CHAPTER I
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oddedtowardstheotherroom,wheretheycouldhearburstsofcultivatedlaughter—“musttakeupalotoftime.”
Shelookedathimexpectantly,asifbetweenthemtheyweredecoratingasmallfigureofherself,andshesawhimhesitatinginthedispositionofsomeboworsash.
“You’vegotitverynearlyright,”shesaid,“butIonlyhelpmymother.Idon’twritemyself.”
“Doyoudoanythingyourself?”hedemanded.
“Whatdoyoumean?”sheasked.“Idon’tleavethehouseattenandcomebackatsix.”
“Idon’tmeanthat.”
Mr.Denhamhadrecoveredhisself-controlhespokewithaquietnesswhichmadeKatharineratheranxiousthatheshouldexplainhimself,butatthesametimeshewishedtoannoyhim,towafthimawayfromheronsomelightcurrentofridiculeorsatire,asshewaswonttodowiththeseintermittentyoungmenofherfather’s.
“Nobodyeverdoesdoanythingworthdoingnowadays,”sheremarked.“Yousee”—shetappedthevolumeofhergrandfather’spoems—“wedon’tevenprintaswellastheydid,andasforpoetsorpaintersornovelists—therearenoneso,atanyrate,I’mnotsingular.”
“No,wehaven’tanygreatmen,”Denhamreplied.“I’mverygladthatwehaven’t.Ihategreatmen.Theworshipofgreatnessinthenineteenthcenturyseemstometoexplaintheworthlessnessofthatgeneration.”
Katharineopenedherlipsanddrewinherbreath,asiftoreplywithequalvigor,whentheshuttingofadoorinthenextroomwithdrewherattention,andtheybothbecameconsciousthatthevoices,whichhadbeenrisingandfallingroundthetea-table,hadfallensilentthelight,even,seemedtohavesunklower.AmomentlaterMrs.Hilberyappearedinthedoorwayoftheante-room.Shestoodlookingatthemwithasmileofexpectancyonherface,asifascenefromthedramaoftheyoungergenerationwerebeingplayedforherbenefit.Shewasaremarkable-lookingwoman,welladvancedinthesixties,butowingtothelightnessofherframeandthebrightnessofhereyessheseemedtohavebeenwaftedoverthesurfaceoftheyearswithouttakingmuchharminthepassage.Herfacewasshrunkenandaquiline,butanyhintofsharpnesswasdispelledbythelargeblueeyes,atoncesagaciousandinnocent,whichseemedtoregardtheworldwithanenormousdesirethatitshouldbehaveitselfnobly,andanentireconfidencethatitcoulddoso,ifitwouldonlytakethepains.
Certainlinesonthebroadforeheadandaboutthelipsmightbetakentosuggestthatshehadknownmomentsofsomedifficultyandperplexityinthecourseofhercareer,butthesehadnotdestroyedhertrustfulness,andshewasclearlystillpreparedtogiveeveryoneanynumberoffreshchancesandthewholesystemthebenefitofthedoubt.Sheworeagreatresemblancetoherfather,andsuggested,ashedid,thefreshairsandopenspacesofayoungerworld.
“Well,”shesaid,“howdoyoulikeourthings,Mr.Denham?”
Mr.Denhamrose,puthisbookdown,openedhismouth,butsaidnothing,asKatharineobserved,withsomeamusement.
Mrs.Hilberyhandledthebookhehadlaiddown.
“Therearesomebooksthatlive,”shemused.“Theyareyoungwithus,andtheygrowoldwithus.Areyoufondofpoetry,Mr.Denham?Butwhatanabsurdquestiontoask!Thetruthis,dearMr.Fortescuehasalmosttiredmeout.Heissoeloquentandsowitty,sosearchingandsoprofoundthat,afterhalfanhourorso,Ifeelinclinedtoturnoutallthelights.Butperhapshe’dbemorewonderfulthaneverinthedark.Whatd’youthink,Katharine?Shallwegivealittlepartyincompletedarkness?There’dhavetobebrightroomsforthebores....”
HereMr.Denhamheldouthishand.
“Butwe’veanynumberofthingstoshowyou!”Mrs.Hilberyexclaimed,takingnonoticeofit.“Books,pictures,china,manuscripts,andtheverychairthatMaryQueenofScotssatinwhensheheardofDarnley’smurder.Imustliedownforalittle,andKatharinemustchangeherdress(thoughshe’swearingaveryprettyone),butifyoudon’tmindbeingleftalone,supperwillbeateight.Idaresayyou’llwriteapoemofyourownwhileyou’rewaiting.Ah,howIlovethefirelight!Doesn’tourroomlookcharming?”
Shesteppedbackandbadethemcontemplatetheemptydrawing-room,withitsrich,irregularlights,astheflamesleaptandwavered.
“Dearthings!”sheexclaimed.“Dearchairsandtables!Howlikeoldfriendstheyare—faithful,silentfriends.Whichremindsme,Katharine,littleMr.Anningiscomingto-night,andTiteStreet,andCadoganSquare....Doremembertogetthatdrawingofyourgreat-uncleglazed.AuntMillicentremarkeditlasttimeshewashere,andIknowhowitwouldhurtmetoseemyfatherinabrokenglass.”
Itwasliketearingthroughamazeofdiamond-glitteringspiders’webstosaygood-byeandescape,forateachmovementMrs.Hilberyrememberedsomethingfurtheraboutthevillainiesofpicture-framersorthedelightsofpoetry,andatonetimeitseemedtotheyoungmanthathewouldbehypnotizedintodoingwhatshepretendedtowanthimtodo,forhecouldnotsupposethatsheattachedanyvaluewhatevertohispresence.Katharine,however,madeanopportunityforhimtoleave,andforthathewasgratefultoher,asoneyoungpersonisgratefulfortheunderstandingofanother.