CHAPTER I
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otellme,Mr.Denham,areyouanadmirerofRuskin?Someone,theotherday,saidtome,‘Oh,no,wedon’treadRuskin,Mrs.Hilbery.’Whatdoyouread,Iwonder?—foryoucan’tspendallyourtimegoingupinaeroplanesandburrowingintothebowelsoftheearth.”
ShelookedbenevolentlyatDenham,whosaidnothingarticulate,andthenatKatharine,whosmiledbutsaidnothingeither,uponwhichMrs.Hilberyseemedpossessedbyabrilliantidea,andexclaimed:
“I’msureMr.Denhamwouldliketoseeourthings,Katharine.I’msurehe’snotlikethatdreadfulyoungman,Mr.Ponting,whotoldmethatheconsidereditourdutytoliveexclusivelyinthepresent.Afterall,whatISthepresent?Halfofit’sthepast,andthebetterhalf,too,Ishouldsay,”sheadded,turningtoMr.Fortescue.
Denhamrose,halfmeaningtogo,andthinkingthathehadseenallthattherewastosee,butKatharineroseatthesamemoment,andsaying,“Perhapsyouwouldliketoseethepictures,”ledthewayacrossthedrawing-roomtoasmallerroomopeningoutofit.
Thesmallerroomwassomethinglikeachapelinacathedral,oragrottoinacave,fortheboomingsoundofthetrafficinthedistancesuggestedthesoftsurgeofwaters,andtheovalmirrors,withtheirsilversurface,werelikedeeppoolstremblingbeneathstarlight.Butthecomparisontoareligioustempleofsomekindwasthemoreaptofthetwo,forthelittleroomwascrowdedwithrelics.
AsKatharinetoucheddifferentspots,lightsspranghereandthere,andrevealedasquaremassofred-and-goldbooks,andthenalongskirtinblue-and-whitepaintlustrousbehindglass,andthenamahoganywriting-table,withitsorderlyequipment,and,finally,apictureabovethetable,towhichspecialilluminationwasaccorded.WhenKatharinehadtouchedtheselastlights,shestoodback,asmuchastosay,“There!”Denhamfoundhimselflookeddownuponbytheeyesofthegreatpoet,RichardAlardyce,andsufferedalittleshockwhichwouldhaveledhim,hadhebeenwearingahat,toremoveit.Theeyeslookedathimoutofthemellowpinksandyellowsofthepaintwithdivinefriendliness,whichembracedhim,andpassedontocontemplatetheentireworld.Thepainthadsofadedthatverylittlebutthebeautifullargeeyeswereleft,darkinthesurroundingdimness.
Katharinewaitedasthoughforhimtoreceiveafullimpression,andthenshesaid:
“Thisishiswriting-table.Heusedthispen,”andsheliftedaquillpenandlaiditdownagain.Thewriting-tablewassplashedwitholdink,andthependisheveledinservice.Therelaythegiganticgold-rimmedspectacles,readytohishand,andbeneaththetablewasapairoflarge,wornslippers,oneofwhichKatharinepickedup,remarking:
“Ithinkmygrandfathermusthavebeenatleasttwiceaslargeasanyoneisnowadays.This,”shewenton,asifsheknewwhatshehadtosaybyheart,“istheoriginalmanuscriptofthe‘OdetoWinter.’Theearlypoemsarefarlesscorrectedthanthelater.Wouldyouliketolookatit?”
WhileMr.Denhamexaminedthemanuscript,sheglancedupathergrandfather,and,forthethousandthtime,fellintoapleasantdreamystateinwhichsheseemedtobethecompanionofthosegiantmen,oftheirownlineage,atanyrate,andtheinsignificantpresentmomentwasputtoshame.Thatmagnificentghostlyheadonthecanvas,surely,neverbeheldallthetrivialitiesofaSundayafternoon,anditdidnotseemtomatterwhatsheandthisyoungmansaidtoeachother,fortheywereonlysmallpeople.
“Thisisacopyofthefirsteditionofthepoems,”shecontinued,withoutconsideringthefactthatMr.Denhamwasstilloccupiedwiththemanuscript,“whichcontainsseveralpoemsthathavenotbeenreprinted,aswellascorrections.”Shepausedforaminute,andthenwenton,asifthesespaceshadallbeencalculated.
“Thatladyinblueismygreat-grandmother,byMillington.Hereismyuncle’swalking-stick—hewasSirRichardWarburton,youknow,androdewithHavelocktotheReliefofLucknow.Andthen,letmesee—oh,that’stheoriginalAlardyce,1697,thefounderofthefamilyfortunes,withhiswife.Someonegaveusthisbowltheotherdaybecauseithastheircrestandinitials.Wethinkitmusthavebeengiventhemtocelebratetheirsilverwedding-day.”
Hereshestoppedforamoment,wonderingwhyitwasthatMr.Denhamsaidnothing.Herfeelingthathewasantagonistictoher,whichhadlapsedwhileshethoughtofherfamilypossessions,returnedsokeenlythatshestoppedinthemiddleofhercatalogandlookedathim.Hermother,wishingtoconnecthimreputablywiththegreatdead,hadcomparedhimwithMr.RuskinandthecomparisonwasinKatharine’smind,andledhertobemorecriticaloftheyoungmanthanwasfair,forayoungmanpayingacallinatail-coatisinadifferentelementaltogetherfromaheadseizedatitsclimaxofexpressiveness,gazingimmutablyfrombehindasheetofglass,whichwasallthatremainedtoherofMr.Ruskin.Hehadasingularface—afacebuiltforswiftnessanddecisionratherthanformassivecontemplationtheforeheadbroad,thenoselongandformidable,thelipsclean-shavenandatoncedoggedandsensitive,thecheekslean,withadeeplyrunningtideofredbloodinthem.Hiseyes,expressivenow