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nsandearth,whathadhedone?
Heclungtotherail,staringmiserablyoverthesideintotheoilywater.Someofthepassengerslingeredtowatchhim,atfirstbecausetheythoughthewasgoingtobeseasickwithsolittleprovocationthatitamountedtogenius,andafterwardsbecausetheyweresurehemustwanttocommitsuicide.Whentheyfoundthattimepassedandhedidneither,hebecameunpopular,andtheywentawayandlefthimaltogetherandcontemptuouslyalone.
"Fritzi,areyouworriedaboutanything?"askedPriscilla,comingtowherehestillstoodstaring,althoughtheyhadgottoDover.
Worried!WhenallEuropewasgoingtobeabouttheirears?Whenhewasintheeyesoftheworldacriminal—anaider,abettor,lurer-awayofyouthandimpulsiveness?HelovedthePrincesssomuchthathecarednothingforhisownrisks,butwhatabouthers?Inanagonyofhasteherushedtohisidealsandprinciplesforjustificationandcomfort,tumblingthemover,searchingfeverishlyamongthem.Theyhadforsakenhim.Theyweresomuchlifelessrubbish.NowhereinhismindcouldhefindaragofeithercomfortorjustificationwithwhichtostopuphisearsagainstthewordsofthetwoEnglishmenandhiseyesagainstthedreadfulsighthefeltsureawaitedthemonthequayatDover—thesightofincensedauthoritiesreadytopounceonhimanddraghimawayforeverfromhisPrincess.
Priscillagazedathiminastonishment.Hewastakingnonoticeofher,andwaslookingfearfullyupanddowntherowoffacesthatwerewatchingtheturbine'sarrival.
"Fritzi,ifyouareworrieditmustbebecauseyou'venotslept,"saidPriscilla,layingherhandwithastrokinglittlemovementonhissleeveforwhatbutoverwroughtnervescouldmakehimlooksoodd?ItwasafterallFritzingwhohadbehavedwiththebravenessofalionthenightbeforeinthatmatterofthepolicemananditwashewhohadaskedinsterntonesofrebuke,whenhercourageseemedaflicker,whethersherepented."Youdonotrepent?"sheasked,imitatingthatsternness.
"Ma'am—"hebeganinalowanddreadfulvoice,hiseyesceaselesslyrangingupanddownthefiguresonthequay.
"Sh—sh—Niece,"interruptedPriscilla,smiling.
Heturnedandlookedatherasamanmaylookforthelasttimeatthethinginlifethathasbeenmostdeartohim,andsaidnothing.