CHAPTER XVI
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fhishand,displayedhisexquisitepumpsontheedgeofthefender,andsummonedhisself-respect.
“You’veseveralbigestatesroundhere,Otway,”hebegan.“Anygoodhunting?Letmesee,whatpackwoulditbe?Who’syourgreatman?”
“SirWilliamBudge,thesugarking,hasthebiggestestate.HeboughtoutpoorStanham,whowentbankrupt.”
“WhichStanhamwouldthatbe?VerneyorAlfred?”
“Alfred....Idon’thuntmyself.You’reagreathuntsman,aren’tyou?Youhaveagreatreputationasahorseman,anyhow,”headded,desiringtohelpRodneyinhisefforttorecoverhiscomplacency.
“Oh,Iloveriding,”Rodneyreplied.“CouldIgetahorsedownhere?Stupidofme!Iforgottobringanyclothes.Ican’timagine,though,whotoldyouIwasanythingofarider?”
Totellthetruth,HenrylaboredunderthesamedifficultyhedidnotwishtointroduceKatharine’sname,and,therefore,herepliedvaguelythathehadalwaysheardthatRodneywasagreatrider.Intruth,hehadheardverylittleabouthim,onewayoranother,acceptinghimasafigureoftentobefoundinthebackgroundathisaunt’shouse,andinevitably,thoughinexplicably,engagedtohiscousin.
“Idon’tcaremuchforshooting,”Rodneycontinued“butonehastodoit,unlessonewantstobealtogetheroutofthings.Idaresaythere’ssomeveryprettycountryroundhere.IstayedonceatBolhamHall.YoungCranthorpewasupwithyou,wasn’the?HemarriedoldLordBolham’sdaughter.Verynicepeople—intheirway.”
“Idon’tmixinthatsociety,”Henryremarked,rathershortly.ButRodney,nowstartedonanagreeablecurrentofreflection,couldnotresistthetemptationofpursuingitalittlefurther.Heappearedtohimselfasamanwhomovedeasilyinverygoodsociety,andknewenoughaboutthetruevaluesoflifetobehimselfaboveit.
“Oh,butyoushould,”hewenton.“It’swellworthstayingthere,anyhow,onceayear.Theymakeoneverycomfortable,andthewomenareravishing.”
“Thewomen?”Henrythoughttohimself,withdisgust.“Whatcouldanywomanseeinyou?”Histolerancewasrapidlybecomingexhausted,buthecouldnothelplikingRodneynevertheless,andthisappearedtohimstrange,forhewasfastidious,andsuchwordsinanothermouthwouldhavecondemnedthespeakerirreparably.Hebegan,inshort,towonderwhatkindofcreaturethismanwhowastomarryhiscousinmightbe.Couldanyone,exceptarathersingularcharacter,affordtobesoridiculouslyvain?
“Idon’tthinkIshouldgetoninthatsociety,”hereplied.“Idon’tthinkIshouldknowwhattosaytoLadyRoseifImether.”
“Idon’tfindanydifficulty,”Rodneychuckled.“Youtalktothemabouttheirchildren,iftheyhaveany,ortheiraccomplishments—painting,gardening,poetry—they’resodelightfullysympathetic.Seriously,youknowIthinkawoman’sopinionofone’spoetryisalwaysworthhaving.Don’taskthemfortheirreasons.Justaskthemfortheirfeelings.Katharine,forexample—”
“Katharine,”saidHenry,withanemphasisuponthename,almostasifheresentedRodney’suseofit,“Katharineisveryunlikemostwomen.”
“Quite,”Rodneyagreed.“Sheis—”Heseemedabouttodescribeher,andhehesitatedforalongtime.“She’slookingverywell,”hestated,orratheralmostinquired,inadifferenttonefromthatinwhichhehadbeenspeaking.Henrybenthishead.
“But,asafamily,you’regiventomoods,eh?”
“NotKatharine,”saidHenry,withdecision.
“NotKatharine,”Rodneyrepeated,asifheweighedthemeaningofthewords.“No,perhapsyou’reright.Butherengagementhaschangedher.Naturally,”headded,“onewouldexpectthattobeso.”HewaitedforHenrytoconfirmthisstatement,butHenryremainedsilent.
“Katharinehashadadifficultlife,insomeways,”hecontinued.“Iexpectthatmarriagewillbegoodforher.Shehasgreatpowers.”
“Great,”saidHenry,withdecision.
“Yes—butnowwhatdirectiond’youthinktheytake?”
Rodneyhadcompletelydroppedhisposeasamanoftheworld,andseemedtobeaskingHenrytohelphiminadifficulty.
“Idon’tknow,”Henryhesitatedcautiously.
“D’youthinkchildren—ahousehold—thatsortofthing—d’youthinkthat’llsatisfyher?Mind,I’moutallday.”
“Shewouldcertainlybeverycompetent,”Henrystated.
“Oh,she’swonderfullycompetent,”saidRodney.“But—Igetabsorbedinmypoetry.Well,Katharinehasn’tgotthat.Sheadmiresmypoetry,youknow,butthatwouldn’tbeenoughforher?”
“No,”saidHenry.Hepaused.“Ithinkyou’reright,”headded,asifheweresumminguphisthoughts.“Katharinehasn’tfoundherselfyet.Lifeisn’taltogetherrealtoheryet—Isometimesthink—”
“Yes?”Rodneyinquired,asifhewereeagerforHenrytocontinue.“ThatiswhatI—”hewasgoingon,asHenryremainedsilent,butthesentencewasnotfinished,forthedooropened,andtheywereinterruptedbyHenry’syoungerbrotherGilbert,muchtoHenry’srelief,forhehadalreadysaidmorethanheliked.