!"shesaid."Iwasafraiditwasmyuncleagain:heandIhavequarrelled."
"Mr.Sympsonshouldletyoualone,"wasthereply."Canhenotseethatyouareasyetfarfromstrong?"
"Iassureyouhedidnotfindmeweak.Ididnotcrywhenhewashere."
"HeisabouttoevacuateFieldhead—sohesays.Heisnowgivingorderstohisfamily.Hehasbeenintheschoolroomissuingcommandsinamannerwhich,Isuppose,wasacontinuationofthatwithwhichhehasharassedyou."
"AreyouandHenrytogo?"
"Ibelieve,asfarasHenryisconcerned,thatwasthetenorofhisscarcelyintelligibledirectionsbuthemaychangeallto-morrow.Heisjustinthatmoodwhenyoucannotdependonhisconsistencyfortwoconsecutivehours.Idoubtwhetherhewillleaveyouforweeksyet.Tomyselfheaddressedsomewordswhichwillrequirealittleattentionandcommentby-and-by,whenIhavetimetobestowonthem.AtthemomenthecameinIwasbusiedwithanoteIhadgotfromMr.Yorke—sofullybusiedthatIcutshorttheinterviewwithhimsomewhatabruptly.Ilefthimraving.Hereisthenote.Iwishyoutoseeit.ItreferstomybrotherRobert."AndhelookedatShirley.
"Ishallbegladtohearnewsofhim.Ishecominghome?"
"Heiscome.HeisinYorkshire.Mr.YorkewentyesterdaytoStilbro'tomeethim."
"Mr.Moore,somethingiswrong——"
"Didmyvoicetremble?HeisnowatBriarmains,andIamgoingtoseehim."
"Whathasoccurred?"
"IfyouturnsopaleIshallbesorryIhavespoken.Itmighthavebeenworse.Robertisnotdead,butmuchhurt."
"Osir,itisyouwhoarepale.Sitdownnearme."
"Readthenote.Letmeopenit."
MissKeeldarreadthenote.ItbrieflysignifiedthatlastnightRobertMoorehadbeenshotatfrombehindthewallofMilldeanplantation,atthefootoftheBrowthathewaswoundedseverely,butitwashopednotfatally.Oftheassassin,orassassins,nothingwasknowntheyhadescaped."Nodoubt,"Mr.Yorkeobserved,"itwasdoneinrevenge.Itwasapityill-willhadeverbeenraisedbutthatcouldnotbehelpednow."
"Heismyonlybrother,"saidLouis,asShirleyreturnedthenote."Icannothearunmovedthatruffianshavelaidinwaitforhim,andshothimdown,likesomewildbeastfrombehindawall."
"Becomfortedbehopeful.Hewillgetbetter—Iknowhewill."
Shirley,solicitoustosoothe,heldherhandoverMr.Moore'sasitlayonthearmofthechair.Shejusttoucheditlightly,scarcepalpably.
"Well,givemeyourhand,"hesaid."Itwillbeforthefirsttimeitisinamomentofcalamity.Giveitme."
Awaitingneitherconsentnorrefusal,hetookwhatheasked.
"IamgoingtoBriarmainsnow,"hewenton."IwantyoutostepovertotherectoryandtellCarolineHelstonewhathashappened.Willyoudothis?Shewillhearitbestfromyou."
"Immediately,"saidShirley,withdocilepromptitude."OughtItosaythatthereisnodanger?"
"Sayso."
"Youwillcomebacksoon,andletmeknowmore?"
"Iwilleithercomeorwrite."
"TrustmeforwatchingoverCaroline.IwillcommunicatewithyoursistertoobutdoubtlesssheisalreadywithRobert?"
"Doubtless,orwillbesoon.Good-morningnow."
"Youwillbearup,comewhatmay."
"Weshallseethat."
Shirley'sfingerswereobligedtowithdrawfromthetutor's.Louiswasobligedtorelinquishthathandfolded,clasped,hiddeninhisown.
"IthoughtIshouldhavehadtosupporther,"hesaid,ashewalkedtowardsBriarmains,"anditisshewhohasmademestrong.Thatlookofpity,thatgentletouch!Nodownwaseversofter,noelixirmorepotent!Itlaylikeasnowflakeitthrilledlikelightning.AthousandtimesIhavelongedtopossessthathand—tohaveitinmine.IhavepossesseditforfiveminutesIheldit.Herfingersandminecanneverbestrangersmore.Havingmetoncetheymustmeetagain."