CHAPTER VII
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echattered,defeatedateverymovebyanopponentwhowouldnotevenadmitthatamovehadbeenmade,andfurtherthaneverfromdiscoveringwhat,ifanything,wasextraordinaryabouttheMarabarCaves.
IntothisRonnydropped.
Withanannoyancehetooknotroubletoconceal,hecalledfromthegarden:“What’shappenedtoFielding?Where’smymother?”
“Goodevening!”sherepliedcoolly.
“Iwantyouandmotheratonce.There’stobepolo.”
“Ithoughttherewastobenopolo.”
“Everything’saltered.Somesoldiermenhavecomein.ComealongandI’lltellyouaboutit.”
“Yourmotherwillreturnshortly,sir,”saidProfessorGodbole,whohadrisenwithdeference.“Thereisbutlittletoseeatourpoorcollege.”
Ronnytooknonotice,butcontinuedtoaddresshisremarkstoAdelahehadhurriedawayfromhisworktotakehertoseethepolo,becausehethoughtitwouldgiveherpleasure.Hedidnotmeantoberudetothetwomen,buttheonlylinkhecouldbeconsciousofwithanIndianwastheofficial,andneitherhappenedtobehissubordinate.Asprivateindividualsheforgotthem.
UnfortunatelyAzizwasinnomoodtobeforgotten.Hewouldnotgiveupthesecureandintimatenoteofthelasthour.HehadnotrisenwithGodbole,andnow,offensivelyfriendly,calledfromhisseat,“Comealongupandjoinus,Mr.Heaslopsitdowntillyourmotherturnsup.”
RonnyrepliedbyorderingoneofFielding’sservantstofetchhismasteratonce.
“Hemaynotunderstandthat.Allowme——”Azizrepeatedtheorderidiomatically.
Ronnywastemptedtoretortheknewthetypeheknewallthetypes,andthiswasthespoiltWesternized.ButhewasaservantoftheGovernment,itwashisjobtoavoid“incidents,”sohesaidnothing,andignoredtheprovocationthatAzizcontinuedtooffer.Azizwasprovocative.Everythinghesaidhadanimpertinentflavourorjarred.Hiswingswerefailing,butherefusedtofallwithoutastruggle.HedidnotmeantobeimpertinenttoMr.Heaslop,whohadneverdonehimharm,butherewasanAnglo-Indianwhomustbecomeamanbeforecomfortcouldberegained.HedidnotmeantobegreasilyconfidentialtoMissQuested,onlytoenlisthersupportnortobeloudandjollytowardsProfessorGodbole.Astrangequartette—heflutteringtotheground,shepuzzledbythesuddenugliness,Ronnyfuming,theBrahmanobservingallthree,butwithdowncasteyesandhandsfolded,asifnothingwasnoticeable.Ascenefromaplay,thoughtFielding,whonowsawthemfromthedistanceacrossthegardengroupedamongthebluepillarsofhisbeautifulhall.
“Don’ttroubletocome,mother,”Ronnycalled“we’rejuststarting.”ThenhehurriedtoFielding,drewhimasideandsaidwithpseudo-heartiness,“Isay,oldman,doexcuseme,butIthinkperhapsyououghtn’ttohaveleftMissQuestedalone.”
“I’msorry,what’sup?”repliedFielding,alsotryingtobegenial.
“Well...I’mthesun-driedbureaucrat,nodoubtstill,Idon’tliketoseeanEnglishgirlleftsmokingwithtwoIndians.”
“Shestopped,asshesmokes,byherownwish,oldman.”
“Yes,that’sallrightinEngland.”
“Ireallycan’tseetheharm.”
“Ifyoucan’tsee,youcan’tsee....Can’tyouseethatfellow’sabounder?”
Azizflamboyant,waspatronizingMrs.Moore.
“Heisn’tabounder,”protestedFielding.“Hisnervesareonedge,that’sall.”
“Whatshouldhaveupsethispreciousnerves?”
“Idon’tknow.HewasallrightwhenIleft.”
“Well,it’snothingI’vesaid,”saidRonnyreassuringly.“Ineverevenspoketohim.”
“Ohwell,comealongnow,andtakeyourladiesawaythecatastropheover.”
“Fielding...don’tthinkI’mtakingitbadly,oranythingofthatsort....Isupposeyouwon’tcomeontothepolowithus?Weshouldallbedelighted.”
“I’mafraidIcan’t,thanksallthesame.I’mawfullysorryyoufeelI’vebeenremiss.Ididn’tmeantobe.”
Sotheleave-takingbegan.Everyonewascrossorwretched.Itwasasifirritationexudedfromtheverysoil.CouldonehavebeensopettyonaScotchmoororanItalianalp?Fieldingwonderedafterwards.ThereseemednoreserveoftranquillitytodrawuponinIndia.
Eithernone,orelsetranquillityswallowedupeverything,asitappearedtodoforProfessorGodbole.HerewasAzizallshoddyandodious,Mrs.MooreandMissQuestedbothsilly,andhehimselfandHeaslopbothdecorousonthesurface,butdetestablereally,anddetestingeachother.
“Good-bye,Mr.Fielding,andthankyousomuch....WhatlovelyCollegebuildings!”
“Good-bye,Mrs.Moore.”
“Good-bye,Mr.Fielding.Suchaninterestingafternoon....”
“Good-bye,MissQuested.”
“Good-bye,Dr.Aziz.”
“Good-bye,Mrs.Moore.”
“Good-bye,Dr.Aziz.”
“Good-bye,MissQuested.”Hepumpedherhandupanddowntoshowthathefeltatease.“You’lljollyjollywellnotforgetthosecaves,won’tyou?I’llfixthewholeshowupinajiffy.”
“Thankyou...
Inspiredbythedeviltoafinaleffort,headded,“WhatashameyouleaveIndiasosoon!Oh,doreconsideryourdecision,dostay.”
“Good-bye,ProfessorGodbole,”shecontinued,suddenlyagitated.“It’sashameweneverheardyousing.”
“Imaysingnow,”hereplied,anddid.
Histhinvoicerose,andgaveoutonesoundafteranother.Attimesthereseemedrhythm,attimestherewastheillusionofaWesternmelody.Buttheear,baffledrepeatedly,soonlostanyclue,andwanderedinamazeofnoises,noneharshorunpleasant,noneintelligible.Itwasthesongofanunknownbird.Onlytheservantsunderstoodit.Theybegantowhispertooneanother.Themanwhowasgatheringwaterchestnutcamenakedoutofthetank,hislipspartedwithdelight,disclosinghisscarlettongue.Thesoundscontinuedandceasedafterafewmomentsascasuallyastheyhadbegun—apparentlyhalfthroughabar,anduponthesubdominant.
“Thankssomuch:whatwasthat?”askedFielding.
“Iwillexplainindetail.Itwasareligioussong.Iplacedmyselfinthepositionofamilkmaiden.IsaytoShriKrishna,‘Come!cometomeonly.’Thegodrefusestocome.Igrowhumbleandsay:‘Donotcometomeonly.MultiplyyourselfintoahundredKrishnas,andletonegotoeachofmyhundredcompanions,butone,OLordoftheUniverse,cometome.’Herefusestocome.Thisisrepeatedseveraltimes.Thesongiscomposedinaragaappropriatetothepresenthour,whichistheevening.”
“ButHecomesinsomeothersong,Ihope?”saidMrs.Mooregently.
“Ohno,herefusestocome,”repeatedGodbole,perhapsnotunderstandingherquestion.“IsaytoHim,Come,come,come,come,come,come.Heneglectstocome.”
Ronny’sstepshaddiedaway,andtherewasamomentofabsolutesilence.Norippledisturbedthewater,noleafstirred.