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ation.Onherreturnshewouldbeabletoheartheweddingdiscussedandexpressherdisappointmentathavingmisseditwithaserenebrowandaquietmind.
ItisdoubtfulwhethershewouldhavegonewithAnna,howeverurgentAnna'sneed,ifshehadbeenincludedinthoseinvitations.ButAnna,whocouldnotknowthesecretworkingsofhermind,oncemorerememberedherformertreatmentofSusie,sokindandwillingtodoallshecould,andhungherheadwithshame.
TheyleftLondonadayortwobeforeEaster,LettyandMissLeech,bothofthemnearlyillwithsuppresseddelightattheunexpectedholiday,goingwiththem.TheyhadannouncedtheircomingtoUncleJoachim'slawyer,andaskedhimtomakearrangementsfortheiraccommodationatKleinwalde,Anna'snewpossession.SusieproposedtostayadayinBerlin,whichwouldgiveAnnatimetotalkeverythingoverwiththelawyer,andwouldenableLettytovisitthemuseums.ShehadahopefulideathatLettywouldabsorbGermanateveryporeonceshewasinthecountryitself,andthatbeingbroughtfacetofacewiththestatuesofGoetheandSchillerontheirnativesoilwouldkindlethesparksofinterestinGermanliteraturethatshesupposedeverywell-taughtchildpossessed,intotheroaringflameofenthusiasm.ShecouldnotbelievethatLettyhadnosparks.Oneofherchildrenbeingsoabnormallyclever,itmustbesheerobstinacyonthepartoftheotherthatpreventeditfromacquiringtheknowledgeoffereddailyinsuchunstintedquantities.ShehadnoillusionsinregardtoLetty'sperson,andfeltthatasshewouldneverbeprettyitwasofimportancethatsheshouldatleastbecultured.Shesatoppositeherdaughterinthetrain,andhavingnothingbettertododuringthelonghoursthattheywerejoltingacrossNorthGermany,lookedatherandthemoreshelookedthemoreunreasoninglyangryshebecamethatPeter'ssistershouldbesoprettyandPeter'sdaughtersoplain.Andthensofat!Whatahorriblethingtohavetotakeafatdaughteraboutwithyouinsociety.Wheredidshegetitfrom?SheherselfandPeterw