CHAPTER XI
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rkable,although,infact,thatwasapointaboutwhichhewasnotatallsure.
CertainlyKatharineseemedquiteunmovedbyanydisturbingthoughtsandifhehadbeencompletelymasterofhimself,hemight,indeed,havecomplainedthatshewasatrifleabsent-minded.Theease,thefamiliarityofthesituationalonewithRodney,amongteacupsandcandles,hadmoreeffectuponherthanwasapparent.Sheaskedtolookathisbooks,andthenathispictures.ItwaswhilesheheldphotographfromtheGreekinherhandsthatsheexclaimed,impulsively,ifincongruously:
“Myoysters!Ihadabasket,”sheexplained,“andI’veleftitsomewhere.UncleDudleydineswithusto-night.WhatintheworldhaveIdonewiththem?”
Sheroseandbegantowanderabouttheroom.Williamrosealso,andstoodinfrontofthefire,muttering,“Oysters,oysters—yourbasketofoysters!”butthoughhelookedvaguelyhereandthere,asiftheoystersmightbeonthetopofthebookshelf,hiseyesreturnedalwaystoKatharine.Shedrewthecurtainandlookedoutamongthescantyleavesoftheplane-trees.
“Ihadthem,”shecalculated,“intheStrandIsatonaseat.Well,nevermind,”sheconcluded,turningbackintotheroomabruptly,“Idaresaysomeoldcreatureisenjoyingthembythistime.”
“Ishouldhavethoughtthatyouneverforgotanything,”Williamremarked,astheysettleddownagain.
“That’spartofthemythaboutme,Iknow,”Katharinereplied.
“AndIwonder,”Williamproceeded,withsomecaution,“whatthetruthaboutyouis?ButIknowthissortofthingdoesn’tinterestyou,”headdedhastily,withatouchofpeevishness.
“Noitdoesn’tinterestmeverymuch,”sherepliedcandidly.
“Whatshallwetalkaboutthen?”heasked.
Shelookedratherwhimsicallyroundthewallsoftheroom.
“Howeverwestart,weendbytalkingaboutthesamething—aboutpoetry,Imean.Iwonderifyourealize,William,thatI’veneverreadevenShakespeare?It’sratherwonderfulhowI’vekeptitupalltheseyears.”
“You’vekeptitupfortenyearsverybeautifully,asfarasI’mconcerned,”hesaid.
“Tenyears?Solongasthat?”
“AndIdon’tthinkit’salwaysboredyou,”headded.
Shelookedintothefiresilently.ShecouldnotdenythatthesurfaceofherfeelingwasabsolutelyunruffledbyanythinginWilliam’scharacteronthecontrary,shefeltcertainthatshecoulddealwithwhateverturnedup.Hegaveherpeace,inwhichshecouldthinkofthingsthatwerefarremovedfromwhattheytalkedabout.Evennow,whenhesatwithinayardofher,howeasilyhermindrangedhitherandthither!Suddenlyapicturepresenteditselfbeforeher,withoutanyeffortonherpartaspictureswill,ofherselfintheseveryroomsshehadcomeinfromalecture,andsheheldapileofbooksinherhand,scientificbooks,andbooksaboutmathematicsandastronomywhichshehadmastered.Sheputthemdownonthetableoverthere.Itwasapicturepluckedfromherlifetwoorthreeyearshence,whenshewasmarriedtoWilliambuthereshecheckedherselfabruptly.
ShecouldnotentirelyforgetWilliam’spresence,because,inspiteofhiseffortstocontrolhimself,hisnervousnesswasapparent.Onsuchoccasionshiseyesprotrudedmorethanever,andhisfacehadmorethanevertheappearanceofbeingcoveredwithathincracklingskin,throughwhicheveryflushofhisvolatilebloodshoweditselfinstantly.Bythistimehehadshapedsomanysentencesandrejectedthem,feltsomanyimpulsesandsubduedthem,thathewasauniformscarlet.
“Youmaysayyoudon’treadb