CHAPTER X
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vaguepleasuretomakethemgoondoingit."YoumustcomeroundandhaveagoodgameoftenniswithDorothysomeafternoon.You'vebeenshutupworkingtoohardatthatletter-writingbusiness,that'swhatyou'vebeendoing,younglady."
"IwishIhad—oh,IwishIhad,"saidIngeborg,pressingherhandstogetherandlookingupatthisstraybitofkindlinesswithaquickgratefulness.
"Wealwaysthinkofyouassittingtherewriting,writing,"theheartymanwenton,moreintentonwhathewassayingthanonwhatshewassaying."Father'srighthand,mother'sindispensable,youknow.ItellDorothy—"
Ingeborgtwistedonherchair."Oh,"shesaid,"don'ttellDorothy—don'ttellher—"
"Tellherwhat?Youdon'tknowwhatIwasgoingtosay."
"Yes,Ido—aboutthat'showdaughtersoughttobe—likeme.AndDorothy'ssogoodanddear,andwouldn'teverinthisworldhavegoneoffto—"
Shestopped,butonlyjustintime,andlookedathimfrightened.
Shehadallbutsaidit.Thegeneral,however,wasstaringatherwithkindlyincomprehension.Herheaddroopedalittle,andshegazedvaguelyathistoesastheyrhythmicallytouchedandwereliftedupfromthecarpet."Nobodyknowswhatanybodyelseisreallylikeinside,"shefinishedforlornly.
"Youcomeupandhavesometennis,"hesaid,pattingherontheshoulder.AndlaterontotheBishopheremarked,inhisheartydesiretohaveeverythingtrimandinitsproperplace,theyounginthefreshair,olderpersonsatdesksinstudies,whitefacesreservedforinvalids,rosesbloominginthecheeksofgirls,thathemustn'toverworkthatlittledaughterofhis.
"Overwork!"exclaimedtheBishop,fullofbittermemoriesofanemptyweek.
"Turnheroutintothesun,Bully,myboy,"saidthegeneralwhosefagtheBishophadbeenatEton.
"Intothesun!"exclaimedtheBishop,havingforsixmortaldaysobservedherfromwindowshorriblyidlinginit.
"Ifyoukeep'emshutupyoucan'texpectgirlsanymorethanyoucanexpectadecentbeetoprovideyouwithhoney."
"Honey!"exclaimedtheBishop.
ThatDuchesswhohadwantedhereldestsontomarryJudithtappedIngeborgonthearmwithherumbrellaasshepassedherfollowedbyherdaughterandsaid:"Littlepalechild,littlepalechild,"andshookherheadatherandfrownedandsmiled,andwhisperedtoPamelathatitlookedverylikejealousyandPamelasaidNonsensetothat,andtriedtolingerandtalktoIngeborg,buthermother,filledwiththepassionforrefreshmentthatseizesallpersonswhogotoparties,draggedheralongwithhertowhereitcouldbefound,andonthewayshewasseenbytheBishop,whoatoncelefttheoldladywhowastalkingtohimtoenfoldLadyPamelainhiscareandcompassheraboutwithacloudoflittleattentions—chairs,ices,fruitfornotonlyhadheconfirmedherbuthefeltapeculiarinterestinherparticularkindofclean-limbedintelligentbeauty.OfalltheconfirmationcrosseshehadgivenawayhelikedbesttothinkofLadyPamela's.Certainlyinthatsoftcradle,beneaththemuslinandlaceofpropriety,hecouldbesureitwouldnotjangleagainstanillicitandalienring.
"Youstillwearit?"hesaid,hisbeautifulvoice,loweredtosuitthesubject,chargedwithfeelingaswithhisownhandshebroughtherteaandhefeltalittlechecked,alittledisappointed,whenshesaid,smilingathim,hergreyeyeslevelwithhissowellgrownwasshe,"Wearwhat?"
Andanotherthingthisyoungwomandidthatafternoonthatcheckedanddisappointedhim—sheshowedadispositiontotakecareofhimandnobishopofsixty,orindeedanyotherhonestmanofsixty,likesthat."Shethinksmeold,"hethoughtwithacuteandpainedsurpriseasshecharminglymadehimsitdownlesthemightbetiredstanding,andcharminglyshutawindowbehindthemlestheshouldbeinadraught,andcharminglylateronwhenhetookherdownthegardentoshowherthepear-treeturnedherprettyheadandaskedhimoverhershoulderwhethershewerewalkingtoofast."Shethinksmeold,"hethoughtanditwasanamazementtohim,foronlylastyearhewasstillfifty-nine,stillinthefifties,andthefifties,onceonewasusedtothem,werenothingatall.
HebecameverygravewithLadyPamela.Hefeltthattheshowingofthepear-treehadlostagooddealofitssavour.Hefeltitstillmorewhen,turningthebendinthepaththatledtothesecludedcornerthatmadethepear-treepopularasaresort,heperceivedIngeborgsittingbeneathit.
Shewasalone.
"Whyisshealwaysbyherself?"askedLadyPamela,whowas,theBishopcouldnothelpthinking,beingrathersteadilytactless.
Hemadenoanswer.Hewastooseriouslynettled.Apartfromeverythingelse,tohaveone'sdaughtercroppingup....
"Ingeborg—!"calledLadyPamela,wavinghersunshadetoattractherattentionastheywalkedontowardsher,forIngeborg,underthetree,wassittingwithherchinonherhandlookingatnothingandoncemoreadvertisingbyherattitude,Mrs.Bullivantwouldhaveconsidered,thatshewasoutsidethepale.
"Ithink,"saidtheBishoppausing,"weoughtperhapstogoback."
"Oughtwe?Oh,why?It'slovelyhere.Ingeborg!"
"Ithink,"saidtheBishop,nowaltogetherannoyedatthispersistentdeterminationtoincludehisdaughter—asthoughonecouldeversatisfactorilyincludedaughters—inwhatmighthavebeenapoeticconversationbetweenbeautyandyouthonthe