CHAPTER III
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“Oh.Sohetoldyouthat,didhe?TheMajorwillbeinterested.Iwonderwhatwastheaimoftheremark.”
“Ronny,Ronny!you’renevergoingtopassitontoMajorCallendar?”
“Yes,rather.Imust,infact!”
“But,mydearboy——”
“IftheMajorheardIwasdislikedbyanynativesubordinateofmine,Ishouldexpecthimtopassitontome.”
“But,mydearboy—aprivateconversation!”
“Nothing’sprivateinIndia.Azizknewthatwhenhespokeout,sodon’tyouworry.Hehadsomemotiveinwhathesaid.Mypersonalbeliefisthattheremarkwasn’ttrue.”
“Hownottrue?”
“HeabusedtheMajorinordertoimpressyou.”
“Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,dear.”
“It’stheeducatednative’slatestdodge.Theyusedtocringe,buttheyoungergenerationbelieveinashowofmanlyindependence.TheythinkitwillpaybetterwiththeitinerantM.P.Butwhetherthenativeswaggersorcringes,there’salwayssomethingbehindeveryremarkhemakes,alwayssomething,andifnothingelsehe’stryingtoincreasehisizzat—inplainAnglo-Saxon,toscore.Ofcoursethereareexceptions.”
“Youneverusedtojudgepeoplelikethisathome.”
“Indiaisn’thome,”heretorted,ratherrudely,butinordertosilenceherhehadbeenusingphrasesandargumentsthathehadpickedupfromolderofficials,andhedidnotfeelquitesureofhimself.Whenhesaid“ofcoursethereareexceptions”hewasquotingMr.Turton,while“increasingtheizzat”wasMajorCallendar’sown.Thephrasesworkedandwereincurrentuseattheclub,butshewasrathercleveratdetectingthefirstfromthesecondhand,andmightpresshimfordefiniteexamples.
Sheonlysaid,“Ican’tdenythatwhatyousaysoundsverysensible,butyoureallymustnothandontoMajorCallendaranythingIhavetoldyouaboutDoctorAziz.”
Hefeltdisloyaltohiscaste,buthepromised,adding,“Inreturnpleasedon’ttalkaboutAziztoAdela.”
“Nottalkabouthim?Why?”
“Thereyougoagain,mother—Ireallycan’texplaineverything.Idon’twantAdelatobeworried,that’sthefactshe’llbeginwonderingwhetherwetreatthenativesproperly,andallthatsortofnonsense.”
“Butshecameouttobeworried—that’sexactlywhyshe’shere.Shediscusseditallontheboat.WehadalongtalkwhenwewentonshoreatAden.Sheknowsyouinplay,assheputit,butnotinwork,andshefeltshemustcomeandlookround,beforeshedecided—andbeforeyoudecided.Sheisvery,veryfair-minded.”
“Iknow,”hesaiddejectedly.
Thenoteofanxietyinhisvoicemadeherfeelthathewasstillalittleboy,whomusthavewhatheliked,soshepromisedtodoashewished,andtheykissedgoodnight.HehadnotforbiddenhertothinkaboutAziz,however,andshedidthiswhensheretiredtoherroom.Inthelightofherson’scommentshereconsideredthesceneatthemosque,toseewhoseimpressionwascorrect.Yes,itcouldbeworkedintoquiteanunpleasantscene.Thedoctorhadbegunbybullyingher,hadsaidMrs.Callendarwasnice,andthen—findingthegroundsafe—hadchangedhehadalternatelywhinedoverhisgrievancesandpatronizedher,hadrunadozenwaysinasinglesentence,hadbeenunreliable,inquisitive,vain.Yes,itwasalltrue,buthowfalseasasummaryofthemantheessentiallifeofhimhadbeenslain.
Goingtohanguphercloak,shefoundthatthetipofthepegwasoccupiedbyasmallwasp.ShehadknownthiswasporhisrelativesbydaytheywerenotasEnglishwasps,buthadlongyellowlegswhichhungdownbehindwhentheyflew.Perhapshemistookthepegforabranch—noIndiananimalhasanysenseofaninterior.Bats,rats,birds,insectswillassoonnestinsideahouseasoutitistothemanormalgrowthoftheeternaljungle,whichalternatelyproduceshousestrees,housestrees.Thereheclung,asleep,whilejackalsintheplainbayedtheirdesiresandmingledwiththepercussionofdrums.
“Prettydear,”saidMrs.Mooretothewasp.Hedidnotwake,buthervoicefloatedout,toswellthenight’suneasiness.