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ilentwonderattheamountoftroubleoneyoungwomancouldgive.Hownecessary,hethought,andhowwisewasthatplanatwhichheusedinhisignorancetorail,ofsettinganelderlyfemaleliketheDisthaltocontroltheactionsanddogthefootstepsofthePriscillasofthisworld.HehatedtheDisthalandallwomenlikeher,womenwithmountainousbodiesandminimalbrains—bodiesself-indulgedintoshapelessness,brainsneglectedintodisappearancebutthenoblerandsimplerandthemoregenerousthegirlthemoredidsheneedsomesuchmixtureoffleshlinessandcunningconstantlywithher.Itseemedabsurd,anditseemedallwrongyetsurelyitwasso.Heponderedoveritlongindejectedmusings,thefightingtendencygoneoutofhimcompletelyforthetime,sodarkwashisspiritwiththeshadowsofthefuture.
Theyhadborrowedthewages—itwasadreadfulmoment—forthatday'scookfromAnnalise.Fortheirfoodtheydecidedtorunupabillatthestorebuteverydayeachfreshcookwouldhavetobepaid,andeverydayherwageswouldhavetobelentbyAnnalise.Annaliselentsuperblywithanairasofgivingfreely,withjoy.AllsherequiredwasthePrincess'ssignaturetoamemorandumdrawnupbyherselfbywhichshewaspromisedthemoneyback,doubled,withinthreemonths.Priscillareadthis,flushedtoherhair,signed,andorderedheroutoftheroom.Annalise,whowasbeginningtoenjoyherself,wentupstairssinging.IntheparlourPriscillabrokethepenshehadsignedwithintoquitesmallpiecesandflungthemontothefire,—auselessdemonstration,butthenshewasaquick-temperedyounglady.IntheatticAnnalisesatdownandwrotealetterbreathingloftysentimentstotheCountessDisthalinKunitz,tellinghershecouldnolongerkeepsilenceinthefaceofaroyalparent'sanxietiesandshewaswillingtorevealtheaddressofthePrincessPriscillaandsostaunchthebleedingofanobleheartiftheGrandDukewouldforwardherorforwardtoherparentsonherbehalfthesumoftwentythousandmarks.Gladlywouldsherenderthisservice,whichwasatthesametimeherduty,fornothing,ifshehadnotthefuturetoconsiderandaninfirmfather.MeanwhileshegavetheSymfordpost-officeasanaddress,assuringtheCountessthatitwasatleastfiftymilesfromthePrincess'spresenthiding-place,theaddressofwhichwouldonlybesentontheconditionsnamed.Then,immenselyproudofhercleverness,shetrotteddowntothepost-office,boughtstamps,andputtheletterherselfinthebox.
Thateveningshesanginthekitchen,shesanginthebath-room,shesangintheatticandonthestairstotheattic.Whatshesang,persistently,overandoveragain,andloudestoutsideFritzing'sdoor,wasaGermansongabouthowbeautifulitisateveningwhenthebellsringonetorest,andtherefrainattheendofeachversewasding-dongtwicerepeated.Priscillarangherownbell,unabletoendureit,butAnnalisedidnotconsiderthistobeoneofthosethatarebeautifulanddidnotanswerittillithadbeenrungthreetimes.
"Donotsing,"saidPriscilla,whensheappeared.
"YourGrandDucalHighnessobjects?"
Priscillaturnedred."I'llgivenoreasons,"shesaidicily."Donotsing."
"Yetitisasignofalightheart.YourGrandDucalHighnessdidnotliketoseemeweep—sheshouldthemoreliketohearmerejoice."
"Youcango."
"Myheartto-nightislight,becauseIamthemeansofbeingofusetoyourGrandDucalHighness,ofshowingmydevotion,ofbeingofservice."
"Dometheserviceofbeingquiet."
Annalisecurtseyedandwithdrew,andspenttherestoftheeveningburstingintospasmodicandimmediatelyinterrupteds