CHAPTER VII
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otice?"saidIngeborgfaintly.
"Yourfatherwaswounded,dear.Hethoughtitshowedsolittlerealloveforyourparentsandyoursister."
"But—"saidIngeborg,lookingfromonetotheother.
"Wewrotetoyouatonce—directlyweknew.Didn'twe,Judith?"
"Ofcourse,"saidJudith.
Ingeborgstoodflushingandturningpale.HadoneoftheDent'sTourpeoplesomehowfoundoutwhereshelivedandwrittenaboutherengagementandtheimpossiblehadhappenedandtheyweren'tgoingtomind?Wasitpossible?Didtheyknow?Andweretakingitlikethis?Ifonlyshehadcalledatheraunt'shouseonthewaytoPaddingtonandgottheletters—whatmiserablehoursofterrorshewouldhavebeenspared!
"But—"shebegan.Thentheimmensereliefofitsuddenlyfloodedherwholebeingwithadeliciouswarmsoftness.Theydidknow.Somehow.Andamiraclehadhappened.Oh,howkindGodwas!
Shedroppedonherkneesbythesofaandbegantokisshermother'shand,whichsurprisedMrs.Bullivantandindeeditisaforeigntrick,pickedupmostlybythosewhogoabroad."Mother,"shesaid,"areyoureallypleasedaboutit?Youdon'tmindthen?"
"Mind?"saidMrs.Bullivant.
"Oh,howglad,howgladIam.Andfather?Whatdoeshesay?Doeshe—doeshemind?"
"Mind?"repeatedMrs.Bullivant.
"Fatherisverypleased,Ithink,"saidJudith,withwhatinonelesslovelywouldhavebeenaslightpursingofthelips.Andshetwistedaremarkablediamondringshewaswearingstraight.
"Fatheris—pleased?"echoedIngeborg,quiteawe-struckbytheamountandqualityofthesereliefs.
"ImustsayIthinkitisreallygoodofyourdearfathertobepleased,whenheloses—"beganMrs.Bullivant.
"Oh,yes,yes,"interruptedtheovercomeIngeborg,"it'sawonder—awonderofGod."
"Ingeborgdear,"hermothergentlyrebuked,forthiswasexcessandJudithlookedstillmorewhatwouldhavebeenalittlepursedinanyotherwoman.
"Whenheloses,"thenresumedMrs.Bullivantwiththeplaintivedeterminationofonewhoconsidersittheleastshemayexpectasasofa-riddenmothertobeallowedtofinishhersentences,"somuch."
"Yes,yes,"assentedIngeborgeagerly,whoseappreciationofherparents'attitudewassowarmthatshealmostfeltshemuststayandbaskinitsurbanityforeverandnotgoawayafteralltothebleakdistanceofEastPrussia.
"Yourfatherlosesnotonlyadaughter,"continuedMrs.Bullivant,"but£500ayearofhisincome."
"Wouldonecallithisincome?"inquiredJudith,politelybutyet,ifonecouldsuspectabeingwithanangel'sfaceofsuchathing,withsomeslightannoyance."Ithoughtourgrandmother—"
"Judithdear,the£500ayearyourgrandmotherlefttoeachofyouwasonlytobeyourswhenyoumarried,"explainedMrs.Bullivant,alsowithsomeslightannoyancebeneathherpatience."Tillyoumarrieditwastobemine—yourfather's,Imean,ofcourse.Andifyouneverdidmarryitwouldhavebeenmine—Imeanhis—always."
IngeborghadheardofherSwedishgrandmother'swill,buthadlongagoforgottenit,marriagebeingremoteandmoneyneverofanyinteresttoherwhohadnooccasionsforspending.Nowherheartboundedwithyetmorethankfulness.WhatacomfortitwouldbetoRobert.Howitwouldhelphiminhisresearch.Extraordinarythatsheshouldhaveforgottenit.Whenhetoldherofhisstipendoffivethousandmarks—£250itwasinEnglishmoney,heexplained,andtherewasthehouseandlandfree—mostofwhichwentinhisexperiments,butwhatwasleftbeingample,hesaid,forthelivingpurposesofreasonablebeingsiftheyapproacheditinaproperspirit,italldepending,hesaid,onwhethertheyapproacheditinaproperspirit."Andafterall,"hehadaddedtriumphantly,throwingouthischestjustasshewasabouttoinquirewhattheproperspiritwas,"nomancancallmethin—"—tothinkshehadforgottenthesubstantialhelpshewasgoingtobeabletobringhim!
Thefullsplendourofherfather'sgenerosityinbeingpleasedatherengagementwasnowrevealedtoher.Thereliefofit.Theglad,warmrelief.Somustonefeelwhoisbornagain,allnew,allcleanfromoldmistakesandfears.Shefeltliftedup,extraordinarilyhappy,extraordinarilygood,moreinharmonywithProvidenceandtheBiblethanshehadbeensincechildhood.S