CHAPTER XII
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ofhermindweresubduedandshelookedathimironicallyandwiththeexpressionwhichhehadcalledsadbefore,forwantofabetternameforit.
“Idon’tknowthatthere’smuchsenseinhavingideals,”shesaid.
“Butyouhavethem,”herepliedenergetically.“Whydowecallthemideals?It’sastupidword.Dreams,Imean—”
Shefollowedhiswordswithpartedlips,asthoughtoanswereagerlywhenhehaddonebutashesaid,“Dreams,Imean,”thedoorofthedrawing-roomswungopen,andsoremainedforaperceptibleinstant.Theybothheldthemselvessilent,herlipsstillparted.
Faroff,theyheardtherustleofskirts.Thentheowneroftheskirtsappearedinthedoorway,whichshealmostfilled,nearlyconcealingthefigureofaverymuchsmallerladywhoaccompaniedher.
“Myaunts!”Katharinemurmured,underherbreath.Hertonehadahintoftragedyinit,butnoless,Ralphthought,thanthesituationrequired.SheaddressedthelargerladyasAuntMillicentthesmallerwasAuntCelia,Mrs.Milvain,whohadlatelyundertakenthetaskofmarryingCyriltohiswife.Bothladies,butMrs.Cosham(AuntMillicent)inparticular,hadthatlookofheightened,smoothed,incarnadinedexistencewhichispropertoelderlyladiespayingcallsinLondonaboutfiveo’clockintheafternoon.PortraitsbyRomney,seenthroughglass,havesomethingoftheirpink,mellowlook,theirbloomingsoftness,asofapricotshanginguponaredwallintheafternoonsun.Mrs.Coshamwassoappareledwithhangingmuffs,chains,andswingingdraperiesthatitwasimpossibletodetecttheshapeofahumanbeinginthemassofbrownandblackwhichfilledthearm-chair.Mrs.MilvainwasamuchslighterfigurebutthesamedoubtastothepreciselinesofhercontourfilledRalph,asheregardedthem,withdismalforeboding.Whatremarkofhiswouldeverreachthesefabulousandfantasticcharacters?—fortherewassomethingfantasticallyunrealinthecuriousswayingsandnoddingsofMrs.Cosham,asifherequipmentincludedalargewirespring.Hervoicehadahigh-pitched,cooingnote,whichprolongedwordsandcutthemshortuntiltheEnglishlanguageseemednolongerfitforcommonpurposes.Inamomentofnervousness,soRalphthought,Katharinehadturnedoninnumerableelectriclights.ButMrs.Coshamhadgainedimpetus(perhapsherswayingmovementshadthatendinview)forsustainedspeechandshenowaddressedRalphdeliberatelyandelaborately.
“IcomefromWoking,Mr.Popham.Youmaywellaskme,whyWoking?andtothatIanswer,forperhapsthehundredthtime,becauseofthesunsets.Wewentthereforthesunsets,butthatwasfive-and-twentyyearsago.Wherearethesunsetsnow?Alas!ThereisnosunsetnownearerthantheSouthCoast.”Herrichandromanticnoteswereaccompaniedbyawaveofalongwhitehand,which,whenwaved,gaveoffaflashofdiamonds,rubies,andemeralds.Ralphwonderedwhethershemoreresembledanelephant,withajeweledhead-dress,orasuperbcockatoo,balancedinsecurelyuponitsperch,andpeckingcapriciouslyatalumpofsugar.
“Wherearethesunsetsnow?”sherepeated.“Doyoufindsunsetsnow,Mr.Popham?”
“IliveatHighgate,”hereplied.
“AtHighgate?Yes,HighgatehasitscharmsyourUncleJohnlivedatHighgate,”shejerkedinthedirectionofKatharine.Shesankherheaduponherbreast,asifforamoment’smeditation,whichpast,shelookedupandobserved:“IdaresaythereareveryprettylanesinHighgate.Icanrecollectwalkingwithyourmother,Katharine,throughlanesblossomingwithwildhawthorn.Butwhereisthehawthornnow?YourememberthatexquisitedescriptioninDeQuincey,Mr.Popham?—butIforget,you,inyourgeneration,withallyouractivityandenlightenment,atwhichIcanonlymarvel”—hereshedisplayedbothherbeautifulwhitehands—“donotreadDeQuincey.YouhaveyourBelloc,yourChesterton,yourBernardShaw—whyshouldyoureadDeQuincey?”
“ButIdoreadDeQuincey,”Ralphprotested,“morethanBellocandChesterton,anyhow.”
“Indeed!”exclaimedMrs.Cosham,withagestureofsurpriseandreliefmingled.“Youare,then,a‘raraavis’inyourgeneration.IamdelightedtomeetanyonewhoreadsDeQuincey.”
Hereshehollowedherhandintoascreen,and,leaningtowardsKatharine,inquired,inaveryaudiblewhisper,“Doesyourfriendwrite?”
“Mr.Denham,”saidKatharine,withmorethanherusualclearnessandfirmness,“writesfortheReview.Heisalawyer.”
“Theclean-shavenlips,showingtheexpressionofthemouth!Irecognizethematonce.Ialwaysfeelathomewithlawyers,Mr.Denham—”
“Theyusedtocomeaboutsomuchintheolddays,”Mrs.Milvaininterposed,thefrail,silverynotesofhervoicefallingwiththesweettoneofanoldbell.
“YousayyouliveatHighgate,”shecontinued.“IwonderwhetheryouhappentoknowifthereisanoldhousecalledTempestLodgestillinexistence—anoldwhitehouseinagarden?”
Ralphshookhishead,andshesighed.
“Ah,noitmusthavebeenpulleddownbythistime,withalltheotheroldhouses.Thereweresuchprettylanesinthosedays.ThatwashowyourunclemetyourAuntEmily,youknow,”sheaddressedKatharine.“Theywalkedhome