CHAPTER II
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lled,thatissufficient,”hesaid,tearingtheprotestup.“Hereismycard.Callmeatonga.”
“Huzoor,allareattheclub.”
“Thentelephoneforonedowntotherailwaystation.”Andsincethemanhastenedtodothishesaid,“Enough,enough,Iprefertowalk.”Hecommandeeredamatchandlitacigarette.Theseattentions,thoughpurchased,soothedhim.Theywouldlastaslongashehadrupees,whichissomething.ButtoshakethedustofAnglo-Indiaoffhisfeet!Toescapefromthenetandbebackamongmannersandgesturesthatheknew!Hebeganawalk,anunwontedexercise.
Hewasanathleticlittleman,daintilyputtogether,butreallyverystrong.Neverthelesswalkingfatiguedhim,asitfatigueseveryoneinIndiaexceptthenew-comer.Thereissomethinghostileinthatsoil.Iteitheryields,andthefootsinksintoadepression,orelseitisunexpectedlyrigidandsharp,pressingstonesorcrystalsagainstthetread.Aseriesoftheselittlesurprisesexhaustsandhewaswearingpumps,apoorpreparationforanycountry.Attheedgeofthecivilstationheturnedintoamosquetorest.
Hehadalwayslikedthismosque.Itwasgracious,andthearrangementpleasedhim.Thecourtyard—enteredthrougharuinedgate—containedanablutiontankoffreshclearwater,whichwasalwaysinmotion,beingindeedpartofaconduitthatsuppliedthecity.Thecourtyardwaspavedwithbrokenslabs.ThecoveredpartofthemosquewasdeeperthanisusualitseffectwasthatofanEnglishparishchurchwhosesidehasbeentakenout.Wherehesat,helookedintothreearcadeswhosedarknesswasilluminatedbyasmallhanginglampandbythemoon.Thefront—infullmoonlight—hadtheappearanceofmarble,andtheninety-ninenamesofGodonthefriezestoodoutblack,asthefriezestoodoutwhiteagainstthesky.ThecontestbetweenthisdualismandthecontentionofshadowswithinpleasedAziz,andhetriedtosymbolizethewholeintosometruthofreligionorlove.Amosquebywinninghisapprovalletloosehisimagination.Thetempleofanothercreed,Hindu,Christian,orGreek,wouldhaveboredhimandfailedtoawakenhissenseofbeauty.HerewasIslam,hisowncountry,morethanaFaith,morethanabattle-cry,more,muchmore...Islam,anattitudetowardslifebothexquisiteanddurable,wherehisbodyandhisthoughtsfoundtheirhome.
Hisseatwasthelowwallthatboundedthecourtyardontheleft.Thegroundfellawaybeneathhimtowardsthecity,visibleasabluroftrees,andinthestillnessheheardmanysmallsounds.Ontheright,overintheclub,theEnglishcommunitycontributedanamateurorchestra.ElsewheresomeHindusweredrumming—heknewtheywereHindus,becausetherhythmwasuncongenialtohim,—andotherswerebewailingacorpse—heknewwhose,havingcertifieditintheafternoon.Therewereowls,thePunjabmail...andflowerssmeltdeliciouslyinthestation-master’sgarden.Butthemosque—thatalonesignified,andhereturnedtoitfromthecomplexappealofthenight,anddeckeditwithmeaningsthebuilderhadneverintended.Somedayhetoowouldbuildamosque,smallerthanthisbutinperfecttaste,sothatallwhopassedbyshouldexperiencethehappinesshefeltnow.Andnearit,underalowdome,shouldbehistomb,withaPersianinscription:
Alas,withoutmeforthousandsofyears
TheRosewillblossomandtheSpringwillbloom,
Butthosewhohavesecretlyunderstoodmyheart—
TheywillapproachandvisitthegravewhereIlie.
HehadseenthequatrainonthetombofaDeccanking,andregardeditasprofoundphilosophy—healwaysheldpathostobeprofound.Thesecretunderstandingoftheheart!Herepeatedthephrasewithtearsinhiseyes,andashedidsooneofthepillarsofthemosqueseemedtoquiver.Itswayedinthegloomanddetacheditself.Beliefinghostsraninhisblood,buthesatfirm.Anotherpillarmoved,athird,andthenanEnglishwomansteppedoutintothemoonlight.Suddenlyhewasfuriouslyangryandshouted:“Madam!Madam!Madam!”
“Oh!Oh!”thewomangasped.
“Madam,thisisamosque,youhavenorighthereatallyoushouldhavetakenoffyourshoesthisisaholyplaceforMoslems.”
“Ihavetakenthemoff.”
“Youhave?”
“Ileftthemattheentrance.”
“ThenIaskyourpardon.”
Stillstartled,thewomanmovedout,keepingtheablution-tankbetweenthem.Hecalledafterher,“Iamtrulysorryforspeaking.”
“Yes,Iwasright,wasInot?IfIremovemyshoes,Iamallowed?”
“Ofcourse,butsofewladiestakethetrouble,especiallyifthinkingnooneistheretosee.”
“Thatmakesnodifference.Godishere.”
“Madam!”
“Pleaseletmego.”
“Oh,canIdoyousomeservicenoworatanytime?”
“No,thankyou,reallynone—goodnight.”
“MayIknowyourname?”
Shewasnowintheshadowofthegateway,sothathecouldnotseeherface,butshesawhis,andshesaidwithachangeofvoice,“Mrs.Moore.”
“Mrs.——”Advancing,hefoundthat