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cilla."Poortinyman,nooneshallslapthee.TheFr?uleindoesnotalludetothee,littleson.TheFr?uleinisthinkingofbadchildrensuchasthesonsofSchultzandthycousinMeyer.Fr?ulein,ifyoudonotremoveyourveilIfearhewillhaveconvulsions."
"Oh,"saidtheunhappyPriscilla,gettingasfarintohercornerasshecould,"I'msosorry—butI—butIreallycan't."
"She'sawitch,Mutti!"roaredthechild,"Itellittotheeagain—thereforeisshesoblack,andmustnotshowherface!"
"Hush,hush,shutthylittleeyes,"soothedthemother,puttingherhandoverthem.ToPriscillashesaid,withanobviousdawningofdistrust,"ButFr?ulein,whatreasoncanyouhaveforhidingyourself?"
"Hidingmyself?"echoedPriscilla,nowveryunhappyindeed,"I'mnothidingmyself.I'vegot—I'vegot—I'mafraidI'vegota—anaffectionoftheskin.That'swhyIwearaveil."
"Ach,poorFr?ulein,"saidthemother,brighteningatonceintolivelyinterest."Hans-Joachim,sleep,"sheaddedsharplytoherson,whotriedtoraisehisheadtointerruptwithfreshdoubtsaconversationgrownthrilling."Thatisindeedamisfortune.Itisarash?"
"Oh,it'sdreadful,"saidPriscilla,faintly.
"Ach,poorFr?ulein.Whenoneismarried,rashesnolongermatter.One'shusbandhastoloveoneinspiteofrashes.ButforaFr?uleineveryspotisofimportance.Thereisayoungladyofmyacquaintancewhoselife-happinesswasshipwreckedonlybyspots.Shecameoutinthematthewrongmoment."
"Didshe?"murmuredPriscilla.
"Youaregoingtoadoctor?"
"Yes—thatis,no—I'vebeen."
"Ah,youhavebeentoKunitztoDr.Kraus?"
"Y—es.I'vebeenthere."
"Whatdoeshesay?"
"ThatImustalwayswearaveil."
"Becauseitlookssobad?"
"Isupposeso."
Therewasasilence.Priscillalaybackinhercornerexhausted,andshuthereyes.Themotherstaredfixedlyather,onehandmechanicallystrokingHans-Joachim,theotherholdinghimdown.
"WhenIwasagirl,"saidthemother,sosuddenlythatPriscillastarted,"Ihadagooddealoftroublewithmyskin.Thereforemyexperienceonthesubjectisgreat.Showmeyourface,Fr?ulein—Imightbeabletotellyouwhattodotocureit."
"Oh,onnoaccount—onnoaccountwhatever,"criedPriscilla,sittingupverystraightandspeakingwithextraordinaryemphasis."Icouldn'tthinkofit—Ireallypositivelycouldn't."
"ButmydearFr?ulein,whymindawomanseeingit?"
"Butwhatdoyouwanttoseeitfor?"
"Iwishtohelpyou."
"Idon'twanttobehelped.I'llshowittonobody—tonobodyatall.It'smuchtoo—toodreadful."
"Well,well,donotbeagitated.Girls,Iknow,arevain.IfanyonecanhelpyouitwillbeDr.Kraus.Heisanexcellentphysician,ishenot?"
"Yes,"saidPriscilla,droppingbackintohercorner.
"TheGrandDukeisagreatadmirerofhis.Heisgoingtoennoblehim."
"Really?"
"Theysay—nodoubtitisgossip,butstill,youknow,heisaveryhandsomeman—thattheCountessvonDisthalwillmarryhim."
"Gracious!"criedPriscilla,startled,"what,whetherhewantstoornot?"
"Nodoubthewillwantto.Itwouldbeabrilliantmatchforhim."
"Butshe'satleastahundred.Why,shelookslikehismother.Andheisapersonofnobirthatall."
"Birth?Heisofcoursenotnobleyet,buthisfamilyisexcellent.Andsinceitisnotpossibletohaveasmanyailmentsasshehasandstillbealive,someatleastmustbefeigned.Why,then,shouldshefeignifitisnotinordertoseethedoctor?TheyweresayinginKunitzthatshesentforhimthisveryday."
"Yes,shedid.Butshe'sreallyillthistime.I'mafraidthepoorthingcaughtcoldwatching—dearme,onlyseehowsweetlyyourlittleboysleeps.YoushouldmakeLevallierpainthiminthatposition."
"Ah,helookstrulylovely,doeshenot.Exactlythusdoeshisdearfatherlookwhenasleep.SometimesIcannotsleepmyselfforjoyoverthesplendidpicture.WhatisthematterwiththeCountessDisthal?DidDr.Kraustellyou?"
"No,no.I—Iheardsomething—arumour."
"Ah,somethingfeignedagain,nodoubt.Well,itwillbeagreatmatchforhim.Youknowsheislady-in-waitingtothePrincessPriscilla,theonewhoissopopularandhassuchredhair?TheCountesshasaneasylife.TheothertwoPrincesseshavegiventheirladiesaworldoftrouble,butPriscilla—oh,sheisamodel.Kunitzisindeedproudofher.TheysayinallthingssheisexactlywhataPrincessshouldbe,andmaybetrustednever