CHAPTER XXXII
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ewhosucceedthemtheymustreaptheirrichestharvestswhenthefineweathercomesagainandthelovers,thesightseers,andtheholiday-makerspourthemselvesoutoftrainsandomnibusesintotheiroldpleasure-grounds.Itistruethattheygo,forthemostpart,unthankedbyname,althoughuponthisoccasionWilliamwasreadytogivesuchdiscriminatingpraiseasthedeadarchitectsandpaintersreceivedseldominthecourseoftheyear.Theywerewalkingbytheriverbank,andKatharineandRalph,laggingalittlebehind,caughtfragmentsofhislecture.Katharinesmiledatthesoundofhisvoiceshelistenedasifshefounditalittleunfamiliar,intimatelythoughsheknewitshetestedit.Thenoteofassuranceandhappinesswasnew.Williamwasveryhappy.Shelearnteveryhourwhatsourcesofhishappinessshehadneglected.ShehadneveraskedhimtoteachheranythingshehadneverconsentedtoreadMacaulayshehadneverexpressedherbeliefthathisplaywassecondonlytotheworksofShakespeare.Shefolloweddreamilyintheirwake,smilinganddelightinginthesoundwhichconveyed,sheknew,therapturousandyetnotservileassentofCassandra.
Thenshemurmured,“HowcanCassandra—”butchangedhersentencetotheoppositeofwhatshemeanttosayandended,“howcouldsheherselfhavebeensoblind?”ButitwasunnecessarytofollowoutsuchriddleswhenthepresenceofRalphsuppliedherwithmoreinterestingproblems,whichsomehowbecameinvolvedwiththelittleboatcrossingtheriver,themajesticandcarewornCity,andthesteamershomecomingwiththeirtreasury,orstartinginsearchofit,sothatinfiniteleisurewouldbenecessaryfortheproperdisentanglementofonefromtheother.Hestopped,moreover,andbeganinquiringofanoldboatmanastothetidesandtheships.Inthustalkingheseemeddifferent,andevenlookeddifferent,shethought,againsttheriver,withthesteeplesandtowersforbackground.Hisstrangeness,hisromance,hispowertoleavehersideandtakepartintheaffairsofmen,thepossibilitythattheyshouldtogetherhireaboatandcrosstheriver,thespeedandwildnessofthisenterprisefilledhermindandinspiredherwithsuchrapture,halfofloveandhalfofadventure,thatWilliamandCassandrawerestartledfromtheirtalk,andCassandraexclaimed,“Shelooksasifshewereofferingupasacrifice!Verybeautiful,”sheaddedquickly,thoughsherepressed,indeferencetoWilliam,herownwonderthatthesightofRalphDenhamtalkingtoaboatmanonthebanksoftheThamescouldmoveanyonetosuchanattitudeofadoration.
Thatafternoon,whatwithteaandthecuriositiesoftheThamestunnelandtheunfamiliarityofthestreets,passedsoquicklythattheonlymethodofprolongingitwastoplananotherexpeditionforthefollowingday.HamptonCourtwasdecidedupon,inpreferencetoHampstead,forthoughCassandrahaddreamtasachildofthebrigandsofHampstead,shehadnowtransferredheraffectionscompletelyandforevertoWilliamIII.Accordingly,theyarrivedatHamptonCourtaboutlunch-timeonafineSundaymorning.Suchunitymarkedtheirexpressionsofadmirationforthered-brickbuildingthattheymighthavecometherefornootherpurposethantoassureeachotherthatthispalacewasthestateliestpalaceintheworld.TheywalkedupanddowntheTerrace,fourabreast,andfanciedthemselvestheownersoftheplace,andcalculatedtheamountofgoodtotheworldproducedindubitablybysuchatenancy.
“Theonlyhopeforus,”saidKatharine,“isthatWilliamshalldie,andCassandrashallbegivenroomsasthewidowofadistinguishedpoet.”
“Or—”Cassandrabegan,butcheckedherselffromthelibertyofenvisagingKatharineasthewidowofadistinguishedlawyer.Uponthis,thethirddayofjunketing,itwastiresometohavetorestrainoneselfevenfromsuchinnocentexcursionsoffancy.ShedarednotquestionWilliamhewasinscrutableheneverseemedeventofollowtheothercouplewithcuriositywhentheyseparated,astheyfrequentlydid,tonameaplant,orexamineafresco.Cassandrawasconstantlystudyingtheirbacks.ShenoticedhowsometimestheimpulsetomovecamefromKatharine,andsometimesfromRalphhow,sometimes,theywalkedslow,asifinprofoundintercourse,andsometimesfast,asifinpassionate.Whentheycametogetheragainnothingcouldbemoreunconcernedthantheirmanner.
“Wehavebeenwonderingwhethertheyevercatchafish...”or,“WemustleavetimetovisittheMaze.”Then,topuzzleherfurther,WilliamandRalphfilledinallintersticesofmeal-timesorrailwayjourneyswithperfectlygood-temperedargumentsortheydiscussedpolitics,ortheytoldstories,ortheydidsumstogetheruponthebacksofoldenvelopestoprovesomething.ShesuspectedthatKatharinewasabsent-minded,butitwasimpossibletotell.ThereweremomentswhenshefeltsoyoungandinexperiencedthatshealmostwishedherselfbackwiththesilkwormsatStogdonHouse,andnotembarkeduponthisbewilderingintrigue.
Thesemoments,however,wereonlythenecessaryshadoworchillwhichprovedthesubstanceofherbliss,anddidnotdamagetheradiancewhichseemedtorestequallyuponthewholeparty.Thefreshairofspring,theskywashedofcloudsandalreadysheddingwarmthfromitsblue,seemedthereplyvouchsafedbynaturetothemoodofherchosenspirits.Thesechosenspiritsweretobefoundalsoamongthedeer,dumblybasking,andamongthefish,setstillinmid-stream,fortheyweremutesharersinabenignantstatenotneedinganyexpositionbythetongue.NowordsthatCassandracouldcomebyexpressedthestillness,thebrightness,theairofexpectancywhichlayupontheorderlybeautyofthegrasswalksandgravelpathsdownwhichtheywentwalkingfourabreastthatSundayafternoon.Silentlytheshadowsofthetreeslayacrossthebroadsunshinesilencewraptherheartinitsfolds.Thequiveringstillnessofthebutterflyonthehalf-openedflower,thesilentgrazingofthedeerinthesun,werethesightshereyeresteduponandreceivedastheimagesofherownnaturelaidopentohappinessandtremblinginitsecstasy.
Buttheafternoonworeon,anditbecametimetoleavethegardens.AstheydrovefromWaterlootoChelsea,Katharinebegantohavesomecompunctionaboutherfather,which,togetherwiththeopeningofofficesandtheneedofworkinginthemonMonday,madeitdifficulttoplananotherfestivalforthefollowingday.Mr.Hilberyhadtakentheirabsence,sofar,withpaternalbenevolence,buttheycouldnottrespassuponitindefinitely.Indeed,hadtheyknownit,hewasalreadysufferingfromtheirabsence,andlongingfortheirreturn.
Hehadnodislikeofsolitude,andSunday,inparticular,waspleasantlyadaptedforletter-writing,payingcalls,oravisittohisclub.Hewasleavingthehouseonsomesuchsuitableexpeditiontowardstea-timewhenhefoundhimselfstoppedonhisowndoorstepbyhissister,Mrs.Milvain.Sheshould,onhearingthatnoonewasathome,havewithdrawnsubmissively,butinsteadsheacceptedhishalf-heartedinvitationtocomein,andhefoundhimselfinthemelancholypositionofbeingforcedtoorderteaforherandsitinthedrawing-roomwhileshedrankit.Shespeedilymadeitplainthatshewasonlythusexactingbecauseshehadcomeonamatterofbusiness.Hewasbynomeansexhilaratedatthenews.
“Katharineisoutthisafternoon,”heremarked.“Whynotcomeroundlateranddiscussitwithher—withusboth,eh?”
“MydearTrevor,Ihaveparticularreasonsforwishingtotalktoyoualone....WhereisKatharine?”
“She’soutwithheryoungman,naturally.Cassandraplaysthepartofchaperoneveryusefully.Acharmingyoungwomanthat—agreatfavoriteofmine.”Heturnedhisstonebetweenhisfingers,andconceiveddifferentmethodsofleadingCeliaawayfromherobsession,which,hesupposed,musthavereferencetothedomesticaffairsofCyrilasusual.
“WithCassandra,”Mrs.Milvainrepeatedsignificantly.“WithCassandra.”
“Yes,withCassandra,”Mr.Hilberyagreedurbanely,pleasedatthediversion.“IthinktheysaidtheyweregoingtoHamptonCourt,andIratherbelievetheyweretakingaprotegeofmine,RalphDenham,averycleverfellow,too,toamuseCassandra.Ithoughtthearrangementverysuitable.”Hewaspreparedtodwellatsomelengthuponthissafetopic,andtrustedthatKatharinewouldcomeinbeforehehaddonewithit.
“HamptonCourtalwaysseemstomeanidealspotforengagedcouples.There’stheMaze,there’saniceplaceforhavingtea—Iforgetwhattheycallit—andthen,iftheyoungmanknowshisbusinesshecontrivestotakehisladyupontheriver.Fullofpossibilities—full.Cake,Celia?”Mr.Hilberycontinued.“Irespectmydinnertoomuch,butthatcan’tpossiblyapplytoyou.You’veneverobservedthatfeast,sofarasIcanremember.”
Herbrother’saffabilitydidnotdeceiveMrs.Milvainitslightlysaddenedhershewellknewthecauseofit.Blindandinfatuatedasusual!
“WhoisthisMr.Denham?”sheasked.
“RalphDenham?”saidMr.Hilbery,inreliefthathermindhadtakenthisturn.“Averyinterestingyoungman.I’veagreatbeliefinhim.He’sanauthorityuponourmediaevali