CHAPTER IX
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ied.Hehasawifeandchildren.”
“No,heisnotmarried,”Mrs.Milvaininterposed,inlowtones,addressingherselftoMrs.Hilbery.“Hehastwochildren,andanotherontheway.”
Mrs.Hilberylookedfromonetotheotherinbewilderment.
“Wethoughtitbettertowaituntilitwasprovedbeforewetoldyou,”Katharineadded.
“ButImetCyrilonlyafortnightagoattheNationalGallery!”Mrs.Hilberyexclaimed.“Idon’tbelieveawordofit,”andshetossedherheadwithasmileonherlipsatMrs.Milvain,asthoughshecouldquiteunderstandhermistake,whichwasaverynaturalmistake,inthecaseofachildlesswoman,whosehusbandwassomethingverydullintheBoardofTrade.
“Ididn’twishtobelieveit,Maggie,”saidMrs.Milvain.“ForalongtimeIcouldn’tbelieveit.ButnowI’veseen,andIhavetobelieveit.”
“Katharine,”Mrs.Hilberydemanded,“doesyourfatherknowofthis?”
Katharinenodded.
“Cyrilmarried!”Mrs.Hilberyrepeated.“Andnevertellingusaword,thoughwe’vehadhiminourhousesincehewasachild—nobleWilliam’sson!Ican’tbelievemyears!”
Feelingthattheburdenofproofwaslaiduponher,Mrs.Milvainnowproceededwithherstory.Shewaselderlyandfragile,butherchildlessnessseemedalwaystoimposethesepainfuldutiesonher,andtoreverethefamily,andtokeepitinrepair,hadnowbecomethechiefobjectofherlife.Shetoldherstoryinalow,spasmodic,andsomewhatbrokenvoice.
“Ihavesuspectedforsometimethathewasnothappy.Therewerenewlinesonhisface.SoIwenttohisrooms,whenIknewhewasengagedatthepoormen’scollege.Helecturesthere—Romanlaw,youknow,oritmaybeGreek.ThelandladysaidMr.Alardyceonlysleptthereaboutonceafortnightnow.Helookedsoill,shesaid.Shehadseenhimwithayoungperson.Isuspectedsomethingdirectly.Iwenttohisroom,andtherewasanenvelopeonthemantelpiece,andaletterwithanaddressinSetonStreet,offtheKenningtonRoad.”
Mrs.Hilberyfidgetedratherrestlessly,andhummedfragmentsofhertune,asiftointerrupt.
“IwenttoSetonStreet,”AuntCeliacontinuedfirmly.“Averylowplace—lodging-houses,youknow,withcanariesinthewindow.Numbersevenjustlikealltheothers.Irang,Iknockednoonecame.Iwentdownthearea.IamcertainIsawsomeoneinside—children—acradle.Butnoreply—noreply.”Shesighed,andlookedstraightinfrontofherwithaglazedexpressioninherhalf-veiledblueeyes.
“Istoodinthestreet,”sheresumed,“incaseIcouldcatchasightofoneofthem.Itseemedaverylongtime.Therewereroughmensinginginthepublic-houseroundthecorner.Atlastthedooropened,andsomeone—itmusthavebeenthewomanherself—camerightpastme.Therewasonlythepillar-boxbetweenus.”
“Andwhatdidshelooklike?”Mrs.Hilberydemanded.
“Onecouldseehowthepoorboyhadbeendeluded,”wasallthatMrs.Milvainvouchsafedbywayofdescription.
“Poorthing!”Mrs.Hilberyexclaimed.
“PoorCyril!”Mrs.Milvainsaid,layingaslightemphasisuponCyril.
“Butthey’vegotnothingtoliveupon,”Mrs.Hilberycontinued.“Ifhe’dcometouslikeaman,”shewenton,“andsaid,‘I’vebeenafool,’onewouldhavepitiedhimonewouldhavetriedtohelphim.There’snothingsodisgracefulafterall—Buthe’sbeengoingaboutalltheseyears,pretending,lettingonetakeitforgranted,thathewassingle.Andthepoordesertedlittlewife—”
“Sheisnothiswife,”AuntCeliainterrupted.
“I’veneverheardanythingsodetestable!”Mrs.Hilberywoundup,strikingherfistonthearmofherchair.Assherealizedthefactsshebecamethoroughlydisgusted,although,perhaps,shewasmorehurtbytheconcealmentofthesinthanbythesinitself.ShelookedsplendidlyrousedandindignantandKatharinefeltanimmensereliefandprideinhermother.Itwasplainthatherindignationwasverygenuine,andthathermindwasasperfectlyfocuseduponthefactsasanyonecouldwish—moreso,byalongway,thanAuntCelia’smind,whichseemedtobetimidlycircling,withamorbidpleasure,intheseunpleasantshades.Sheandhermothertogetherwouldtakethesituationinhand,visitCyril,andseethewholethingthrough.
“WemustrealizeCyril’spointofviewfirst,”shesaid,speakingdirectlytohermother,asiftoacontemporary,butbeforethewordswereoutofhermouth,therewasmoreconfusionoutside,andCousinCaroline,Mrs.Hilbery’smaidencousin,enteredtheroom.AlthoughshewasbybirthanAlardyce,andAuntCeliaaHilbery,thecomplexitiesofthefamilyrelationshipweresuchthateachwasatoncefirstandsecondcousintotheother,andthusauntandcousintotheculpritCyril,sothathismisbehaviorwasalmostasmuchCousinCaro