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HewentuptoCambridgethenextmorning.Termhadnotbegun,buthewentaRobinwithallthebrisknessgoneoutofhim,andifstillwithsomethingofthebirdleftonlyofabirdthatismoulting.Hisfatherwasmildlysurprised,butapplaudedtheapparentdesireforsolitarystudy.Hismotherwasviolentlysurprised,andtriedhardtogetathistruereasons.Shesawwiththepiercingeyeofarelation—thateyefromwhichhardlyanythingcaneverbehidden—thatsomethinghadhappenedandthatthesomethingwassoberingandunpleasant.Shecouldnotimaginewhatitwas,forshedidnotknowhehadbeentoCreeperCottagethenightbeforeandalltheafternoonandatdinnerhehadtalkedandbehavedasusual.Nowhedidnottalkatall,andhisbehaviourwaslimitedtoahastypackingofportmanteaus.Determinedtoquestionhimshecalledhimintothestudyjustbeforehestarted,andshutthedoor.
"Imustgomater,"hesaid,pullingouthiswatchhehadcarefullyavoidedhersincebreakfastthoughshehadlaidmanytrapsforhim.
"Robin,IwanttotellyouthatIthinkyousplendid."
"Splendid?Whatonearthfor?Youweretellingmeaverydifferentsortofthingadayortwoago."
"IamsorrynowforwhatIsaidonSunday."
"Idon'tthinkamotheroughtevertosayshe'ssorry,"saidRobingloomily.
"Notifsheis?"
"Sheoughtn'ttosayso."
"Welldearletusbefriends.Don'tgoawayangrywithme.Idoappreciateyousomuchforgoing.Youaremyowndearboy."Andsheputherhandsonhisshoulders.
Hetookouthiswatchagain."Isay,Imustbeoff."
"Don'tsupposeamotherdoesn'tseeandunderstand."
"OhIdon'tsupposeanything.Good-byemater."
"Ithinkitsosplendidofyoutogo,toturnyourbackontemptation,tounwindyourselffromthatwretchedgirl'scoils."
"Coils?"
"MyRobin"—shestrokedhischeek,thesamecheek,asithappened,Priscillahadsmitten—"myRobinmustnotthrowhimselfaway.Iamambitiouswhereyouareconcerned,mydarling.Itwouldhavebrokenmyheartforyoutohavemarriedanobody—perhapsaworsethannobody."
Robin,whowasstaringatherwithanindescribableexpressiononhisface,tookherhandsoffhisshoulders."Lookheremater,"hesaid—andhewasseizedbyadesiretolaughterrifically—"thereisnothingintheworldquitesoamusingasthewaypeoplewilltalkwiselyofthingstheydon'tinthefaintestdegreeunderstand.Theyseemtofeelwiseinproportiontotheirignorance.Iexpectyouthinkthat'safunnyspeechformetomake.IcantellyouIdon'tthinkithalfasfunnyasyourswas.Good-bye.Ishallmissmytrainyouknowifyoukeepme,andthenI'dbeexposedagaintothose—whatwastheword?ah,yes—coils.Coils!"Heburstintoloudlaughter."Good-byemater."
Shewasstaringathimblankly.Hehastilybrushedherforeheadwithhismoustacheandhurriedtothedoor,hisfacefullofstrangemirth."Isay,"hesaid,puttinginhisheadagain,"there'sjustonethingI'dliketosay."
Shemadeaneagersteptowardshim."Dosayitmydarling—sayallthatisinyourheart."
"Ohit'snotmuch—it'sonlyGodhelppoorTuss."Andthatwasthelastofhim.SheheardhimchucklingalldownthepassagebutlongbeforehisflyhadreachedUllertonhehadleftoffdoingthatandwasmoultingagain.
ItrainedthatdayinSomersetshire,a