CHAPTER X
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iBornstedt,asfarasIamconcerned,isahopelesswasteoftime."
"Axel!"
"Trudi?"
"Youdon'tmeantosaythatyouarenotthinkingofher?"
"Thinkingofher?Ineverletmythoughtslingerroundstrangeyoungladies."
"Thenwhatinheaven'snamehaveyougotmeherefor?"
"Theanemonesarecomingout——"
"Ach——"
"Theyreallyare."
"SupposeinsteadofteasingmeasthoughIwerestilltenandyouagreatbully,youtalkedsensibly.TheHohensteinsgiveabalmasquéto-night,andIgaveituptocometoyou."
"Oh,mydear,thatwasreallykind,"saidLohm,touchedbythetremendousnessofthissacrifice.
"Thenbeagoodboy,"saidTrudicaressingly,edgingherselfclosertohim,"andtellmeyouaregoingtobewiseaboutBibi.Don'tthrowsuchachanceaway—it'spositivelywicked."
"MydearTrudi,you'llhaveusintheditch.Itisverynicewhenyouleanagainstme,butIcan'tdrive.Bytheway,youremembermyoldKleinwaldeneighbour?Theoldmanwhospoiltyousoatrociously?"
"Bibiwillmakeamostexcellentwife,"saidTrudi,ungratefullyindifferenttothememoryofoldJoachim."Oh,whatacoldwindthereisto-day.Dodrivefaster,Axel.Whatataste,tolivehereandtolikeitintothebargain!"
"YouknowthatImustlivehere."
"Butyouneedn'tlikeit."
"You'veheardthatoldJoachimleftKleinwaldetohisEnglishniece?"
"YouhaveonlyseenBibionce,andshegrowsononetremendously."
"IwanttotalkaboutoldJoachim."
"AndIwanttotalkaboutBibi."
"Well,Bibicanwait.Sheistheyounger.Youknowabouttheoldman'swill?"
"IshouldthinkIdid.Oneofhisunfortunatesonshasjustjoinedourregiment.Youshouldhearhimonthesubject."
"Amostdisagreeable,graspinglot,"saidLohmdecidedly."Theyreceivedeverybitoftheirdues,andareallwelloff.Surelytheoldmancoulddoashelikedwiththeoneplacethatwasnotentailed?"
"Itisn'ttheusualthingtoleaveone'slandtoaforeigner.Isshecomingtoliveinit?"
"Shecamelastweek."
"Oh?"Thisinatoneofsuddeninterest.
Therewasapause.ThenTrudisaid,"Issheyoung?"
"Quiteyoung."
"Pretty?"
"Exceedinglypretty."
Trudilookedupathimandsmiled.
"Well?"saidAxel,smilingbackather.
"Well?"saidTrudi,continuingtosmile.
Axellaughedoutright."MydearTrudi,yourastutenessterrifiesme.YounotonlyknowalreadywhyIwrotetoyou,butyouknowmorereasonsfortheletterthanImyselfdreamof.Iwanttobeabletohelpthisextremelyhelplessyounglady,andIcanhardlybeofanyusetoherbecauseIhavenowomaninthehouse.IfIhadawifeIcouldbeofthegreatestassistance."
"Onlythenyouwouldn'twanttobe."
"CertainlyIshould."
"Pray,why?"
"BecauseIhaveagreaterdebtofobligationstoherunclethanIcaneverrepaytohisniece."
"Oh,nonsense—nobodypaystheirdebtsofobligations.Thenaturalthingtodoistohatethepersonwhohasforcedyoutobegrateful,andtogetoutofhisway."
"MydearTrudi,thisshrewdness——"murmuredherbrother.Thenheadded,"Iknowperfectlywellthatyourthoughtshavealreadyflowntoawedding.Minedon'treachfartherthananelderlycompanion."
"Whofor?Foryou?"
"MissEstcourtislookingforanelderlycompanion,andIwouldbegratefultoyouifyouwouldhelpher."
"Buttheelderlycompaniondoesnotexcludethewedding."
"WhenyouseeMissEstcourtyouwillunderstandhowcompletelysuchapossibilityisoutsidehercalculations.Youwon'tofcoursebelievethatitisoutsidemine.Whyshouldyouwanttomarrymetoeverygirlwithinreach?FiveminutesagoitwasBibi,andnowitisMissEstcourt.Youdonotintheleastconsiderwhatviewsthegirlsthemselvesmighthave.MissEstcourtisabsorbedatthismomentinasearchfortwelveoldladies."
"Twelve——?"
"Herambitionistospendherselfandhermoneyontwelveoldladies.Shethinkshappinessandmoneyareasgoodforthemasforherself,andwantstoshareherownwithpersonswhohaveneither."
"MydearAxel—isshemad?"
"Shedidnotgivemethatimpression."
"Andyousaysheisyoung?"
"Yes."
"Andreallypretty?"
"Yes."
"Andcouldbesowelloffinthatflourishingplace!"
"Ofcourseshecould."
"I'llgoandcallonherto-morrow,"saidTrudidecidedly.
"Itwillbekindofyou,"saidLohm.
"Kind!Itisn'tkindness,it'scuriosity,"saidTrudiwithalaugh."Letusbefrank,andcallthingsbytheirrightnames."
Annawasinthegarden,admiringthefirstcrocus,whenTrudiappeared.ShedroveAxel'scobsuptothedoorinwhatshefeltwasexcellentstyle,andhopedMissEstcourtwaswatchingherfromawindowandwouldseethatEnglishwomenwerenottheonlysportswomenintheworld.ButAnnasawnothingbutthecrocus.
ThewildernessdowntothemarshthatdiddutyasagardenwassoshelteredandsunnythatspringstoppedtherefirsteachyearbeforegoingonintotheforestandAnnalovedtowalkstraightoutofthedrawing-roomwindowintoit,bare-headedandcoatless,whenevershehadtime.Trudisawhercomingtowardsthehouseupontheservant'stellingherthataladyhadcalled."Nothingon,onacolddaylikethis!"shethought.Sheherselfworeaparticularlysportingdriving-coat,withanimmensecollarturnedupoverherears."Iwonder,"musedTrudi,watchingtheapproachingfigure,"howitisthatEnglishgirls,sotidyintheclothes,sotrimintheshoes,soneatinthetieandcollar,neverapparentlybrushtheirhair.AGermanMi